Chapter 877: When Each Other Is Present
Zhang Fan is like this, standing in place and not moving, standing quietly in place and not moving in the winter night, watching Yu'er's petite back go farther and farther, until she turned a corner and completely disappeared from her field of vision, but although Zhang Fan looks very calm on the surface, in fact, his heart is not calm at all.
What Yu'er came to him for this time, Zhang Fan was naturally very clear in her heart, she must have felt some of Zhang Fan's thoughts about her, so she came to tell Zhang Fan clearly, which means, "I know you look at me unhappy, and I also know in my heart that I can't get you, but I tell you, I don't have any bad intentions, it's just what a woman in Vanity Fair wants, now, to tell you the truth, don't come to me in the future, I won't look for you, I can even help you."
In other words, Yu'er came to Zhang Fan this time to tell him clearly, her thoughts, and what she didn't want Zhang Fan to do to herself, Yu'er's words were very clear, and although her words were extremely calm from beginning to end, she never got excited once, so that Zhang Fan couldn't find out where her bottom line was, but when Yu'er said this, why didn't she mean to ask Zhang Fan.
It's just that due to her personal reasons, even if she came to ask Zhang Fan this time, there was still no meaning to lower her voice between the words, it was completely a calm and strong attitude, this is not what she planned to do, after all, she is not stupid, how can she not understand that only by lowering her posture to ask others, then it can have an effect, but she just has no way to do it, she is not the kind of person who can lower her head by nature, it can be said that this is a very strange thing, But that's what she is.
As for Zhang Fan, he completely understood what Yu'er was talking about, and not only that, but he also knew very well in his heart that what Yu'er said was not wrong, but in this way, Zhang Fan not only couldn't let go of his vigilance against Yu'er, but also became more suspicious of her in his heart.
And Zhang Fan's idea is actually groundless, if you really want to say it, it means that Zhang Fan has always had such an idea in his heart, a feeling, it can be said that Zhang Fan's feeling is groundless, but he just can't help but think so, Yu'er, a girl who is only ten years old, really makes him too vigilant.
He didn't know what this Yu'er was planning to do, if she was deceiving Zhang Fan just now, it was obviously more reasonable, if she was deceiving Zhang Fan at the same time, she also had some other thoughts, such as paralyzing Zhang Fan's nerves and making him lower his vigilance against her so that she could act in the future, so that Zhang Fan felt that it was more likely.
And if what Yu'er said to Zhang Fan was true and did not deceive him, it was not unacceptable for Zhang Fan, to bring only, in this era, a woman in the palace, if she is not resourceful, it is very difficult to survive, the palace is a very dangerous place, and the degree of danger is absolutely unimaginable to ordinary people, whether it is for the palace maid or the eunuch, it is so, further, it is really a vast sky, not exaggerated at all, Being able to get the appreciation of the powerful people in the palace, that is, the royal family, is naturally able to get ahead, and taking a step back, it is really an abyss, and even if you want to find a way to get out, it is very likely that someone who wants to die will be let live like this; If you want to endure the humiliation and wait for the time to start over, it is very likely that the other party will not give him such a chance at all, and let him die immediately.
Therefore, only by trying to get ahead and put others under oneself, can one have the possibility of self-preservation and be able to live better, of course, there are some things that cannot be changed, for example, these people who are palace maids or eunuchs will never be able to obtain the highest power, even if there are a few powerful characters among them, and even the person who sits on the emperor's throne can be replaced, but they themselves have no way to become such a person, But these people always have a variety of ways to achieve their goals.
Just like Feng Bao, although he was not the eunuch who was most trusted by him when Longqing was sitting in the country, Feng Bao was clever and knew that the emperor didn't like him, so he should keep a low profile, so even if he was robbed of two opportunities by Gao Gong to let him sit in the ultimate position of a eunuch, Feng Bao only suppressed his anger in his chest, and did not leak out, waiting for the opportunity to attack again.
Now, Feng Bao has got what he wants, not only sitting in the position of the great eunuch, with unlimited power in his hands, and he is not only beautiful for a while, but also valued by the Empress Dowager Li, who is in charge of the dynasty.
And for the palace maid, it is even simpler, the eunuch has Feng Bao as an example, then the palace maid, now it is the Empress Dowager Li, the Empress Dowager Li was originally just a palace maid, and later entered the Yuwang Mansion, and she is still a palace maid, and even after she became Zhu Zaiyuan's woman, her status has not actually changed, until Zhu Zaigao sat on the throne, and the Empress Dowager Li was the mother of his only surviving son, Zhu Zaigao made her a concubine, and waited until her son Zhu Yijun sat on the throne, she was named the queen mother, which can be regarded as the infinite scenery.
And now, Empress Dowager Li is much more powerful than Zhu Yijun, and this can also be seen as the palace maid seems to have more potential in this regard.
Zhang Fan didn't know what Yu'er's thoughts were, maybe it was the innate desire for power and the sense of crisis for herself that led to such an idea; Or perhaps, it's just because Yu'er was born with a desire to become a human being, to become a person who will not be controlled by others and does not have to worry about threats.
For this point, it's not that Yu'er has this kind of thought at a young age that makes people can't figure it out, in fact, it's easy for people to figure it out, if what Yu'er said about her when she was a child just now is not false, then it's really normal for her to have this kind of thought.
But, even so, Zhang Fan's heart is even more worried, Yu'er said to him just now, it's not that she wants to have any ambitions, it's just that for herself, she wants to have a power that she can rely on and can be held in her hands, so it sounds reassuring, but Zhang Fan will not be calm, after all, it is difficult to draw dragons and tigers, knowing people and faces but not hearts, Zhang Fan can't read minds, and can't see what Yu'er is thinking in her heart, who knows if what she said just now is a lie. In case she said that she was saying one thing and doing another, and wanted to deceive Zhang Fan's belief and do something, then Zhang Fan would definitely not be able to relax at this time.
And perhaps, what Yu'er said was true, she really didn't have any other thoughts, and she really said these words to Zhang Fan, wanting Zhang Fan not to hinder her.
However, even so, Zhang Fan still couldn't relax about the girl Yu'er, even if he believed her words, Zhang Fan was still like this.
After all, this person is not an object, people change, and they become very fast, so that others don't have time to think about anything.
Perhaps, Zhang Fan believes in her, believes in what she says, believes that she will not have any bad intentions, what she will do in the future is just for some of her own selfish desires, but who can be sure that her idea can be maintained without change.
Need to know, not in her position, not in her politics, today's Yu'er, after all, is just a palace maid, and the others are nothing, for today's Yu'er, her primary goal is to establish her status in the palace first, which should not be difficult for her, after all, she went to Zhu Yijun's side as soon as she entered the palace, and Zhu Yijun also likes her very much, plus now because of Zheng Chengxian's "credit", even Zhu Yijun's liking for Yu'er has also gone to a higher level.
In other words, one day, if Yu'er wants to gain a firm foothold in the palace, it will be very easy, the only thing is to see how long it will take her to complete this goal, but from Yu'er's current "state", there is no need to worry about this at all, she will definitely be able to exceed the target and complete it ahead of schedule.
And when people don't worry about their own survival, they will want to get more and make their lives better, although Yu'er is very smart, but she can't get out of this range, although it is not yet certain, but the possibility of her producing this kind of psychological change is very high in Zhang Fan's opinion.
Therefore, even so, even if Yu'er said such a thing to Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan didn't buy it at all in his heart, not only did he not buy it, but his precaution against Yu'er was even greater.
Yu'er will come to him, there is also a reason for this, she can also understand that now the biggest influence on Zhu Yijun is Zhang Fan, if Zhang Fan wants to intervene in her affairs, then he only needs to say a few words easily in front of Zhu Yijun, and she will never have a bright future, so she will come to Zhang Fan.
It's just that although she is smart, after all, she is too young and inexperienced, and under the lack of experience, what is revealed is that the edge is too exposed, so that Zhang Fan can see the problem at once.
If in another two or three years, Yu'er came to Zhang Fan to say these things, it is very likely that she would change the way, and by that time, Zhang Fan would never think of anything to guard against her.
However, all this has happened now, and for Zhang Fanlai, it is a wake-up call for him,