Believing in this kind of thing, you have to believe in the right thing, it is beneficial. If you believe it wrong, you are stupid.

You said that you believed the nonsense of the Hydra. What do you end up getting? Killing people everywhere and setting fires, and finally getting a shot, leaving behind an eternal infamy. Why do you think you are doing this? Think for yourself, is that what I'm talking about? ”

Ye Xiuwen saw that the shadow's faith had collapsed, and he poured another scoop of cold water, and the shadow completely collapsed.

This is the technique of interrogation, shattering the dreams or beliefs of criminals. It made him realize that what he had been looking for was worthless. In this way, his last psychological line of defense will completely collapse and disintegrate.

The shadow wept bitterly, as if he felt that he had been deceived.

Ye Xiuwen could understand, and handed over a tissue to wipe the shadow's tears.

The shadow said thank you, and then began to talk about his life.

Perhaps, he wanted Ye Xiuwen to know who he was and why he came to such a road of no return.

Shadow said that he was abandoned when he was six years old, and he couldn't even remember who his parents were or what they looked like.

He was rescued by a priest passing by. At the time he thought he was going to die. Because his body is always going back and forth between liquefaction and solidification.

Of course, he was very young at the time and didn't know any of this, only a few vague memories.

Later, in order to save him, the priest asked someone to find a relationship and sent him to a hospital in Finland at the time.

He couldn't remember any of that. Because he was too young at that time.

And after the priest saved him, he was already destitute. The priest even sold the church to heal him.

The priest said that it was God who made him meet him, so he wanted to save him. He could not give up an innocent life.

At that time, the shadow was still young and didn't know anything, but he followed the priest and wandered all the time, and went to Germany and France from Finland to ,.......

Finally, one day, the priest fell. He said to the fifteen-year-old shadow that the next road, you need to go by yourself, he can't continue to accompany him.

At that time, the shadow was crying, the kind that howled and cried. For the priest is like his father, even closer than his father.

The priest not only sold the church for him, but also sold all his property, and sometimes even sold his blood to buy medicine for the shadow.

In other words, the fact that the shadow has survived until now and is able to finally control his body is all related to that priest.

And if it weren't for that priest, he would have died.

But the priest died, and in addition to grief, the shadow's livelihood became a problem.

He was unable to work because his body was not controlled at the time, and he would liquefy from time to time.

I remember that he once worked in a restaurant, and when he was serving plates, his hands liquefied, and more than 30 plates fell to the ground and shattered.

The chef screamed in fright, and the shadow had to flee, not even daring to ask for wages.

And this was the life of the shadow until he was fifteen years old.

"And what about after fifteen?" Ye Xiuwen motioned for the shadow to continue.

"When I was fifteen years old, I met Lisa, the Demon Hair I had killed with my own hands.

She was my second benefactor at the time. When I was dying of hunger, he gave me something to eat.

I remember it was in a dark alley. Or I'm going to treat myself like garbage. I haven't eaten anything in seven days.

I don't want to die in a bustling bazaar. I don't feel like I belong there. I found there, and it was all rags and garbage, full of musty smell.

But I love it, I just lay there like a dog.

I felt that death was so close to me, that as soon as I closed my eyes, death came.

But Lisa showed up. She was like a goddess at that time. She has beautiful short blonde hair. She shoved half of the leftover hot dog into Shadow's mouth and ordered him to eat it.

She said that the world owes us, and we want to get it back from the world.

Without food, we would starve to death. So we have to find food all the time.

So, she became my first faith, the goddess in my mind,......"

"Then why did you kill her again?" Ye Xiuwen asked rhetorically.

"Because of love. I can tolerate her torturing me for fun, and I can tolerate him using me as a tool. But I don't want her to be filthy.

Later, after entering Hydra, she gradually became erosive in her life. Every day with ,........"

The shadow couldn't go on anymore at this point, and then continued, "I told her, and I made her my goddess again. But she said no, she said she was a god now. That's how God's life is. And she said I was something. I'm just a dog she's raised. She whipped me, and she bled my arm with a dagger. She's also going to let me see her with a couple of men,...... So I killed her, and just when she was feeling happiest, I killed her, and the seven or eight men.

I didn't know what was going on in my head at the time. Maybe it's because my brain is blank.

I consoled myself in my heart that I was just killing someone, killing someone who was torturing me and hurting me so often.

But I knew in my heart that after Lisa died, I would have no relatives in this world.

Even though she never treated me as a relative when she was alive,......"

When the shadow said this, he actually smiled miserably at Ye Xiuwen and said, "Mr. Black Wolf? Do you think that people like me shouldn't have a loved one? ”

The shadow's eyes began to blur again. After giving up his faith, it seems that he has become indifferent to what he does.

Ye Xiuwen thought about it for a while, and then said: "Since you are alive, you have to think about what else you can do to make up for the mistakes you made in this life." People make mistakes. There's really nothing remarkable about that. But the main thing is whether you can correct it, whether you have the heart to correct your mistakes. ”

"I've killed so many people, it's too late to make amends." The shadow shook her head.

"Then you have to atone for your sins, even if you die tomorrow. Although I don't believe in any afterlife. But I want to have a clear conscience in this life. I don't think you want to leave this world with regrets, do you?

Tell me what you know about Hydra. Help those who are just as lost as you are, and save those who are about to be hurt by the Hydra, but have not yet been harmed.

We can't save the dead. But we can save the living, you say? ”

Ye Xiuwen finally asked rhetorically, the shadow seemed to be touched, he was a little emotional, and his body trembled a little.

Tears swirled in his eyes, and finally his lips trembled, and he opened his mouth, and then sighed and said, "I said ,......"

(End of chapter)