Chapter 092: Recognizing Reality
Shen Mei was bored wandering around the palace alone, still holding the sugar gourd that Xiao Jiuzi bought from outside the palace in her hand.
In the past few days, she has finally come out and shed tears for someone who doesn't love her, it's really not worth it.
Fortunately, these people around her are always worried about themselves, thinking about themselves, and preparing these fun things every day to please themselves.
It had just rained, the sky was exceptionally clear, and it was not so stuffy, so Song Yan hurried through the corridor.
Shen Mei looked at it fixedly, frowning slightly, isn't this Song Yan? How do you enter the palace now?
"Miss Song?" Shen Mei greeted her, Song Yan nodded at her, seemed to be a little anxious, and didn't say much to her.
"By the way, this girl, are you the rose fairy on the Queen Mother's birthday?" Song Yan suddenly stopped and asked suddenly.
Without waiting for Shen Mei to answer, Song Yan hurriedly took Shen's hand and looked at her earnestly.
"Will you be able to see the emperor? Can you go and help me intercede, I don't want to marry the prince, I don't want others to decide my life! ”
She was locked up at home for several days, and finally escaped, and if she couldn't ask the emperor to take back her life, she had to wait to marry the crown prince. For no reason, why did the Queen Mother decide her marriage, the more she thought about her, the more angry she became, but she couldn't have a seizure, so she could only swallow these words into her stomach alone.
Shen Mei was a little surprised, Song Yan entered the palace so early just to ask the emperor to take back his fate? She thought that Song Yan would be very happy to marry Mu Lingxuan, but she didn't expect her to be so fierce.
She smiled and said, "The emperor is not something that everyone can see, besides, the emperor has a lot of opportunities, how can he meet me, I'm afraid I can't help you with this." ”
Song Yan's eyes full of hope dimmed instantly, and the hand holding her tightly slowly drooped.
She sat on the ground along the wall, covered her face and cried bitterly, why was she so unlucky.
Shen Mei didn't know what to do, she just sighed, squatted in front of her, and said, "The emperor will definitely not listen to you talk about things that annoy him so much, it doesn't matter if you don't see the emperor, there may be a turn for the better." ”
forced the emperor, only when she regretted it, now the two are still married, and no one knows what will happen in the future.
It's better to go with the flow, the water comes to the earth, and slowly think of a way, it's better than just a few days after the holy decree was issued and the emperor came to the emperor.
If the emperor is angry, I am afraid that the entire general's mansion will be implicated. But Song Yan couldn't listen to these words at all, she only thought about how to get out of relationship with Mu Lingxuan.
"What can I do? Isn't it wrong that I don't want to marry the crown prince? Why do you want to force me to ...... everything?"
Song Yan covered his head in pain, buried between his legs and kept sobbing.
After crying, Song Yan raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and walked to the endless corridor with an expressionless face.
Shen Mei looked at her helplessly, just shook her head, since she didn't listen to persuasion, she had no choice, only she tried it herself, and she would know later that it was just a waste of effort.
She followed behind Song Yan, watched Song Yan enter the glittering palace with her own eyes, and watched her walk out with tears in her eyes.
Shen Mei walked up to her and said softly, "It stands to reason that I should be happy to hear that you don't want to marry him, but now there is only sadness left." ”
Hearing this, Song Yan raised his eyes and looked at her in confusion, thinking about the meaning of her words.
"Want to hear my story with him?" Shen Mei smiled and walked forward.
For some reason, Song Yan suddenly wanted to know what happened to this woman, and she followed without any hesitation.
Surrounded by lush greenery, Haisheng Tower is the best place to cool off in summer, surrounded by verdant ancient trees and a bottomless lake below.
The shady atmosphere surrounds the entire Haisheng Building, it is raining today, the weather is cool, and almost no one comes.
The two stood side by side, blowing a cool breeze that smelled of rain.
Shen Mei began to tell about herself and Mu Lingxuan, and Song Yan knew that Shen Mei had admired Mu Lingxuan before, and at the same time, she was also very relieved, it turned out that she was really not wrong, he was really not worth entrusting.
"When the Queen Mother said that she would marry me to him, you must have been very sad." Song Yan looked at the elegant Shen Mei, and had an indescribable feeling.
If her heart really hurt when she heard the news at the time, but now to ask her this question is really impossible for her to answer.
Now Shen Mei doesn't even want to leave a small corner of her head to Mu Lingxuan, a ruthless man.
She smiled, looked at Song Yan and smiled, "Now I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore, and I don't know how to answer this question, maybe I don't want to remember myself at that time." ”
She felt ridiculous about her stupid self, not to mention that in Mu Lingxuan's eyes, he must have regarded himself as a funny thing, coaxing himself when he thought of it, and kneading his hot heart when he was unhappy.
Suddenly feeling a little cold for a while, Shen Mei tightened her coat, and her words were blown away in the wind.
Song Yan heard the broken voice, thought that he had auditory hallucinations, and looked at Shen Mei blankly.
"What did you just say? Why do you want me to sit still? How could she wait for the knife hanging overhead to fall.
"Then what do you have to do?" Shen Mei asked her rhetorically.
Song Yan's mouth moved, and he didn't say anything, so he could only lower his head and look gloomy on his face.
Can you really only wait for Mu Lingxuan to marry herself, the queen mother's meaning is no longer obvious, her own family is enough to support Mu Lingxuan to the top.
She faced the wind, narrowed her eyes, and looked at the birds flying in the distance, full of envy that she couldn't hide.
"If there is really no way, I will have to run away from marriage." She told the secret she had hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and the whole person looked like she had lost half her life and was lifeless.
Hearing her words, Shen Mei was startled, and she ran away from the marriage, and she couldn't figure it out.
Did she think that she could be freed as long as she escaped from marriage, she couldn't help but think too simply.
Shen Mei sneered in a low voice, as if mocking her stupidity, "Have you thought about it?" Do you really want to run away from marriage? ”
She picked up the wind blowing in her ears, let out a long breath, stretched comfortably, and leaned against the railing.
"Then have you ever thought about what your family will do, after you run away from marriage, who will bear your fault, and your family will bear your stupidity for you." She deliberately paused for a moment, and then said, "Blatantly running away from marriage, the emperor's prestige was damaged, do you think the emperor and the queen mother will let go of the Song family so easily?" ”
Song Yan's body trembled slightly, she didn't think about it that much at all, she just wanted to be able to leave, so that the emperor would take back her fate.
Although these words completely defeated Song Yan's last bit of hope, Shen Mei also hoped that she could recognize the reality.