Crying and writing funny
Frankly...... In the past few days, Lao Niu has felt very uncomfortable.
The two-and-a-half-year love run with her is over.
Because of the two families, the couple who originally loved each other very much still couldn't reach the end after all.
I can't bear it, I really can't help it.
I don't know who to talk to, but my family and friends around me are still waiting to drink our wine, and I don't know how to talk to them......
You are the only one you can think of.
In the past two and a half years, there are too many memories between me and her, which are like scraping bones and painful. The pain of falling out of love is understood by anyone who has experienced it.
More than once in those years, I swore secretly that this time I would be on fire, that I would buy her a full set of Yves Saint Laurent, that I would buy her a Porsche, that I would buy her a townhouse in the Olympic sports sector, that I would give her the best life, that I would give her the best things I could think of.
However, she could afford to wait, but her parents could not.
I don't want to let go, but falling in love is a matter of two people, and marriage is a matter of two families.
We are faithful to love, but we are defeated by reality.
I owe her so many promises, but the thought of being the one who makes it is no longer me makes it feel like a heart attack, and my chest is clogged and stuffy.
The only thing I want now is to write this book with so many promises I have made, and I want to give an account of our love, even if she may never see it again......
I don't want my promise to fall through, I want to be a man who won't break his promise.
Considering that such a man has not yet been born, I have not yet spoken these promises, beware of getting shot.
I just want to wait until that day to secretly surprise her, so that she can feel sincerely proud of the man she loves!
This book has taken a lot of effort from the beginning of the book to the present, every paragraph in it, and even every word, I have repeatedly thought about and deleted it, and recently because all I think about in my head every day is the plot idea, I haven't slept more than six hours a day.
It's not that you don't have time to sleep, it's insomnia......
I started at noon, calmed down and thought for an afternoon, then started writing in the evening, and then wrote all night.
Just a few thousand words.
But it took me a lot of effort.
The signed contract has been signed by the company.
Now I am very nervous, I don't know what the future prospects of this book will be, maybe for everyone, this is just a fast food online article that I have read and laughed and forgotten, but for me, this book carries all my dreams, my love, and my career.
I don't want to disappoint her, and I don't want to feel sorry for myself for doing my best.
I want to make this book shine!
So...... Family, help me!