Chen Ruyi, who was eating this table of food, felt the warmth of home for the first time after resigning.

Originally, the purpose of his resignation was to avoid the tide, and to feel the warmth of the family. But because of this resignation, he suffered a considerable disaster, and he had no choice, and he had no choice.

He looked down and sniffed the dishes, trying to find the taste and scope of each dish with his nose. He thought it was troublesome to do this, but his eyes were blind and he couldn't see the food in front of him, so he had to train this method to eat.

"Anyway, I won't live too long, it's a big deal for me, so I can only eat like this, but I still feel this way anyway, even if this thief pities me, my eyes are blind, and I have a nose, at least I can still eat, and the taste of this dish is still quite good."

While eating, Chen Ruyi thought in his heart. Suddenly, he added a piece of braised pork and put it in his mouth.

Hey, isn't this braised pork? I didn't expect that I would have the opportunity to eat such a delicacy, originally I thought that when the Four Princes' Mansion raised me, at most I would give me a bowl of soup noodles, or a bowl of noodles, at most I could add some shredded meat, but I didn't expect it to be delicious, the character of these four princesses is really not bad, but the old man is miserable, and this eye is blind, otherwise look at the color of this braised pork must be quite good. ”

Chen Ruyi's mouth was chewing the braised pork very evenly, and he thought so in his heart. Now is the happiest moment for him in this time.

Ever since he learned that his family had been killed, he had been weeping until he was blind. During this time, he was very miserable, not to mention eating, and he was crying even when he slept. During this time, how could he have the mood and time to savor the deliciousness of this food.

During this time, he was in pain, self-blame, and sorrow all the time. He originally hoped that the emperor would give him justice, but in the end, when Lin Yin told him the final answer, he calmed down.

At least before the answer is over, he still has a hope in his heart, although he knows the final outcome. But after all, I thought about the impossibility.

After determining the answer, and finally making up your mind. He was finally able to eat now, or rather, he had a good meal.

In just two or three days, he went from a husband, a father, and a grandfather. Suddenly turned into a lonely person, from the pride of a family to the sinner of a family in an instant. He originally went from an old man who didn't know what to do, to a person who only knew revenge and could only take revenge, and finally lived for revenge.

"Mmmm, this dish is really fragrant, this fish-flavored tofu tastes pretty good, hey, this is mapo tofu!!"

He kept eating every dish, thinking about it in his heart.

He felt very delicious in every dish, and he ended up eating. I ate it for two hours, and the charcoal outside the door was originally red. It's almost out of the fire.

"Now I can finally have a good meal, obviously I only had a good meal a few days ago, why haven't I eaten such a meal for a long time now?"

Suddenly took a bite of sweet and sour pork ribs, Chen Ruyi had mixed thoughts in his heart.

"What if I hadn't resigned? It seems that I ate a lot today, maybe I still have some fear of these two words in my heart, otherwise I wouldn't have eaten so much today. ”

After thinking about it, Chen Ruyi put the sweet and sour pork ribs in his mouth. After nibbling, he thought to himself, "I guess I'm full now, but why can't I catch up with this stomach and be full?" Maybe it's the attachment of the heavens, so that I can eat a lot before I die. ”

After thinking about this, Chen Ruyi put down the chopsticks. Stood up and said to Lin Yin in front of him: "Lord Queen, I am already full here, you can collect the rest of the food here, and bring me the steamed soldering iron, I am going to start branding, but please take this soldering iron in slowly, the old man still wants to touch my complete face at the end, because after waiting for the queen to bring it in, the old man will no longer have this complete face in his life." ”

After finishing speaking, Chen Ruyi gave Lin Yin a big gift.

"You can't promise him, otherwise what if he repents? This is a terrible thing, and if you regret it in your heart, everything will be lost. What's more, when he was eating just now, he already had a little fear in his heart. If we satisfy him now, what will we do if we have lost all our efforts? ”

Just when Lin Yin was about to directly agree to Chen Ruyi, Princess Zhao's voice suddenly came. This made Lin Yin's whole person shudder, and at the same time, he was also thinking, "What Princess Zhao said is very right, if he regrets it in the battle, we may lose all our efforts here." It's just that if there is no time for this delay, it will be too unkind. So after giving him a psychological block, you can slowly bring it in. That way, he won't regret it. ”

After thinking about this, Lin Yin said to Chen Ru meaningfully: "You have already spent two hours eating just now, if you delay it any longer." Then after this carbon fire is extinguished, I will not say anything about it again. If too much time passes, I can't control your affairs here, and it will be a big deal if it is revealed. If you don't suffer a catastrophe at that time, the Four Princes' Mansion will also suffer an unprecedented disaster. ”

After speaking, Lin Yin walked out of the door without looking back.

"I really didn't intend to give me a chance to regret it! But what can I say here? Under the fence, I'm not even a puppet now. Who am I to decide something? Now all I can do here is to touch my face more before Princess Zhao comes in! ”

Thinking of this, Chen Ruyi's mood couldn't help but be a little lost, he raised his hands, and slowly touched his old and withered face, as well as the beard that had fallen off due to the loss of manly characteristics caused by castration, and gradually became a little tender face and skin.

"Hehe, hehe, I didn't expect that I would be old and have such treatment. Although I don't have this beard, my skin is much smoother. If I had made these decisions when I was young, I am afraid that I would not be worse than those young talents, anyway, they have lost their children, so it is better to change something that can be used. ”

Touching the skin that had become a little tender, Chen Ruyi thought in his heart.

Although it seems to be a joyful thought, there is actually more than a little sadness in my heart.

"If I think when I was younger, I looked down on those eunuchs, but now I envy them a little. Although they lost what a man should have, they also got more fragrant years than other men, and now for some reason, I have changed my interest in those flowers, and even said that I think those embroideries are quite good. It's just that I don't have time to enjoy it, and I've really failed in this life! ”

Chen Ruyi touched that face, he thought in his heart.

"I still see the joys and sorrows!"

"It's like a dream of getting together,"

"What is the origin of only dreaming of separation? It's a gathering of yin and yang. How chilly it is to stack dreams. ”

"Who cares about my lovesickness? But there is no drama. ”

"What joy is it to leave the spring of this branch, only the autumn leaves are lonely, and I take care of myself."

"Who's going to talk about it? When we meet, we don't wait for the day, the poor don't go, and the poor go again. It's not a matter of leaving people, why should you survive? Why cry and rejoice? Empty, empty, empty, leaving only one person empty thoughts. Why is it white-headed?"

But I don't know. There is a lot of right and wrong in the world. ”

Chen Ruyi suddenly stopped touching his face, and words and sentences gradually came out in his heart. The words may seem irregular, but they still read like a song.

"It's parting again, and it's autumn again, doesn't this make me, let me endure the sadness of parting alone? But what chance do I have to choose? ”

Chen Ruyi couldn't help but sigh in his heart when he thought of this.

"But the poem I just made still has some flavor. Why don't you make a name to comfort me about what I looked like before, the first half of my life is over, and how can the second half seem so short? But what choice do I have here? I can only endure it silently. ”

"It's sad."

Thinking of this, Chen Ruyi couldn't help but sigh again.

"Hey, the name of sorrow is okay. And my poem is not only a tribute to my loved ones, but also my past self. So the name "Lamentation" should be a pretty good name, at least for me I think it should be pretty good. ”

After deciding on the name, Chen Ruyi also felt a lot of relief.

And at this moment, outside the door, Lin Yin looked at the red carbon cubes burned in the stove. She had been calculating the time when the carbon blocks might go out, and she thought to herself, "This old man is so pitiful, and I really can't do anything here to help him." At least he could touch his full face for a little longer, he had already paid too much for revenge, and it wasn't worth it. But it is also what he must pay. ”

As a result, just as Lin Yin was thinking about these questions, the carbon blocks in the furnace suddenly had a faint feeling of extinguishment.

Lin Yin looked at the charcoal that was burned red, and knew that he had to go in now.

At the same time, in the Second Prince's Mansion, Zhou Yu was still playing with the two walnuts in his hand, and he had been playing with the walnuts for five or six years.

"What is the Emperor's mind here? Originally, it was just because Zhou Yujin was fine. I dare to feel like I'm watching a joke here, but why do I always feel that my father's layout here is more than that? ”