Xing'er is a very simple woman, even if she struggled to survive in the dark place of the court, but her heart is still full of sunshine, and the whole person is optimistic and cheerful, a little cute and coquettish. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

If all the people she knows are ranked in Wu's heart, her biological mother and sisters are left aside for the time being, and Li Su is undoubtedly ranked first among the most valuable people in her heart, which is indisputable, if she talks about the ranking that she fears the most and fears the most,...... I'm sorry, Li Su is still the first, this is also indisputable, because since the day I met Li Su, the Wu family has been crushed by Li Su all the time, so that now the Wu family's psychology has a shadow, and the area is infinite.

For the Wu family, Li Su's existence is like a towering mountain, and she seems to be able to see the peaks at a glance, but what frustrates her is that no matter how hard she tries, she can't climb this mountain in her life, let alone conquer, in front of Li Su, no matter how much strategy Wu has, no matter how much wisdom he has, it is all in vain, he only has a faint look, and it seems that he has seen through her heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys.

With such a terrifying existence, Li Su's rankings in the hearts of the Wu clan are naturally the undisputed first.

In contrast, Xing'er occupies a very special place in the Wu family's heart.

An inconspicuous little girl, simple and silly, without any scheming city, struggled when she was in the court, and the two daughters of the Wu family depended on each other, protected each other, and finally survived the most difficult days.

Such a little girl unconsciously occupies a very important position in the Wu family's heart.

Sometimes Wu even envies her, because she is simple from beginning to end, no matter whether it is a difficult or luxurious environment, Xing'er seems to have never changed her temperament, as pure and optimistic as she was at the beginning.

Even the Wu family herself didn't understand why she looked at this little girl with blue eyes, maybe it was just out of pity that she was taken out of the court before, but now, she has regarded Xing'er as her own sister and wants to protect her from the bottom of her heart.

Perhaps, what Apricot has is something she has completely lost.

By the Jingshui River, Wu held his cheek with one hand, quietly watching the river, Xing'er quietly accompanied her, and a pair of clear eyes that had not been in the world were quietly watching her.

With a light sigh, Wu came back to his senses, but turned his head to see Xing'er looking at her without blinking, and Wu couldn't help laughing.

"What are you doing staring at me?"

Xing'er didn't smile, and her little face was a little worried: "Sister Wu, do you have something on your mind?" ”

Wu's smile gradually faded: "How do you see it?" ”

Xing'er has already seen it, especially recently, Sister Wu is sad,...... Couldn't my sister have been scolded by Grandpa Li? ”

Wu Shiqiang said with a smile: "Don't say blindly, Grandpa Li has a gentle temper, never scolds others, and is polite to the subordinates of the family. ”

"If it weren't for Grandpa Li's scolding, why would Sister Wu be so preoccupied?"

Wu was silent for a long time, and said: "Xing'er, in my heart, I have always regarded you as my own sister, there are some things I can't say to others, but I can't hide it from you." ”

Xing'er was frightened by Wu's sudden solemn attitude, and after being in a daze for a while, she said deliciously: "What does Sister Wu want to say?" Xing'er may not have the ability to help her sister, but Xing'er can swear that I won't leak a word of what Sister Wu said to me. ”

Wu chuckled and said, "It's not that serious, actually...... It's just that there are thoughts that can't be said to be right or wrong. ”

"Xing'er, it's been more than two years since we came out of the court, right? How have you been doing in the past two years? ”

Xing'er smiled: "It's very good, whether it's the Taoist Temple of Her Royal Highness the Princess of the East Palace, or the Mansion of Grandpa Li, Xing'er is doing very well, she doesn't worry about food and clothing, and she doesn't worry about being beaten and scolded, everyone is very good to Xing'er, I often think about it, if you can live such a life for a lifetime, Xing'er will have no regrets when she dies." ”

Wu raised his hand and rubbed her head, and said with a smile: "Xing'er, in my eyes, you are like a flawless piece of jade, simple and kind, sometimes I really want to change my life with you, what if...... I can be as contented and kind as you, and I must be very satisfied with my life today. ”

Xing'er looked at her puzzled, and said, "Sister Wu, do you ...... about today's life?" Not satisfied? ”

Wu sighed quietly: "I have been different from your experience since I was a child, you know that I was born in the Guogong Mansion, although after my father's death, the Guogong Mansion was in the middle of the road, but after all, my father was from the old Long, I am also a powerful child, and then my father died, my half-brother drove my mother and sisters out of the house, and since then I have been displaced, the family is poor, I have no choice but to enter the palace, that year, when I stepped into the Taiji Palace, I was thinking about how to get ahead in the palace, how to win the favor of His Majesty, and teach my mother to raise her eyebrows, No longer worry about livelihood, in this life, you can still rely on your mother and daughter, and you can enjoy it again......"

"Later, with my beauty and means, I really let His Majesty look at me differently, and was named a talented person by His Majesty, and stayed by his side to serve, that year, it was my most beautiful year, and even the four concubines who have accompanied Your Majesty for many years took the initiative to make friends with me, once successful, reckless, at that time, I was intoxicated with the illusion of His Majesty's sole favor, and even once thought that I had hoped to win the position of the queen of the main palace that had not been established for a long time, so I became more and more arrogant and presumptuous......"

"As a result, one day, a sudden holy decree came down for no reason, and I was inexplicably beaten into the court, from a martial artist who was welcomed by thousands of people, to a Wu sinner who could not protect herself overnight...... When I first entered the court, I was so discouraged that I couldn't figure out what I had done wrong, why His Majesty suddenly turned his face, and the favor he had for me in the past disappeared in an instant, and then I gradually realized that I was too ignorant after all, too crazy, in the treacherous Taiji Palace, only those who were cautious as walking on thin ice lived the longest, and people like me who were arrogant and presumptuous once they were ambitious often did not end well. ”

"Later, you also know, the green willow next to Princess Dongyang rescued us from the court, after a few secret inquiries, I learned that the person who really saved us was Grandpa Li, to be honest, I still haven't figured it out, where did Grandpa Li hear about me, why he is so familiar with my affairs, why he is willing to take risks to save me, a sinner woman who is worthless to him, there are too many things I can't understand, but it doesn't prevent me from treating Grandpa Li as a benefactor......"

Wu's eyes gradually turned confused, and he sighed faintly: "Xing'er, I won't tell you, when I first met Grandpa Li, I ...... him With some bad thoughts, I ...... even quietly seduced him. ”

Xing'er's eyes widened and she looked at her in surprise: "Hook...... Pull? ”

Wu smiled bitterly and said: "In fact, I think too highly of myself, and I underestimate Grandpa Li too much, I thought that with my beauty, just a slight scratch in the palm of his hand, Grandpa Li would be fascinated by me, but unfortunately I looked at him wrong, not only was he not seduced by me, but he was disgusted with me, and since then, he has become more and more alienated and cold to me, Xing'er, do you know, we can enter the Li family as a maid from Taoism, not how much Grandpa Li loves me, but I made a deal with him, and at that time Grandpa Li's father-in-law was unjustly imprisoned, I came up with an idea for Grandpa Li, but Grandpa Li didn't accept it, but he was still moved by my sincerity, so he asked us to come out of the Taoist temple and let us become the maids of the Li family. ”

"Speaking from the heart, Grandpa Li is very good to me, never because I am a subordinate and arrogant, I respect me, I know, he values my intelligence, occasionally I also give advice to him, plan for him, but most of the time, in fact, I am learning from him, in the past two years in the Li family, I have learned a lot, after seeing Grandpa Li's life, I feel more and more that the performance of the days when I was a talented person in Taiji Palace is simply a joke, I am deeply ashamed of the frivolity of the year, Grandpa Li is so capable, so the magnates who have won the favor of the saints, they all know that they are humble and polite, and they are clumsy and forbearant in everything, what qualifications do I have to be frivolous? ”

Wu shook his head with a sigh and said with a wry smile: "I have really learned a lot from him, no matter what my status is in the future, I will be grateful to him for the rest of my life, and I will perform the half-master ceremony in front of him......"

Xing'er seemed to hear something wrong from her words, and said, "In the future...... What are Sister Wu's plans? You...... Don't you want to stay in the Li family anymore? ”

Wu rubbed her head again, her eyes were full of pampering, but her expression showed sadness: "Xing'er, I'm ...... Not a good woman, never, you know, sometimes in front of you, I feel very ashamed of myself, because ...... I will never settle down, I will never want to be subordinate, because I ...... I have hatred in my heart, I hate God's injustice, I hate people's hearts, I hate the world and is ruthless, for this 'hate' word, I am too tired in this life, keep planning, keep calculating, just to climb up, for the top of the position, I have gradually become bad in the past few years, become suspicious, become unscrupulous, and the simple kindness when I was dependent on my mother and sisters has become farther and farther away from me......"

Looking at Wu's sad expression, Xing'er was inexplicably a little flustered, and said hurriedly: "Sister Wu, Xing'er is too stupid, I don't understand it very well, what does this have to do with your future plans?" ”

Wu Shi looked up at the sparkling river and the undulating mountains in the distance, and sighed faintly: "Xing'er, I'...... I'm afraid I won't stay in the Li family anymore, I'm going to look for my opportunity, the Li family is too comfortable, and it's too bland, if I stay forever, my life will only be a maid, maybe in a few years, Grandpa Li will pity me as I get older, ask someone to talk to me as a matchmaker, marry me to a small official, or a down-and-out little lord, and from then on husband and child, this life ......"

Xing'er said puzzledly: "Isn't this good?" Don't we women all live like this all our lives? ”

Wu shook his head: "I'm unwilling!" Why can't women dominate the world? Why can a woman always be a subordinate to a man, and why should a woman's life be arranged by a man? ”

Turning his head suddenly, Wu's eyes were red, but his eyes were unwilling: "Grandpa Li saved our lives, my life and yours were given by him, I am grateful to him all my life and admire him, but even if I am a life-saving benefactor, my fate cannot be arranged by him!" My life is my own, I want to take it into my own hands, and I have no regrets about dying! ”

The sonorous words shook Xing'er's whole body, and she fixed her eyes on Wu's face, which suddenly became resolute and resolute, and she couldn't speak for a while.

I always knew that this Sister Wu had a stubborn personality and her heart was higher than the sky, but she never knew that the Wu family was so stubborn, she ...... What exactly are the plans?

"Sister Wu, why did you leave the Li family? Shall we stay in the Li family? Don't worry about food and clothing, have monthly money, and the house is also kind up and down, it is already a blessing to meet such a master in the previous life, sister, let's cherish the blessing......" Xing'er anxiously held Wu's hand and said.

Wu Shi smiled so: "Xing'er, you don't understand, my ambition ...... Let's call it 'ambition', my ambition is by no means to condescend to the powerful family and watch how others are rich and prosperous, no matter how rich and prominent the family we serve, no matter how rich and prominent it is, after all, it is not my own wealth and eminence, not only that, but I hate being a woman, having to succumb to the world, involuntarily, go with the flow, I have had enough of such a life! Xing'er, forgive me, I can't always accompany you to take care of you, I have my own way to go, I promise you, if I have Tengda one day in the future, I will take you out of the Li family, and promise you a glorious life, I ...... I will do everything in my power to protect your innocence and kindness until death......"

Xing'er became more and more anxious, she finally realized that she was going to separate from the Wu clan, and she was so frightened that her tone changed.

"Sister Wu, where are you going? Why did you have to leave the Li family? Grandpa is so good to you......"

Wu's expression became more and more sad: "He is indeed good to me, but I can feel that he is ...... to me I have always been very vigilant, and sometimes I really hate him, since he is so defensive of me, why did he rescue me from the court in the first place? Wouldn't it be nice for me to fend for myself? Why bother? Since you rescued me, why don't you take my gratitude and be alienated and indifferent to me all the time? What exactly does he mean? Xing'er, I've been in the Li family for the past two years, and I've been speculating about his thoughts every day, his likes and dislikes, the more I guess, the more unreliable I become, the more I guess, the more disheartened I become, I've had enough of this torture! ”

Taking a deep breath, Wu's face bloomed with a resolute glow.

"Xing'er, I have decided, I want to leave the Li family and leave him!"

"He and I are not fellow travelers after all, we don't love or hate, it's just him and I...... Take a different path. ”

After speaking, Wu's eyes turned red, and two lines of clear tears meandered down, and the teardrops fell on the pebbles by the river, bursting like falling Ying.