Lou Wange listened, his face was full of shock, the previous gentle and kind emperor was not at all at this moment, his words and attitude were so indifferent and disappointed at this time, so that people listened to it as if they fell into a cold pool, and couldn't help but take a step back, just knocked down the glazed palace lamp, she gently lifted the palace lamp up, her voice trembled, desperate, and asked word by word: "Emperor, what do you mean?" ”

"Wange, I shouldn't disturb your life, now my body is not as good as day by day, in the future, I won't bother you, I know what you love is freedom, go, leave the imperial capital, leave the place of right and wrong, and return to where you should go." I don't want to see you again. ”

"Emperor, it's my fault to hide your blood spirit, but do you have to say this thing so desperately? If you ask me to come to the imperial capital, I will come, and if I leave, I will leave? Go where I should go, have you forgotten that the destination of the blood spirit is not the palace? I have never looked at anyone in the evening song, and I will not listen to your emperor's words. Okay, don't worry, I won't come to you again in the future, and your life and death will have nothing to do with me in the future. She said excitedly, tears unexpectedly filling her eyes.

Turning her head and rushing out of the palace, the emperor's words completely broke her heart, and her heart was full of indescribable sadness at this time. She has never been a completely strong woman, Hongsheng's backplate, she endured it; Haimi has been lurking for many years, and she can barely hold back, because she knows that these things can't shake her heart at all, but now, the elder she thinks is the closest to her, the one she has given everything for, has abandoned herself, and doesn't trust herself-

At last she couldn't help it, tears fell big and big, the long street of morning and dusk at the gate of the palace that was not long seemed to be thousands of miles at this moment, she walked on it step by step, raised her eyes to look at the gray sky, even the bright moonlight at that time became cold and dazzling, and the black walls on both sides seemed to pile up her already unstable world, which completely collapsed at this moment, and there was no more light-

"Poof-", due to the urgency of the heart, she covered her chest and a mouthful of blood spurted out, she lost her strength, she let her body fall on the cold ground, and her consciousness became more and more blurred, a moment before closing her eyes, she saw a woman in white stretching out her hand to approach her, and she also raised her hand with difficulty:

"Mother-"

"Your Majesty, I just saw Wange running out of the hall with red eyes, did something happen? It's so late, nothing will happen to her, right? SITC said worriedly.

The emperor closed his eyes tightly to hide his pain, Lou Wange's desperate face at the end was deeply imprinted in his mind, making him feel heartache at the same time, he seemed to remember many years ago, there was a woman who looked at him with such desperate eyes: "Haifeng, Wange will not come to the palace again in the future, in the future, she is her, I am me, and there is nothing else." ”

"Your Majesty, why is this? Is it because the evening song hid the matter of your blood spirit? This is not a big deal, after so many years, you still don't know about evening songs? Is it because of the blood spirit that you are afraid of her and afraid of her? Why do you have to drive her away? Haifeng didn't understand the emperor's approach, this was the first time in so many years that he didn't understand the emperor's approach, and he couldn't help but speak a little too much, and when he came to his senses, he hurriedly knelt on the ground: "The old slave has overstepped the rules." ”

"Haifeng, it's not what you think, I do all this, you don't need to know why. You just need to know that all this is for the sake of the evening song. He sighed, there are many reasons for entanglement, and the less people know about it, the better.

"Yes." It seems that the emperor has made up his mind, and he can't persuade him.

"Haifeng, send Yunluo's child to Wange, it's enough to leave the royal guards to protect me, and the things about the blood spirit that have been blocked in the basement of the library pavilion are all brought to Wange, the blood spirit has disappeared for so long, and it is no longer a royal thing, she shouldn't bear those pains, I hope these royal things can help her get rid of that identity." The emperor calmed down and commanded all this. It seems to be going to cut off everything between him and Lou Wange. As he spoke, he looked up at the bookshelf, where there was a dusty volume of royal blood spirit secrets, which recorded the great secrets, the beginning of all tragedies and the abyss of pain and regret.

"Your Majesty, then, the status of the national teacher of the evening song?"

"Let's slow down first, the court is already chaotic enough, I don't think she will come back to the court again." He guessed when he remembered Fang Cailou's disappointed look.

"In the future, I don't need to pass on her news to me anymore."

"Your Majesty, you are going to cut off everything from the evening song, in this way, how sad she is!" Haifeng can't bear it, what is in this, how can this be between the emperor and the evening song?

"It's better to cut off everything, she shouldn't have been a part of it all. Haifeng, you go out, I want to be quiet. The emperor sat down slowly, propped his forehead and said.

"Yes."

Confirming that Haifeng had gone out, the emperor slowly got up and went to the bookshelf to take out the painting just now, and unfolded it, watching quietly at the candlelight, a few cloudy tears dripped on the scroll:

"Tang Huan, did I do something wrong? But I just want to give the best protection to the evening song—"

Lou Wange had a long dream, she dreamed of her childhood, and dreamed of the time she spent with her mother and master in Shenwu Mountain.

At that time, Shenwu Mountain was like a paradise, surrounded by fog all day long, and the mountains and rivers were beautiful. At that time, she was still very young, she had just learned to walk and talk, and the master calculated that she would encounter a lot of difficulties and tribulations in her life, so he taught her martial arts and medical skills from a very young age. But she is too small to learn, and she can't remember those things, so the master will punish her to the back mountain. She likes to go to the back mountain the most, there are many kinds of flowers all year round, and all kinds of butterflies, she catches butterflies when she goes to the back mountain, looks at the flowers and plants, and there is no sense of punishment at all.

At that time, her mother would cook a lot of delicious food every time and come to the back mountain to see her, tell her stories, and play with her. I have the impression that her mother is a very beautiful woman, and like herself, she always likes to wear plain clothes, comb her hair in a simple bun, and only wear a simple hairpin. Her mother is the best mother in the world, gentle and demure, strong and intelligent, her hand holding Lou Wange walked all over every inch of Shenwu Mountain, she can tell the most beautiful stories in the world, she always has gentle eyes, just so gentle and quietly watching her grow up.

However, there are times when the gentle eyes in the impression are low and lost, when Lou Wange was a child, she could always see her mother holding a portrait and crying all day. Master told her that there is a kind of emotion in the world that can make people dreamy and lovesick, and that is the kind of affection that the mother has with the person in the painting.

She didn't understand at the time.

Once, when she wanted to show off to her mother, she had learned a martial art from her master, when she pushed open the creaky wooden door, she saw her mother looking at the painting with the light on her back and crying.

"Mother, what's wrong with you?" She approached, wiping the tears from her mother's face with her little hands.

"My mother is fine, my mother is just uncomfortable in my eyes." The mother picked her up and patted her little body to keep her from worrying.

That was the first time she could see the face of the man in the painting: the man was on a horse, looking back at something, and his handsome face was full of happy smiles, as if she had seen something delicious. With sword eyebrows and starry eyes, a high nose bridge, and raised corners of the mouth, everything is so beautiful, it looks as bright as the sun in the sky.

"Mother, who is he? Is it the father of the evening song? She asked, pointing to the portrait in confusion.

"No," the mother shook her head: "But she is the one who will protect and assist the mother after the evening song." ”

At that time, she did not understand the meaning of the words, and when she actually saw the man in the portrait, the trajectory of her life changed.