Chapter 219: Actually, none of you are forcing me
Jun Wuchen listened to Bai Lijin's words, knew the cause of his death and the situation in the world after his death, and was immersed in his emotional world for a while, and there was no way to get out, but Lin Muzi, when he heard Bai Lijin's last few words, he raised his head and looked at him in surprise, "Ah Jin, what did you think of me before you died in your last life?" Why? ”
"Probably because this is what God does!" Bai Lijin smiled and said, "Because of the regrets in my previous life, I was able to meet you again and fall in love with you in this life, and finally decided to stay with you all the time, for two lifetimes, you are alone." ”
Lin Muzi listened to Bai Lijin's words, and said that it was fake that there was no emotion, but this little bit of emotion was not enough for her to change her mind all at once, even if she was destined to be herself in her previous life, didn't Jun Wuchen marry herself in her last life, and in the end, it was still like that!
Bai Lijin seemed to sense Lin Muzi's emotions, gently held her hand, and said gently, "Muzi, I'm done, it's your turn." ”
Lin Muzi glanced at Bai Lijin, and then at Jun Wuchen, the latter didn't know when he had come back to his senses, but his face was not particularly good, and Lin Muzi was not in the mood to pay attention to his emotions, seeing that the two were waiting, he opened his mouth and said, "In my last life, I was chic for more than ten years, and finally married the man I loved the most in my last life, and then gave birth to a son for him, a particularly cute and filial son, and later, my eldest brother in order to keep the world of my favorite man, in order to help me stabilize my position, Forever in the south of Xinjiang can not come back, and then later, that man fell in love with other women, because of that woman, he killed the girl who grew up with me, killed our son, and also killed me, after I died, I also sent all my people to the frontier, but my poor people, not to the frontier, all left on the road, I don't know what kind of feelings they had before leaving, but I know, they must have regretted it, the clan out of me, a woman who can't glorify the lintel and hurt the whole clan, After that, I watched the man I loved the most send the woman he loved to the highest position, and my heart couldn't be hurt anymore, so I went to reincarnation, but I didn't expect to start all over again. It's better to start over, and I'll never go back to the same path as I did in my life. Lin Muzi said and clenched his palm tightly, "When I was five years old, I met the girl ring who died tragically in my last life, but I was also afraid of meeting the man who made me die tragically in my last life, so I grabbed someone to help me, and finally I found my maid ring, and I still saw the man, but when I was on guard, the man who helped me just now helped me out of the siege, and then this person taught me a lot of truths, and also accompanied me for many years, I like him very much, so many years have passed, Maybe it's because I have people around me, so my mood is much calmer than in the first five years, and the people around me are living well, except that I can never see the son I used to like so much, such days, I feel very good, after that, I
I think it's not bad to have a child with the person I like the most in this life, I try my best to strengthen myself and work hard to reduce the damage brought to me by the man in my last life, it seems that I am living a good life, but no one knows, I can't get out, the fear of being pierced by ten thousand arrows, I just feel that I can't get out of this life. ”
Feeling Lin Muzi's trembling, Bai Lijin held her hand tightly, and the other hand kept helping her to calm down behind her, "It's okay, it's okay, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it, we won't force you." ”
Lin Muzi broke away from his hand, tried to straighten his back, and changed the name that had been replaced by other words to an obvious name, and the whole person's emotions seemed to be suppressed to the extreme, and he could drown his life in these words, "You all say that you can't force me, but which of you is not persecuting me hard!" Lin Muzi smiled as if mocking and as if he understood, "My life has been ruined a long time ago, since Jun Wuchen ordered to kill me, it has been ruined, I have tried my best not to live in hatred, but further along, I know that I can't do it myself, I like you very much, Ah Jin, but I can't marry you, I'm afraid, I don't want to marry, I'm already trying to be strong, now ordinary people can't help me at all, I just want someone to accompany me, maybe, I will be able to figure it out soon, Or maybe, I can't figure it out in this life, but, at the moment, I just want someone to be able to accompany me, I can't and can't believe in such a thing as getting married, I'm afraid! ”
Whether it is Bai Lijin or Jun Wuchen, hearing her words, the bodies of the two people were stunned, what happened in the study before, their attitude towards Lin Muzi was angry, they thought that Lin Muzi might be too young for the time being, and they didn't want to talk about these things, they also thought that Lin Muzi might have felt that the two of them had been fighting like this too irritated, so they said such a temporary prevarication, but they never thought that Lin Muzi had already ended his previous life. has lost the idea of wanting to marry, in Lin Muzi's heart, marrying someone is to push himself into the fire pit, so whether the emperor gives marriage, Baili Jin wants to marry, Lin Muzi doesn't feel anything, and even, she didn't think about who she would be with in the future, in Lin Muzi's heart, she had long felt that she was the safest if she was strong enough.
"You two don't need to behave like this, this is a hurdle that I can't get out of my own heart, and it will be difficult in the future, and I chose it myself, so ah, don't think about forcing me, it's useless, Ah Jin, I like you, I like it very much, but I think it's good to like it like this!" After Lin Muzi said this, he looked at Jun Wuchen again, and there was more indifference in his tone, "Also, Jun Wuchen, I have already seen it, I have no possibility with you in this life, so ah, Jun Qingcheng should be regarded as a dream, as for other things, I don't want to blame you anymore, I only complain about Bai Zhi alone now, I have been wronged and died in vain for so many years, someone has to take the blame, since you guys."
No, that's her! Actually, I'm really good alone, but maybe when Ah Jin first left me, I would be a little unaccustomed. ”
Bai Lijin and Jun Wuchen listened to her words, and they both felt that their psychology was not comfortable at all, and the words that their Mu Zi said were poking at their hearts one by one, but the hand holding the knife was also scarred, how could they not feel distressed!
"Muzi, as long as you don't want to, I won't force you anymore, wait for you to think about it, let's talk about things in the future, okay? You just let me stay with you, don't drive me away, okay? Bai Lijin hugged Lin Muzi tightly, he couldn't care about the identity and pride of the world's first son, those things were not as important as his Muzi, as long as his Muzi promised to let him stay with him all the time, and he had nothing in time, so what could he do?
Jun Wuchen watched Bai Lijin's actions from the side, although he wanted to make the same move, but he knew that he couldn't, his pride as a prince didn't allow him to do this, of course, Lin Muzi's words just now also cut off his possibility, in his life, he can only be Lin Muzi's imperial brother, even if he is unwilling, unless he persecutes her again, but who is willing to persecute Lin Muzi's sin just now.
"What if I can't think about it for the rest of my life?" Lin Muzi looked at Bai Lijin, who was hugging him tightly, and put his hands stiffly on both sides, "If I can't get out for the rest of my life, do you want to be lonely and old like in your previous life?" ”
"If it's by your side, then it's not called loneliness, if there is you by my side, I'm willing to do anything!" Bai Lijin looked at Lin Muzi's eyes and said with a expression, "Muzi, do you know what is the strongest feeling before a person dies?" That is, there is a person who wants to see very much, but I clearly know that that person is not my own, and it is impossible for me to see that person again! Since God has destined it to be you, how can you let me go? ”
Lin Muzi didn't know if he was moved by Bai Lijin's words, or if he was attracted by Bai Lijin's expression, he didn't say anything for a long time, but after a long time, he nodded slightly, if it weren't for Jun Wuchen and Bai Li Jin looking at Lin Muzi at the same time, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to find out about her action.
"Brother Huang, it's your turn." Lin Muzi saw that Baili Jin had calmed down, so he opened his mouth and said to Jun Wuchen, "We're all done, only you are left." ”
Jun Wuchen looked at Baili Jin and Lin Muzi who were hugging each other, suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and cleared his throat before he spoke, "My things are similar to Muzi, but from a different perspective, from the time I married Muzi, until I just succeeded to the throne, I love Muzi very much, for Bai Zhi, I only regard her as my savior, but the way she saved me was to use her own virgin body, so I felt that I couldn't stand her, so I took people with me, and gave her all the glory and wealth, but I didn't think about it, she saved me, It doesn't matter what happened after that, it's all a game, first it made me and Muzi feel disgusted, and then it was the relationship between me and Muzi and his wife, and finally it was calculated to let me kill myself
My wife and son-in-law, of course, this is also my own fault, I don't know people clearly, and I have harmed the woman I love the most and the woman who loves me the most. When I knew that I could do it again in this life, I vowed to treat Muzi well, but I didn't expect that Muzi also had memories of his previous life, and I didn't think that you would appear. Jun Wuchen said and took a deep look at Bai Lijin, "I felt an unprecedented sense of threat, so I used some tricks to make Muzi have a relationship with me, but I didn't expect that you would still accompany her alone, making my heart extremely hateful." So, if Muzi chooses you in the end, I will bless you. ”
(End of chapter)