Chapter 188: Let it go

Human beings are lonely animals, but they have to live with others, the so-called social life, but the differences between them are deep-rooted, do not want to change anyone.

Shen Mei suddenly felt that Mu Qingfeng was somewhat similar to herself, such as insisting on going his own way, such as not hitting the south wall and not looking back, such as always falling in love with someone he shouldn't love. It's funny to say, obviously the personalities of the two are so-for-tat, but he is the only one who appears when he needs it most, and recently his heart has become very chaotic because of Mu Qingfeng, and he often hears the two of them arguing.

One will ask, "Shen Mei, do you like him?" ”

One replied, "Why do you like him, such an arrogant person will lie to himself, why do you like him, I obviously like Chu Ze." ”

"Don't fool yourself, if you don't like him, why do you feel wronged and sad because of his mother's aggressiveness, why do you promise her to go to the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner."

"I, Shen Mei, just can't see people say that I am a useless person, maybe I always go wrong and cause trouble, and I will be framed at every turn, but I prove that I am not what I should be, and I strive to find the conditions for survival, isn't it a matter of course."

"But when you see him very close to the woman his mother likes, you get jealous, you care, isn't that proof that you like him more than you like him?"

Shen Mei was silent, yes, she saw Qiu Rong'er so favored by the queen, and the sadness in her heart was self-evident, just like all her efforts were not recognized, as well as Mu Qingfeng's attitude, why would he give himself a burden, the love he gave was always so strong, he didn't give himself a moment of respite, and now he didn't know what kind of feelings he had for him, whether it was gratitude, a friend, or...

Shen Mei's paranoia needs a reasonable explanation, but there is a thorn in each other's hearts, and no one wants to pull out this thorn first. Shen Mei now has to face up to her relationship with Mu Qingfeng under the oppression of the queen, and she also understands the queen's intentions, it seems that her heart still can't be easily given out, the risk is too great, and she can only choose to avoid it.

After dressing up, I heard Xiao Tao come to pass the word.

Contrary to the appearance of the early morning, Xiao Tao at this time inexplicably had a joy, urging Shen Mei: "Sister Mei, the third master is waiting in the hall, sister should go and have a look." “

"What does this Mu Qingfeng want to do, early in the morning." According to Mu Qingfeng's temperament in the past, it was designated as a cold treatment of the relationship between the two, and Shen Mei thought that she was just a momentary interest and curiosity for Mu Qingfeng.

"Sister Mei, the third master's mood is not very good, don't annoy him for a while." Xiao Tao carefully reminded Shen Mei.

Shen Mei was thoughtful.

Today's Mu Qingfeng is indeed a little different from usual, it is a different feeling, the indifference and alienation between the eyebrows and eyes, it is impossible to tell whether Mu Qingfeng's transformation is good or bad, the man is wearing a bright yellow robe, giving people a noble and unapproachable momentum.

Shen Mei has never been afraid of anything and people, but since she entered the house, she felt that the atmosphere was a little cautious. Bite the nail on the head and go into the house.

"Shen Mei has seen the third master, and the third master is auspicious. I don't know what the third master came to the Rose Garden today? The woman's dislike and anger made people unable to see half of the different emotions, and she clearly knew the reason for Mu Qingfeng's trip.

"Why, do you want to play stupid again, do you, or do you really think I can't see your tricks. If you had a little bit of my place in your heart, would you still do such a sad thing, you really didn't have me in your heart. The man's self-deprecating indifference spoke his heart.

Shen Mei motioned for all the people in the palace to retreat, and there were only two people left in the empty room. She knew where his weakness was, maybe it was her response to him, but after understanding the gap between herself and Mu Qingfeng too clearly, Shen Mei became cautious and began to deliberately distance herself.

"Third master, Shen Mei doesn't understand what you said, if Shen Mei is offended, the third master will be punished." Standing a foot away from Mu Qingfeng, he looked at the man in front of him with a determined expression, but he knew that the more harmless people or things on the surface, the more deadly they were.

"Do you know that I want to give you a knife right now, and rip out your heart, so that I can see what it is."

"The third master is so angry, Shen Mei doesn't know why the third master wants to look at Shen Mei's heart, the third master said this just like Shen Mei was the third master of something important, but the third master's identity is noble, Shen Mei has never thought about it, and has always looked at the third master as a distinguished friend, I don't know what's wrong?" Shen Mei expected that Mu Qingfeng was angry with him but couldn't do anything to hurt himself, maybe it was just that he didn't realize it, such an unclear relationship was the most deadly.

"Heh, I overestimate you, you don't have a heart at all. The fourth uncle often said that emotion hurts his mind, and sure enough, how could I Mu Qingfeng delusionally think that a heartless person like you would have feelings for himself. ”

"Shen Mei remembers the kindness of the third master, if the third master wants to take my life, Shen Mei will never complain."

"Take your life, you are really ruthless enough, I thought you were just cruel to me, but now I understand that you are even more ruthless to yourself." Mu Qingfeng's hand that came back from the chair was clenched tightly for some time, and he could see the green tendons on the back of his hand.

Shen Mei couldn't bear it in her heart, knowing that she had reached her limit, she couldn't say anything more ruthless, and laughed that she really had feelings for him, otherwise seeing him like this, how could she have a dull stabbing pain in her chest, maybe her love path was really like Gao Yichen said, destined to be difficult and bumpy.

"Shen Mei's last request, I hope that the third master will agree, and from now on, I hope that the third master will not interfere in Shen Mei's affairs, let it go, it will be good for each other." After saying that, he turned around and left.

Mu Qingfeng smashed everything in the house in a fit of rage, and he had no reason to imprison her, because he knew that she would not be able to keep her after all, like a wisp of ethereal green smoke, floating in the air but dissipating in an instant.

Back in her own room, Shen Mei only felt a burst of fishy sweetness in her mouth, well done, she finally said cruel words to him, so that he would no longer have anything to do with him, such a decision, how could an arrogant person like Mu Qingfeng never be nostalgic for himself anymore, how could a royal prince be willing to be ignored by a woman so much, he is just a drop of mosquito blood now, and he will be disgusted with himself.

It's really ruthless, what Mu Qingfeng said is really right. It's just Shen Mei, but there is no other way!