Chapter 302, mourning is greater than heart death

Su Lingling had a ridiculous dream.

She dreamed that she was wearing a scarlet wedding dress, sitting on the bed, her eyes were full of gold and fire, and after a while, she faintly heard footsteps coming towards her, she couldn't sit still, and wanted to lift her hijab to see who the man was, but before she could take action, the man was approaching in front of her.

He lifted the hijab, took off the phoenix crown for her, and slowly took off her complicated wedding dress, she grabbed his hand, and said, "We haven't drunk the wine yet?" ”

He laughed in a low voice, leaned down and bit her ear, Su Lingling only felt that his whole body was numb, and he couldn't sit still, he didn't stop moving his hands, and soon there was only one belly left on her. He stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around her slender and soft waist, Su Lingling couldn't help but shrink back, she said in her heart, how could she have such a dream, who is this person in front of her?

She was confused, as if she had been bewitched, and she couldn't refuse him, he carefully and densely dropped a row of kisses on her neck, Su Lingling half-pushed, and suddenly something flashed in her mind, "...... String Silence, is that you? ”

The man was stunned for a moment, Su Lingling refused to think about it, and said in his heart that if he didn't speak, it would be him.

She took the initiative to stretch out her hand and grabbed his shoulder, his long hair hung down and fell on her chest, Su Lingling opened his eyes wide, trying to see his appearance clearly, but he always seemed to be in a fog, he couldn't see it really, but he could feel the warmth and affection in his eyes.

The two soon became entangled, Su Lingling felt that this was just a dream, when she wasn't dreaming, she always deliberately suppressed herself, at this moment in a dream, why was she so herself?

The person in front of her, but the person she missed, made her greedy for joy in her dreams, why not?

This night of spring/dream passed, when Su Lingling woke up the next day, she saw that there was no one by the bed, and sighed, a little pity and some luck, but the subsequent headache woke her up with a stick.

This is her bed, she went out for a drink last night, how did she get back?

Su Lingling sat up suddenly despite the headache, lifted the quilt, and saw the dazzling red on the quilt, her whole person seemed to have been frozen in the ice and snow for a night, and she was almost unconscious.

The voice of tassels came from outside, "Miss, are you up?" ”

Su Lingling hurriedly put the quilt back on and hurriedly got out of bed, but as soon as his feet hit the ground, he softened, and knocked over the round stool on the side with a bang, and the tassel heard the voice and hurriedly asked, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”

Su Lingling shouted hoarsely: "Don't come in!" ”

Tassel was anxious, Su Lingling's voice was abnormal, something must have happened, but the young lady didn't let her in, Su Lingling was pacing around in a hurry outside, and at this time Su Yansheng came over, he always had to sleep until three poles in the morning, but today in order to see Su Lingling off, he deliberately asked the little girl to wake him up early.

"Tassel, what are you doing outside? What about my sister? ”

The tassel blessed Su Yansheng and said, "The slave just asked the young lady to get up, but the young lady didn't let the slave in, it seems that she fell ......."

Su Yansheng glared at the tassel when she heard this, "If something happens to the master, you should focus on the safety of the master, how do you do this?" I don't have any eyesight! ”

Tassel was inexplicably scolded by Su Yansheng, and only felt that she was wronged, but Su Yansheng had already knocked open the door directly, and Tassel was worried, so she followed in.

In the house, Su Lingling was already sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing only a thin undershirt, his face was pale, and he looked very haggard.

Su Yansheng was stunned at the door: "Sister......"

Su Lingling raised his eyes and glanced at him coldly, Su Yansheng hurriedly said, "Sister, I'm today-"

"Get out." Suling Ling Road.

Su Yansheng hurriedly retreated, the tassel was still standing at the door, Su Lingling said tiredly: "Tassel, go and tell my father, I'm a little uncomfortable today, I'll leave tomorrow." ”

The tassel replied and asked, "I'll call the doctor." ”

"No need." Su Lingling waved his hand, "I went to drink some wine last night, and I ate the wind again, I have a little headache, just rest for a day, I am not a delicate and expensive lady, so I don't need to go to the labor doctor." ”

Tassel carefully looked at her young lady's face, only felt that she seemed to be very tired and sad, and she didn't know why she went to drink yesterday when she went to say goodbye to Princess Shuo, but she didn't dare to ask more, so she had to step back and go to the kitchen to order someone to make some light meals and a bowl of ginger soup.

Su Lingling quickly clumped the sheets into a ball, threw them in the yard, lit a fire, and as soon as the tassel came in, he saw Su Lingling squatting in front of a pile of fire, and exclaimed, "Miss, what are you doing here?" ”

"Come to Kwai Shui, the sheets are dirty." Su Lingling said lightly.

I don't believe in this tassel, my own lady is known for being steady and careful, even if it's the first time I've been here, I've never done this, what's more, isn't it okay to wash it if it's dirty? It is true that the Hou Mansion is not short of such a bed sheet, but this-

Su Lingling burned the sheets clean, then drank the ginger soup in the tassel's hand in one gulp, said no more words, and went into the house.

Tassel looked at her back, then at the puddle of ash on the ground, sighed, and took a broom to clean up.

Su Lingling sat in the room for a day, and she didn't remember what happened last night, she has been confident and stable since she was a child, and she was out of line last night, but there was such a thing.

Her innocence is gone, but who did it?

That dream last night......

As soon as Su Lingling thought of this, her face turned half red, the person in her dream last night was the Sun Xian Lin she imagined, but obviously Sun Xian Lin would not do such a thing, so who was that person? What kind of daring disciple did she defile with?!

Su Lingling hugged her knees and buried her head between her knees, until the sunset, Dongxiang Hou finally came to greet her, but at this time, Su Lingling didn't want to see anyone, she even had the heart to break herself, and she was naturally not angry at Dongxiang Hou's chattering and questioning, Dongxiang Hou looked at her pale face, in the end, it was her own daughter, she was still so old, she was not angry, she only sighed, and said in a good voice: "Lingling, what grievances have you suffered outside, you tell your father, although your father has no power in Dongxianghou, But the ability to protect his daughter is still there, come, you tell Daddy-"

Su Lingling only stared at him with a pair of eyes, but he sneered in his heart, protect his daughter? This is really a big joke for Dongxiang Hou, but it's a pity that she can't laugh at the moment, Su Lingling took a deep breath and lightly spit out two words: "Go out." ”

"Lingling, ......"

"Get out!"

Su Lingling has no patience at the moment, even if the person in front of her is her father, she doesn't have the strength to pretend to be a good daughter, and directly blasts people out. Dongxiang Hou looked at the closed door and sighed for a while, and when he saw that the tassel was still on the side, he poured his anger on her: "What are you doing in a daze?" Miss, what's wrong with her, did you raise this girl as a second lady?! ”

The tassel plopped down and knelt down: "The slave doesn't dare, the slave doesn't know what happened to the miss, the miss went to say goodbye to Princess Shuo yesterday and came back very late, and today the slave went to call the miss to get up, and the miss is not quite right." ”

Tassel wiped the corners of his eyes, and said: "Miss, Miss may have something on her mind, but she refuses to tell the slave, Miss usually doesn't show what she has on her mind, and it's very sad to think about it today." ”

Dongxiang Hou's heart softened when he heard this, it was he who was negligent to his daughter, and waved his hand and said, "You get up." ”

Tassel stood up tremblingly, and the Marquis of Dongxiang glanced at the Su Ling mausoleum again, sighed and left.

It wasn't until the night fell that Su Lingling's messy brain sorted out some thoughts, she changed her clothes, brushed her hair briefly, and glanced at her ghost-like face in the bronze mirror, she was startled, and rarely wiped a little rouge, so she looked more energetic.

She went out with her sword, and the tassel had been waiting outside the door, and when she came out, she hurriedly stood up and said, "Miss, where are you going?" ”

"Something, you stay at home, I'll be back later."

Su Lingling went directly to the restaurant she went to yesterday, but yesterday it was still lively, but today it was very deserted, Su Lingling inquired, it turned out that a shopkeeper died in the restaurant last night, and the person who answered sighed and said: "Xiao Jin is only a teenager, and he is also diligent in his work, he has never done a bad thing, he has not even collected a penny, he was killed inexplicably, and he didn't know which one killed a thousand knives, the shopkeeper has reported to the official, but Xiao Jin died quietly, and he found out when the restaurant closed——"

Su Lingling looked around the restaurant and found that the dead Xiao Er Xiaojin was the one who entertained him yesterday.

So it is highly likely that he died because of himself.

And in Su Lingling's mind, she also remembered some details, she had almost announced who the person who stained her innocence was, but she really didn't want to admit it.

At the same time, hatred and remorse grew like poisonous weeds in her heart, enveloping her heart in it, and she felt only that the pain could consume her whole person in a single breath.

Su Lingling returned to the Hou Mansion in despair, Tassel saw her come back and hurriedly greeted her, but saw that her face was worse than when she went out, she wanted to call a doctor, Su Lingling grabbed her, she used great strength, Tassel only felt that her wrist was going to be broken, and she couldn't help but struggle, and said, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”

Su Lingling let go of his hand, Tassel stretched out his hand and touched Su Lingling's forehead, the temperature was amazingly high, Tassel was startled, and hurriedly helped Su Lingling into the house, and went out to find a doctor.

However, she walked halfway, and suddenly thought about it, on the way from the Hou Mansion to the Shuo Wangfu, she would pass through the Junwang Mansion, is it possible that Su Lingling went to see Sun Xian Lin yesterday, so that's why-

Tassel is always unusually sharp in this kind of thing, she thought, Sun Xian Lin is also a doctor, so why don't you go to Sun Xian Lin to show Su Lingling?

Thinking so, she turned a corner and ran towards the county king's mansion.