Chapter 395
"Su Bai, people always have to look forward, you have to keep moving forward, I already belong to your past, I can protect you with my life, I feel very happy, that's enough."
"I'd rather you never protected me, I'd rather we died together for Haidu! You're all gone, leaving me alone in this world, what can I do? Su Bai finally realized what it meant to be lonely, that is, everyone left, leaving her alone
"Su Bai, if you remember me, it will only make you feel pain, then I'd rather you don't remember me, I just hope you hide me in your heart, you treat me as a kind of thought and a comfort, it's okay, I don't want me to be a burden to you, because my original intention to protect you is to want you to be happy." Cheng Yubai touched Su Bai's head and comforted him softly.
Su Bai raised his teary hazy eyes and looked at him in front of his eyes, slowly becoming transparent, and then slowly disappearing...... Su Bai knew that it was time for Cheng Yubai to leave.
"Don't, don't go, I beg you...... Don't go, don't! Su Bai stretched out his hand and wanted to hold him tightly, trying to keep him, but he was like quicksand in Su Bai's hand, he couldn't catch it, and he would eventually lose it.
"Su Bai...... In the days without me, you must be happy, you must live well, you must be happy, just like you used to, I hope you can find the person who can protect you, and then love him well, let him complete my unfinished love"
"Since you are so worried about me, why don't you continue to protect me, why do you want someone else to protect me? Don't go good or not...... No! Su Bai desperately tried to keep him, but everything was in vain.
"Su Bai, goodbye." After Cheng Yubai said this, his body gradually became transparent, and finally disappeared......
Su Bai cried hysterically in his dream......
The next day, when Su Bai woke up, she found that her pillow was soaked, her face was full of tears, and her face was very haggard, Su Bai knew that last night's dream was not fake, maybe Cheng Yubai really came to say goodbye to her, maybe, it was just that she missed Cheng Yubai too much.
Since then, Cheng Yubai has never appeared in her dreams again, Su Bai knows that she has no way to deceive herself anymore, Cheng Yubai really left......
Su Bai's mood is very low these days, sometimes in the company, she will continue to work, she doesn't know that she is tired, she doesn't even want to eat lunch, she doesn't go to participate in any entertainment activities after work at night, she goes home to rest after work, and then takes a bath and sleeps.
Li Weiwei was a little surprised when she saw her like this, the Su Bai she knew was not so peaceful!
"Su Bai, what's wrong with you lately? Why has the whole person become strange, as if it has lost its vitality, are you okay! Li Weiwei asked.
"I'm fine, I've just wanted to work lately, are you done with your work? If you're not done, leave it to me, and I'll do it for you. Su Bai is working like crazy, no matter what kind of work she does, big and small, it seems that only by working non-stop can she wash away the pain in her heart, let herself forget everything, and make herself more realistic.
She didn't cry in front of outsiders, but when she got home, she couldn't help crying, her red and swollen eyes had revealed her exhaustion, these discerning people could see it, but they didn't say it explicitly, they thought that Su Bai should be so haggard because of some emotional things, after all, this is a private matter, and they don't want to ask too much.
"No need, you're done with your work, you can rest for a while, after all, you've been working so hard for days in a row, my business, I can do it, don't worry." Li Weiwei really can't bear to see Su Bai like this again, and she doesn't want her to continue working like this, after all, Su Bai's face is getting paler and haggard, Li Weiwei is really a little worried, Su Bai will not be able to stand it!
"It doesn't matter. I'm not tired, and there's so much more I can do! ”
"I ......"
Su Bai couldn't help but say, reached out and took Li Weiwei's work, and then did it silently.
At noon, Cheng Yubai came over to deliver food to Su Bai, since he brought Su Bai back from the bar that day, Cheng Yubai would send food to Su Bai at noon every day, although Su Bai did not eat or not, it was Su Bai's own business, but Cheng Yubai would still insist on delivering food at noon every day.
Li Weiwei couldn't help but tease when she saw it, "Su Bai, your boyfriend is here to bring you food again, you are so happy, oops, when will I find a boyfriend like you!" Li Weiwei said and pushed Su Bai with her arm, telling her not to rush to work, and quickly look up.
Su Bai raised her head and saw Cheng Yubai, her expression was a little faint.
"Thank you for bringing me food, I'll put the money for lunch on your card later."
"No need, these are all specially sent to you to eat, you don't have to pay me back, you work so hard every day, you are also tired, you should eat something nutritious to make up."
Su Bai was not unmoved by the fact that she cared so much about Cheng Yubai's three meals, she sighed and silently took the lunch box handed to her by Cheng Yubai.
In the next few days, Cheng Yubai would always find time to ask Su Bai to go out, sometimes go out shopping with her, sometimes to see the scenery, sometimes to walk casually on the road, in short, he just tried his best to take Su Bai out for a walk, so that Su Bai would feel happy and relaxed, so that Su Bai would not be sad all day long.
What Cheng Yubai did, Su Bai silently remembered in his heart.
Maybe she should really accept Cheng Yubai, just like Cheng Yubai said, she should find a home that belongs to her and live a good life, but she can never forget those beautiful two years, she wants to go back again, but even if she goes back, it is just a matter of things and people, there is no Cheng Yubai there, she goes back and sees those cities, those streets, and those places they have been, won't she feel sad in her heart?
No, she is sadder than anyone else, rather than this, it is better to stay in modern times, to stay in a place where Cheng Yubai has never lived.
After Su Bai said goodbye to Cheng Yubai, and then walked silently towards her home, she just walked downstairs in the community, and saw Qin Yanfeng leaning on a limited edition white sports car, Qin Yanfeng saw Su Bai coming back, he was very excited, and then walked towards Su Bai.