Chapter Seventy-Five: Before Greeting
"So, no matter what, your purpose today is to break with this king, isn't it? Even if this king has told you many times that he won't hurt you, but he just likes you, you don't want to give me a trust. ”
He looked at me with a resolute face, and asked indifferently, his voice was completely devoid of temperature, and the expression on his face did not live up to the warmth just now.
I don't know why, I actually have a feeling of emptiness, obviously all this is the result I want, but now I actually have a sense of wanting to escape.
But after thinking about it, it was not easy for me to find a chance to completely break with this person, and I still insisted on solving this trouble, and looked at him with a straight look.
"According to the identities of Wang Yi and the little girl, the two of us should not have any intersection in the first place, not to mention that I should also know that the little girl has no intention of getting involved in the disputes of the royal family, and she was helpless when she married into the palace, so she is even more reluctant to be involved in the feelings of the prince."
I bluffed to make myself more imposing, and said it in the toughest tone I could, as if he had shown his determination.
After all, according to the current form, it is not good for anyone for the two of us to entangle again, originally there was no place for him in my heart, this guy is a person who loves to mess around, he doesn't care what the environment is like at all, he will only do things according to his own thoughts.
If one day someone takes out the relationship between the two of us, saying that I can't argue, although he always says that he will protect me, but for this kind of feeling, I don't dare to trust it at all.
"Okay, since you hate this king so much, this king will naturally not stay here alone to annoy you, so I won't bother you in the future."
He pointed his finger at me angrily for a while, hesitated a few times, wanted to open his mouth to speak, and finally put his hand down in a dejected manner, as if he was annoyed by my ignorance.
But no matter what kind of expression he made, I was unmoved, and finally made him completely sad, and hesitated for a while before slowly speaking.
I don't know why, and I feel uncomfortable in my heart just because I don't know why, but reason tells me that I have to force this feeling down, because now is the result that is good for both of us.
"The little woman thanks the prince for his success, I hope the prince can speak his mind, and after this door today, we won't have any more entanglements."
There seemed to be a hint of distrust of what he had just said, and I couldn't help but remind him once again that he could keep his promise.
"You woman! If you're really the king, no one else likes it except you, right? Forget it, this king doesn't have the same knowledge as you, so you can do it yourself in the future. ”
He probably didn't want to be angry with me anymore, so he left this sentence in a frustrated manner, and then turned away, and I could finally breathe a sigh of relief.
But I don't know why, looking at the back of him leaving, I actually have a slight sense of disappointment, as if I can't bear to see him so depressed.
I was taken aback by the idea that I suddenly came up, and I have always been thinking about my second brother in my heart, when did this man slowly come into my heart.
So I forced this desire to keep him, which was completely impossible, and walked back to the bed step by step, intending to rest, but after lying in bed, I couldn't sleep anymore.
I recall that this man has been doing something for me silently until now, but I have always been guarding against him, but now it is really now, my heart is very uncomfortable.
"Little lord, are you up? We are going to say hello to the queen and the queen mother today, you have been sick some time ago, so we didn't go, and there are forgivable circumstances, but yesterday you have gone to the queen mother's palace, and the whole harem knows that now the little lord has recovered, if you don't go to Jing'an, you will fall into the mouth. ”
Because I had been thinking about the matter with that person last night, I tossed and turned for an unknown amount of time before I fell asleep in a daze, and at this time I didn't have a trace of energy, until Qiushui called me up next to me.
"Well, then we have to hurry, if we continue to greet the queen and the queen mother, we must not be late, and at this time, we can't let anyone catch the handle."
After hearing Qiushui's words, I began to get up and let them wash and dress themselves, Aunt Cao Yun was probably already resting, and she was also waiting on the side at this time.
"The little lord was completely stiff with Concubine Shu before you got sick, and today is the first time I go back to say goodbye, presumably the other party will definitely make things difficult for you, the little lord is still careful."
After thinking about it, Aunt Cangyun couldn't help but remind me in my ear that after staying in the palace for so many years, she had long been used to the battle in the harem.
So the analysis of the situation is still very reasonable, which is an important reason why I knew that he was there to spy on me in the first place, but he was still kept by my side and reused.
No matter what I plan to do in the future, it's good to have someone like me around to remind you in real time, just like right now, even though I'm ready, it's always good to have someone to point you in.
"In fact, from the moment I entered the palace, my aunt and I could no longer be ordinary aunts and nephews, and we were destined to go to opposition."
I said helplessly, this is probably the sorrow of a woman in the palace, it seems that my life is always living for that high man, and my daily life is just fighting back and forth.
Even someone like me, who didn't intend to get involved, could not escape, and was completely caught up in it from the very first step into the court.
Even if I didn't have the heart at that time, my aunt still regarded me as a shock in her eyes, and even if I said that I didn't have the heart to compete with her for favor, she wouldn't believe it.
"The little master has come to this, don't be too soft-hearted, after all, the other party already regards you as an enemy, even if you keep your mood in your heart, it is useless, sometimes excessive soft-heartedness will harm your own life."
Aunt Cangyun saw that I was a little decadent, and couldn't help but ask for comfort on the side, but I knew that his words were actually deeper, and the meaning was to remind me that since I wanted to compete for favor, I had to regard other women as enemies, and I couldn't give up my goal because of a moment of soft-heartedness.
In fact, she really thinks too much, even if I am soft-hearted towards my aunt, the other party will not let me go, even if there is no transaction with Prince Guo, I need to protect myself.
The two of us are destined to be incompatible, and even if I don't want to fight, the other party will not give up, so there is no possibility of the situation he fears about happening.
"I think my aunt's worries are not unreasonable, after all, before you got sick, he also came to the door to ridicule for a while, and now although you have been recuperating behind closed doors for a while, all kinds of eyeliner have never relaxed the monitoring of us."
Qiushui also said with some worry at this time, but she was simply worried about my comfort, so these words sounded more pleasant.
"Okay, don't worry about these things that are gone, anyway, the soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, I don't want to hurt people, but I will definitely not let people bully me."
I really don't want to entangle with them in this regard, I can only open my mouth to let them relax, as the saying goes, people don't offend me, I don't offend people, but if others bully me, I have no meaning to endure.
In fact, I have already thought about it today, and I will face all the preparations, but these girls will inevitably be a little worried.
"That's right, the little master has always been the smartest, so don't worry about it, let's hurry up and put on makeup for the group, so that he can compare with those women in a radiant way."
Bailu, this girl, has always been more out-of-the-box, and she has no way to speak, she is okay outside, especially when she is a kilometer, and she is already impatient when she listens to the two of them chirping crookedly at this moment.
Now that she finally heard me speak, she naturally couldn't help but continue to speak, causing both of them to look at her with a look of disapproval.
"You girl knows how to talk nonsense all day long, beware of going out to cause trouble for the little master one day, you don't know the trouble, you want to compete with those women, is this what a slave should say?"
Aunt Cangyun couldn't help but reprimand her first, on weekdays, Qiushui and Bailu live together, so the relationship is very good, even if this girl does something wrong, Qiushui will only stare at her, and will not blame her too much.
But after all, Aunt Cangyun is an old man in the palace, and she originally attaches more importance to this aspect, and her relationship with them is also average, so she naturally spoke up at this time.
It's just that fortunately, I still remember that I have always been more partial to the two girls, so I didn't speak too hard, but I still expressed my dissatisfaction.
"Auntie, don't be like this girl, she has always been so ignorant, but it is true that we are a little overly worried, the little master is so smart, he will definitely know how to deal with it."
For the sudden scolding, the little girl was naturally a little uneven, and looked at me with an aggrieved face, but I wanted her to realize that the palace is indeed not a place where you can talk nonsense, after all, I can't protect her from time to time, in case something happens in the future, it is very likely that she will die because of the problem with her mouth, so I didn't speak.
The atmosphere was a little tense for a while, so Qiushui opened his mouth, and sure enough, under this girl's words, the atmosphere was finally better.
I just looked at them like this from the side, you didn't say anything to me, just looked down and thought about my thoughts, and I didn't mean to speak between the three of them, so I stopped arguing, but painted me with makeup step by step.
After a busy time, we were finally prepared, and we were officially ready to leave for the queen's palace to say goodbye, and when we tried to ask for peace, I only took Qiushui and Aunt Cangyun with me.
And Bailu also stayed to watch the house according to the usual habit, and the two of them supported me on the left and right, and walked towards the queen's palace.
"Auntie, what kind of excitement do you say will be made today? Many people in the palace have been waiting for today for a long time, and they must have thought of a lot of ways to see us make a fool of ourselves. ”
In fact, what I'm most worried about is not Concubine Shu, after all, even if the two of us don't want to admit it in our hearts, we also have a relationship of relatives, so at least on the surface, she can't be too harsh, otherwise the emperor will feel that she is not generous enough.
But the others don't have any scruples about this, I don't know how much I have to suffer today, thinking of this, I can't help but talk to Aunt Cangyun.
"Little lord said cautiously, we are no longer in our own dormitory, and if we know some things, don't bring them up, so as not to fall into our mouths."