Chapter 37: The World Beyond the City (3)
The picture is still continuing, Jun Wuchen ordered the child in the prison to be beheaded three days later, Lin Muzi and many ministers knelt in front of the imperial study for two days and one night without being summoned, Jun Wuchen has been accompanying the woman who killed the child before. As soon as the picture turned, Lin Muzi and the woman appeared in the same picture, the woman said to let Lin Muzi go to rob the prison, if she was accidentally discovered by Jun Wuchen, she could be used as a hostage, Bai Lijin looked at the picture, and kept hoping that Lin Muzi would refuse the woman, but what he said Lin Muzi couldn't hear, and then Lin Muzi broke into the prison and brought the child out, at that time the child's body was already injured, and she hugged the child and cried in distress, "Qingcheng, my Qingcheng, what's wrong with you?" ”... Bai Lijin then remembered that this name had been said by Lin Muzi when he was sleeping before, so the Qingcheng he was jealous of was Lin Muzi's son.... When Bai Lijin was thinking, the picture was interrupted for a while, but it soon continued, this is Lin Muzi has taken the child to the palace gate, but was discovered by Jun Wuchen, Lin Muzi pulled the woman as a hostage, but she didn't notice the smile in the woman's eyes that the conspiracy succeeded, and finally Jun Wuchen rescued the woman, and ordered Lin Muzi and the child to be shot with arrows, and then the body was thrown into the mass grave.... Seeing this, Bai Lijin felt the pain of drilling his heart, no matter whether what he saw now was true or false, his wood must be very painful. The picture seems to be unable to understand Bai Lijin's emotions, and it continues endlessly. The woman who framed Lin Muzi became the queen, and then killed Jun Wuchen, and finally she reported her results to a man, who was undoubtedly the mastermind behind the scenes. Bai Li Jin wanted to see who the man was, but he couldn't see the man's face clearly anyway, but he saw the jade pendant tied to the man's belt, that jade pendant Bai Li Jin couldn't be more familiar, it was given to him after his godfather died, saying that it was a relic of his mother, and this jade pendant has now been given to Lin Muzi by Bai Li Jin, so does this mean that what he saw just now is an illusion...
The voice of Master Zhiyuan came, the picture was broken, and Baili Jin also woke up from the previous trance, "Can you see the old man's things clearly?" ”
Bai Lijin looked at Master Zhiyuan in front of him, and had an answer in his heart, but he didn't dare to ask, he was afraid that he was really the murderer who killed Lin Muzi and his son.
Master Zhiyuan saw his expression and knew that he had seen it clearly, and his voice was light and light, "Does the Baili Shi Master think it is true or false?" ”
Bai Li Jinduo's positive answer was false, but those pictures were so real, so real that he felt that he was the one behind the killing of Lin Muzi" and asked Master Zhiyuan to make it clear that he was just a layman, and he really couldn't figure out the master's intentions. ”
Master Zhiyuan sighed and slowly spoke, "Cats have nine lives, and people only need one, but if people are extremely angry after death, there is a great possibility of being reborn, what you just saw is true and false, the truth is that those things have really happened, and the fake is different from what you are experiencing now." In this way, can the Baili donor understand? ”
Bai Lijin took a deep breath and understood what Master Zhiyuan meant, Lin Muzi died, it was Jun Wuchen who ordered him to kill, and it was also the man with the jade pendant who calculated to die, so he was the murderer who killed Lin Muzi.... Lin Muzi is still alive, so she came back to life from resentment, she... Bai Lijin had no way to continue thinking about it, and when he spoke, he could hear the tremor in his voice, "That master, Muzi, will she remember the past?" Bai Lijin already knew the answer when he asked this sentence, if he didn't remember, how could the five-year-old Lin Muzi have such a deep hatred for Jun Wuchen? But he subconsciously wanted Master Zhiyuan to give him a negative answer, so that he could have the last trace of luck.
"Will it or not, the Baili donor has the answer in his heart, why bother asking the old man!" Master Zhiyuan slowly got up under Jun Wuchen's gaze, "It's not too early, Lao Wei is going to the front to receive pilgrims, Miss Lin is in the meditation room, and the Baili donor can go to her by himself." When Master Zhiyuan walked to the door, he stopped and said again, "Baili Shi, do you think you just finished watching all the pictures?" Then, can you be sure that that person is the person you think you are saying in your heart? If everything were to start all over again, what would be the original plan of the Baili donor? If the Baili donor has figured out all the problems, he can come to the old man to read all the things, but in recent years, it is estimated that the Baili donor will not come to the old man! ”
Bai Li Jin stayed in Master Zhiyuan's room, thinking carefully about what Master Zhiyuan said just now, what he saw, it is estimated that not all, there must be the answer he wants in the back, but what if that answer is really the answer he least wants? But when should he deal with himself? How should I face Lin Muzi?
Bai Lijin didn't want to think about it anymore, he walked to the meditation room according to Master Zhiyuan's words just now, Lin Muzi was basking in the sun in the middle of the courtyard of the meditation room, and the sunlight hit Lin Muzi's face through the leaves, making her face even more transparent and white, as if she could disappear at any time. The surroundings of the meditation room are very quiet, and this courtyard is like a self-contained one, which makes people see the feeling of quiet years and stability in the present world. Bai Lijin walked over and gently hugged Lin Muzi into his arms, as if he were treating a lost treasure, "Muzi, Muzi, it's okay, it's good that you're here." Bai Lijin couldn't express what he felt in his heart, he didn't know if the ones he saw just now were planned by himself in the end, but he knew that he didn't want to let go of the person in his arms, he was reluctant.
Lin Muzi was taken aback by Bai Li Jin's sudden embrace, but he quickly reacted, he should have run out by himself without telling others, and he couldn't find anyone to worry Bai Li Jin. She stretched out her hand and patted Bai Li Jin's back, "I'm here, Brother Bai Li." It was Muzi who was not good, and ran out without saying hello, which made Brother Baili worried. ”
What answered Lin Muzi was Bai Lijin's tighter hug and a trembling sentence, "In the future, no matter what, Muzi has to tell me where I am going and what I am going to do, okay?" ”
"Hmm." Lin Muzi nodded heavily, "Then Brother Baili, can you loosen it a little, it's too tight, I can't breathe." ”
Bai Lijin let go of Lin Muzi at this time, but his eyes were still on Lin Muzi's body, and the emotions in his eyes were incomprehensible, but it was enough to make people immersed in it and unable to extricate themselves, "Muzi, if.. I mean, what would you do if one day you found out that I had done something that you could understand but couldn't accept? ”
Lin Muzi looked at Bai Lijin's eyes, she didn't see any jokes in them, they were full of eagerness and anticipation. She didn't know what was wrong with Baili Jin, but her intuition told Lin Muzi that she couldn't perfunctory the past, "Brother Baili, there are two kinds of people in the world, one is what they care about, and the other is those who don't care about themselves, and things in the world are also divided into two kinds, one is the things you care about, and the other is the things you don't care about. If I don't care about something, then no matter whether I can understand or accept it, I won't have any ideas, after all, what I don't care about, there is no need to entangle and affect my life, but if it's something I care about, whether I can understand it is one thing, whether I can accept it is another thing, I won't say that I can't accept it because I understand it or I can't understand it to change my attitude towards this matter. There are very few things I can hold onto, but I believe that I will do my best to do what I want to do, even if I will know some things that have a great impact on me in the process, I will not say to go back, even if I hit the south wall, I have to hit it clearly, it is naturally best to knock down the south wall, but if I can't, I won't regret it, at least I tried, and I didn't choose to back down because I was afraid that the south wall would be too tough. ”
"Even if you continue to do this, it will make you miserable for the rest of your life, won't you regret it?" Bai Lijin looked at and listened to Lin Muzi's answer, and the whole person's heart was half cold.
"No, it won't. Everyone has their own stubbornness, and so do I. Lin Muzi looked at Bai Lijin's eyes and said very seriously, "Some things are destined to not be put down, and some people are also destined not to be put together." Brother Baili, so, don't try to test me, and don't hide it from me, I hate this. ”
Bai Lijin looked at Lin Muzi's serious expression, and his heart was even heavier, he wanted to tell Lin Muzi what he had just seen, but he was afraid that his fate with Lin Muzi would stop because of this, and he also wanted to confess his identity, but he was afraid that Lin Muzi would suffer an unwarranted disaster because of this..... For the first time in his life, Bai Lijin felt at a loss, he couldn't think of a way to solve everything perfectly, and he couldn't think of what kind of attitude Lin Muzi would have if he knew everything.
Lin Muzi looked at Bai Li Jin's appearance, and knew that he was hiding something from her, and she had no position to ask Bai Li Jin, but she just felt uncomfortable from the bottom of her heart. At this time, she remembered what the host had just said to her: The hardest thing in the world is to let go. If you really let go of it, you will live a happy life, trap yourself in the circle you draw and don't go out, and sooner or later you will die in that circle. The most important thing in the world is trust, trust those who really care about you, trust those who protect you, trust those who believe in your heart. If you just learn to let go and can't try to trust others, this kind of life is incomplete. Lin Muzi didn't know what to do, but she knew that she didn't want Bai Li Jin to leave her side, to be reborn once, Bai Li Jin was the first warmth she encountered, and she was dependent, nostalgic, and grateful to Bai Li Jin.