Chapter 90: Interpretation
Aunt Cangyun saw that I didn't use this method, so I didn't want to force it anymore. Because this method is indeed a bit too risky, she nodded. I couldn't tell whether I was happy or unhappy in my tone.
"Okay, then I'll go and say. But mother, if you think about it, we can still use this method again. ”
Aunt Cangyun actually likes me a lot, after all, although she speaks to me harshly, the feelings in her eyes can't be faked. I could always feel that in her eyes, I could see her love for me.
I nodded and replied, "Okay." ”
But in my heart I am sorrowful, where is it so easy to come up with a method?
This is a deep palace, and every move must not be sloppy, if one is not careful, it will be doomed. One or two of those people around me may be demons who eat people and don't spit out bones, I have heard about the concubines in the palace since I was a child, but I never thought of making myself a concubine in the palace.
I cried out in my heart, "I don't want to sleep!"
As soon as I thought that I was going to lie face to face with the emperor who stripped naked, I felt very sick in my heart. I've always wanted to find a wishful husband and marry him and have children. But the Ruyi Langjun I thought of was never an emperor.
There are too many people who love the emperor, there are too many women that the emperor wants to pamper, and there are too many children that the emperor will have in the future. A woman who is with the emperor will not feel happy, even if she is in the limelight now, will she still be happy to see that the emperor has slept with so many women?
I guess I can't see what I look like when I smile on the surface, but I'm actually very aggrieved in my heart. I don't like life in this palace, I have to be constrained by rules and regulations every day, which makes me feel very uncomfortable.
I just want to live a simple life and eat simple meals. It's not a good thing if anything is too complicated. I'm just an ordinary little girl.
Qiushui came in after Aunt Cangyun left, Qiushui was very delicate, and her eyes were very bright looking at me. I looked into her eyes, and suddenly felt that the sorrow in my heart was less than half.
There is a saying that if you look at beautiful people more, you can become in a good mood. This sentence is really true. Because I look at the little beauty of Qiushui now, I feel that I am not so sad in my heart.
"What's wrong with you, mother?" Qiushui asked worriedly.
I'm pouting. It doesn't look like a happy look.
I said, "I'm wondering how I'm going to get out of bed." ”
When Qiushui heard this, he also accompanied me with a serious face to figure out a way.
I said with some pain. "I really don't want to lie down with the emperor clean, it feels so uncomfortable. But I have to give him a bed in this harem, and every time I let Shirahoshi go, there will always be a day when I accidentally show my horse's feet, and it won't end well if he is aware of it. ”
After a pause, I said pitifully. "What do you think I'm going to do? Translucent. ”
Qiushui thought about it and replied very seriously. "We can reduce the number of things, as long as there is less time, then we can have less contact with the emperor, and the emperor will not find out."
Qiushui swallowed and met my expectant gaze. Go on. "There are so many things that the emperor has to deal with every day, what national affairs, what important military affairs, and the jealousy of the emperor and the concubine in the harem. All kinds of things can make him dizzy every day, not knowing the north, south, west, and north.
So he must not have so much leisure to manage this harem, and the emperor doesn't care much about your appearance. I think we might succeed. ”
"But then again, how easy is it to escape from the bed?" I said a little helplessly.
I've thought about this too, and I know that if I escape, the chance of being found is very small, but what kind of reason should I find to escape?
Every woman in this harem is idle and boring, and maybe one of them is secretly watching you from behind. Just wait to find out what you did wrong, and when the time comes, you can complain, and you can die.
Thinking about the appearance of someone behind me who is looking at me with dark eyes, I feel a burst of horror, just too scary, okay?
I am not afraid of ghosts and gods, but I am afraid of people. Because even if I am afraid of ghosts and gods, these ghosts and gods will not really appear to hurt me. But people are different, if you don't provoke him, he may provoke you.
My heart is sorrowful, sorrowful, sorrowful! I really want to just listen to Aunt Cangyun's drugging. You can think of the consequences of taking the drug, and you don't dare to act rashly.
Qiushui also seemed a little troubled, because she herself felt that this method was not very good.
She and I are both prosperous and lossy, and if something happens to me, she will not be much better, so the two of us are nominally master and servant, but in fact we support each other and help each other.
So Qiushui is also sincerely thinking about me, she is a relatively simple little girl, and she is also more familiar, naturally she will not do anything to betray me, I have always been very relieved of her.
So I will be very relieved to tell her anything I have to say, and share with her the little secrets in my heart and the entanglements in my heart.
Suddenly, Qiushui had an idea and said to me, "If you don't talk about it, then you can just say that you are pregnant, and there will be no emperor who still asks her to come to bed when her concubine is pregnant." ”
I was dumbfounded, this is a good idea, I can escape ten months of sleep. But pregnancy is not child's play. This is the Royal Palace. If the harem concubine is pregnant, then the treatment she will receive will be completely different from what she is now.
And, what to do after ten months? When the time comes, it is time to give birth to a child, can it be said that the child is a stillborn child and died, or that an accidental miscarriage was created during pregnancy?
However, the emperor's heirs are a big deal. If you accidentally miscarry, you will definitely check it thoroughly, and when the time comes, you will check it over, and if it is found that she is not pregnant at all, how can she explain it?
It's not a good idea to think about it. Because there is a more important layer of factors that are not taken into account.
If I am really pregnant, the people in this harem will definitely target me everywhere, and when the time comes, I will make this stumbling block and find that way, how will I face it then?
After all, pregnancy is not a trivial matter, and the women of the harem are the flesh and blood of the emperor when they are pregnant with a child, and they are the future princess and prince. The princess is okay, if the prince is the prince, she may have to inherit the throne, so the other people will definitely not want me to give birth to this child, for fear that I will rob them of their infinite scenery at that time.
Of course it doesn't work, I told Qiushui. "You really should practice more with this idea. If we are really pregnant, and there will be many loopholes at that time, how will we deal with it? If we accidentally find out if we are pregnant, how should we deal with the concubines? ”
My tone was slightly noticeable and a little helpless, after all, this idea is really not good, and the possibility of implementation is not high. And if you don't pay attention to it, it will also cause irreparable consequences.
"Niangniang, don't panic, if you are fake pregnant, Prince Guo will definitely help us. He likes Niangniang so much, he will definitely not let Niangniang go to bed like that. ”
"What do you say?" I interrupted her with a somewhat serious expression, "Prince Guo and I are just cooperating. Cooperate. ”
When it comes to the second collaboration, I accentuate my tone. What is this little girl thinking? It's really that I've read too many books before, and I'm too good at fantasizing about those love stories, right?
Qiushui also realized that he had accidentally said the wrong thing, and lowered his head a little apologetically. Looking at her like this, I can't say anything.
"Okay, okay, you go out and play by yourself, I'll think about it myself." My tone was a little helpless, and my eyes were empty to staring at the beams.
When Qiushui saw me like this, he also went out. She is a maid, and she still has work to do every day, and she is not as idle as me. And although I look idle, I don't have a good time every day!
In this way, I was thinking about what kind of method to use to deal with it when the time came, and I accidentally wanted to get into my mind, and as soon as I got into it, I couldn't help but doze off, and I fell asleep as soon as I dozed off, and then I took a nap.
I lived heartily in my dreams, and the beautiful scenery in my dreams made me feel relaxed and happy. It's been a long time since I've been in the palace, and I haven't felt this kind of relaxation.
You don't need to think about anything else, you just have to play around. I can laugh heartily, I don't need to care about the eyes of others, I can take off my shoes, and I can show my feet to others for a while.
Being able to take off all the restraints that made me immersed in this world and couldn't extricate myself and didn't want to wake up.
When I woke up, it was a little dark, and I sighed that I could really sleep, sleep so deadly, if the house suddenly collapsed, I might be stoned to death.
When I think of the feeling of relaxation and happiness in my dream, I feel a little sad. I wish I could just sleep every day.
Along with the feeling of relaxation in the body, there is also the feeling that the stomach is empty. I am hungry.
I hadn't eaten for a long time, and I was hungry.
The maids were very sweet, and I brought me food before I could speak.
They said they didn't bother me because they slept so soundly. I didn't think much of it, so I ate and the food was lukewarm. It's very fragrant, and the food in this palace is really good, it's much better than outside.
However, I can't help but feel a trace of sadness in my heart, I will get tired of eating like this every day!
No one wants to live their life day in and day out, repeating the same things and thinking about the same troubles every day.
When I finished eating, I ran into the courtyard and lay down on a wicker chair. Sipping tea and looking at the somewhat dusty sky.
The thought that soon there will be stars and a moon in the sky makes me feel a little lighter. The sun and moon are so bright and brilliant that they only need to hang in the sky, and they don't need to worry about other worries.
Every day I came out and went down, and came out and went down. Day after day, I never get tired of it, as if I never know how to rest. Every night when I look at the bright moonlight, I wonder what I will do in the future.
In the silence of the moonlight, my thoughts can be extended casually. Feeling the quiet atmosphere, I will be very relaxed.
Qiushui ran over at this time and said: "Big news, super news, I heard that the queen is pregnant." ”
I was a little surprised. In the morning, I was still wondering if I would have a fake pregnancy and escape the bed.
As a result, one person got pregnant at night, and this coincidence is a little unbelievable. Because it's really such a coincidence.
I hurriedly asked, "Really?" Are you sure? Is the message reliable? ”