Chapter 394: Decadence

After this experience, Chi Wan took care of Xie Yutang and did her best to do her best, insisting on giving him massage every day, never saying a word of frustration in front of the other party, and Xie Yutang was also very cooperative with her. This made Ji Wan think that he had figured it out.

Until the middle of the night, she woke up, subconsciously reached out to the side to touch, but did not touch the familiar body, the cold touch made her startled, and she opened her eyes.

The moonlight shone in through the window, and the side was empty, where was Xie Yutang's figure.

Chi Wan's surprise is not trivial, Xie Yutang is now an injured person, and he usually even has to help her go to the toilet, where will he go at night?

Chi Wan turned over and sat up, full of anxiety. She didn't even wear shoes, she rushed out barefoot, calling Xie Yutang's name in her mouth, panicked like a child who had lost the most important thing.

After walking a few steps, she suddenly noticed that there was a figure in the courtyard, which was curled up on the ground, which was not obvious at first glance, and could only be vaguely discerned by looking closely.

Chi Wan walked over with her breath and squatted down next to the black shadow, her heart like a drum slowly calmed down.

"Yutang, why are you here, I woke up and didn't see you, I'm scared to death." Chi Wan suppressed her fear and said fearfully.

God knows how scared she was of this person disappearing.

The black shadow didn't move, and Chi Wan gently touched his head, her palms were warm and her movements were gentle.

Xie Yutang didn't react at all, in the middle of the night, the air was slightly cold, and both of them were only wearing a single coat, the wind blew, Chi Wan couldn't help but shiver, her toes curled up, obviously cold.

She whispered, "Shall we go back?" ”

Xie Yutang still didn't speak, didn't even move, Chi Wan sighed helplessly, and had to use a killer move, "Then I'll accompany you here, it's so cold, Yutang." ”

At this moment, Xie Yutang finally moved, he raised his head, and his handsome face was covered with a layer of silver glow by the moon, and it was extremely white when he looked at it.

Chi Wan was startled, and subconsciously reached out and held Xie Yutang's hand, which was very cold as she expected.

She couldn't help but be a little angry, this person's body hadn't recovered yet, why didn't he care for himself so much. It took so much effort for her to pull people back from the ghost gate, is he so good, just spoiling himself like this?

However, these words were only thought about in the heart, but not spoken in the mouth.

Under Chi Wan's coaxing, Xie Yutang stood up, followed her, and walked towards the room step by step. He walked very hard, and after walking a few steps, he had to stop and rest for a while, which was not the same as the majestic General Xie before.

Ji Wan was also uncomfortable when she saw it, but she still waited for him patiently.

In a short distance, the two walked for a stick of incense, and as soon as they returned to the room, Chi Wan immediately placed the person on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and helped him cover his hands, while Xie Yutang kept his eyes down, not knowing what he was thinking.

"It's okay, go to sleep." Ji Wan pretended to be relaxed.

The room was very quiet, Xie Yutang didn't speak all the time, Chi Wan carefully tucked the quilt for him, and then sat on the edge of the bed, quietly guarding him.

After a long while, after she felt that Xie Yutang had fallen asleep, a deep voice suddenly sounded in her ears, "I'm a waste now." ”

Chi Wan was startled, she was scared of sleep, she cheered up and said, "How can it be a waste person, it won't." ”

Xie Yutang said indifferently, "I can't even pick up a branch in my hand." ”

He went out in the middle of the night to try his skills, but found that he was too weak to pick up a branch, let alone a large knife weighing dozens of pounds.

Once a great general who dominated the battlefield, he suddenly became a wasted person, and no one can stand it.

Chi Wan compared her heart to her heart, feeling that she understood Xie Yutang, but she didn't agree with this negative attitude, so she could only try her best to reassure her, "You just woke up, and it will be no problem when your strength recovers, don't worry, I will accompany you slowly." ”

Xie Yutang laughed briefly, shook his head and said, "No, it won't recover." ”

He raised his hand, only to see that the hand that used to hold the knife could only hang softly in front of his eyes, let alone a sword, I am afraid that it is a big difficulty for him to even eat by himself now.

Chi Wan took his hand, put it in the quilt, and said flatly, "So what, the divine doctor said at the time, it is very likely that you will not wake up and become a living dead, but now?" It's not that you've woken up, everything is possible, you don't feel sorry for yourself. ”

Next, neither of them spoke again, Chi Wan was very tired, but she couldn't sleep, Xie Yutang beside her was an injured person, no matter how uncomfortable it was, she still couldn't resist it and fell asleep.

Xie Yutang's condition is getting worse and worse.

He insisted on getting out of bed and walking every day, insisting on eating with chopsticks, but every time he got out of bed, he fell to the ground and his face was bruised.

Chi Wan was distressed, and strictly forbade him to abuse himself like this again.

"We can recover slowly, and we can't eat hot tofu in a hurry."

Xie Yutang pursed his lips, obviously not wanting to agree.

Chi Wan knew that she was uncomfortable, but in fact, she was also uncomfortable, but she never said a word of complaint in front of Xie Yutang, and she always laughed and chatted with him.

Xie Yutang became more and more silent, often unable to say a word for several days, and even turned over and avoided when Chi Wan gave him a massage.

Chi Wan's hand froze in mid-air, took a deep breath, walked around to Xie Yutang, and continued to massage him.

"Okay, I haven't been out for a few days, I'll help you go out for a walk." Chi Wan retreated to the next second.

Xie Yutang indifferently rejected Chi Wan's proposal, "No, I'm tired and want to lie down." ”

Chi Wan paused, "Eat something and then lie down?" ”

Xie Yutang didn't speak, she took a meat soup in, the meat soup was stewed very badly, light and delicious, but Xie Yutang didn't even look at it, turned his head, and said indifferently, "I have no appetite." ”

Chi Wan's expression also turned cold, looked at Xie Yutang, and said word by word, "What do you want to do, go on a hunger strike?" ”

"No, I just don't want to eat it."

Chi Wan stared at him for a long time, and finally softened her tone, "Eat a little, how can you stand it if you don't eat, you want to recover quickly, right?" Eat a little, huh? ”

In her various temptations, Xie Yutang finally had a cold face and ate half a bowl of meat soup.

Chi Wan was haggard, since Xie Yutang knew that he had a physical problem, he had been reluctant to eat, and every time he asked him to eat something, it would take Chi Wan a lot of mental strength.

She felt a little tired, but she was still optimistic in her heart, the nine princes all said, Xie Yutang will be fine, then he will be fine, Chi Wan firmly believed.

Xie Yutang stopped taking medicine, and refused Chi Wan to give her any more massage, and even when the Nine Princes gave him treatment, he was unwilling to cooperate, in front of the Nine Princes, Chi Wan was not good at saying anything, but as soon as the people left, she immediately broke out.

Facing Xie Yutang every day, she didn't tell him that her psychological pressure was actually greater than his.

"Do you want to stay in bed for the rest of your life?" Ji Wan asked coldly.

Xie Yutang curled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, "I'm already a waste person anyway, what else can I do if I don't lie in bed?" ”

"Who said that you are a wasted person, how many times have I told you, you have just woken up, slowly recover, and your hands and feet can return to their past state, Xie Yutang, are you taking my words as a deaf ear?" Ji Wan didn't fight in a single place, and yelled hard. Xie Yutang was really disappointed by this.

"Will it be good, it can't be good, I know you're lying to me, Wanwan, you leave me alone, so be it."

Chi Wan looked at him stunned, "What do you mean?" ”

Xie Yutang stared at her, there was still a bit of nostalgia and reluctance in his eyes, but the words he said were very decisive, "I mean, you don't have to worry about me anymore." ”

"We are a married couple, and you want me to leave you alone now?" Maybe she was angry, but Ji Wan calmed down.

Xie Yutang didn't open his head, not daring to look at Chi Wan, "I'm a burden now, I can't give you anything, but it will drag you down, so you can ......"

He didn't continue, because Ji Wan's expression was so terrifying, she stared at him deadly, as if she was going to stare at him with a hole, and even Xie Yutang felt that something was wrong.

"Xie Yutang, I didn't expect you to say such a thing, just a little pain can knock you down, I really misjudged you." Chi Wan's voice was extremely hoarse, which showed the sadness in her heart.

Xie Yutang didn't explain, just followed her words, "That's right, I'm such a person." ”

Ji Wan yelled suddenly, "Why are you doing this?!" You are the majestic General Xie, you are the god of war who terrifies the enemy country, why did you become like this? Without kung fu, we can continue to practice after we are ready, can you not give up on yourself?! ”

Xie Yutang's eyes were gloomy, and his expression was discouraged, "Don't mention the past to me again, Xie Yutang in the past is dead." ”

Ji Wan was shocked and looked at him in disbelief. Xie Yutang actually denied everything in his past.

"You...... Yutang, don't be like this, let's take our time, everything will always get better, no matter what, I will be by your side, okay? Chi Wan looked at Xie Yutang, whose eyes were dim, and finally softened her tone.

Xie Yutang shook his head and said lightly, "It's impossible, it won't be good." ”

He is now weak in his hands and feet, like a wasted person, he needs to be fed by others to eat, he once vowed to take care of Ji Wan, but now he needs her to take care of himself, how can he bear it.

"You have denied everything, are you saying that you don't love me anymore?" Ji Wan asked softly, but the circles under her eyes were red, and the tears under her eyes couldn't fall.

Xie Yutang seemed to wake up suddenly, looked up at Chi Wan's face, and shook his head vigorously, "No, it's not......"