Mu Shuiyuan saw Scarlet Yan running out in a panic, and he was a little worried, "This kid can't be scared, right?" ”

The last fawn on the bed, his fingers moved slightly, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly, showing signs of awakening.

At the same time, on the other side, Scarlet Luo seemed to have an electrocardiogram, he suddenly opened his eyes, sat up nervously, and shouted, "Mo Xiaolu!" His consciousness was still stuck in the time when he was separated from the last fawn at the entrance of the hospital.

"Hiss......" suddenly moved to pull the wound in his abdomen, and the pain that came made him bend over instantly.

"Young Master." Jing Yun supported him worriedly, "Young Master, you are seriously injured and need to recuperate, don't move." ”

"Where's the last fawn?" Scarlet Luo grabbed Jing Yun's arm, and his eyes revealed a faint pain.

Jing Yun didn't dare to look directly at Scarlet Luo's hot gaze, he lowered his head, sighed, and helped him lie down, "She's fine, the operation went well, and she is resting in another ward now, and it is estimated that she will wake up soon." ”

"Where's the kid?" Scarlet Luo frowned and looked up at him, his deep eyes contained a deep sadness, mixed with a hint of anticipation, he was expecting, maybe there would be a miracle.

If he has a child, is he ......

Jing Yun lowered his head, helped him press the quilt, and avoided talking.

"Where's the kid?" Scarlet immediately realized something, and threw away the quilt violently, her eyes scarlet, "Isn't it ......?"

That scene came to his mind.

The intense blood color, under her body, on her pants, was full of traces of red penetration.

"Master......, isn't it ......" He couldn't bear to say a few words, it was his child, his first child.

He could only tug on Jing Yun's clothes and ask tremblingly.

Jing Yun nodded bitterly.

A movement made Scarlet Luo stunned, and he sat on the bed in a daze, his eyes instantly empty.

"Young master, you are still young, and the child will have it in the future." Jing Yun was a little worried when he saw Scarlet Luo's state, and he shook Scarlet Luo's shoulders in an attempt to pull back his consciousness.

"Without ......, there will be no more ......," Scarlet muttered godlessly, like a soulless body.

There will be no more, there will be no more.

He has decided that he will give his life for the sacrifice of Yan Yan, and he will not have any more children.

"Master, you go out first, I'll stay alone for a while." Scarlet looked out the window.

Autumn has arrived, the breeze is cool, but the trees are still lush and lush, and this year's climate is really different from previous years.

Outside the window, the magpie has built a nest in the towering tree, and the baby magpie is waiting to be fed, but unfortunately the mother magpie is missing.

Scarlet's eyes lingered on the nest.

Suddenly, my heart was relieved for a moment.

Maybe it's good that the kid is gone.

He's going to leave soon, and if the last fawn is pregnant at this time, what will the last deer do in the future? After the child is born, what will they do with the mother and child?

Perhaps this is the best outcome.

Scarlet's eyes were flushed, and tears filled her eyes.

That's good.

He repeated the words in his mind.

He tried to brainwash himself.

But he couldn't control the tears flowing downward.

Tears rolled across his injured face, and the potion was washed away by the tears, bringing a burst of pain, but not as much pain as in his heart.

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears.

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For the departure of the child, the mother will always be more broken than the father.

At this time, the last fawn had already cried until he fainted several times.

Mu Shuiyuan panicked and suppressed her among the people, hugged her and tried to imprison her, and kept talking to her.

But she seemed to be caught in her own world, and kept muttering, "I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant......"

"But the child is gone......"

"The child is gone......"

Mu Shuiyuan was distressed, and felt that his heart was pinched fiercely.

But there was nothing he could do, he couldn't do anything but hold her like this.

"Shui Yuan, did I do something wrong in my last life?" Mokoba grabbed Mumizubuchi's arm, tears streaming down his body.

"Why is my life so miserable? What exactly am I missing? ”

"Why did you come to punish me?" Once those bright and clear eyes were full of despair for life, and their eyes were as empty as a glass doll.

"It's just a strange disease, why do you want to take my child away?"

She almost fell into madness, and in the next second, she bit Mu Shuiyuan's arm fiercely.

Although Mu Shuiyuan was in pain, he felt even more sorry for her.

He gently soothed her, stroked her hair, and tried to take away her sadness, "Lu'er, be good." ”

"You've never done anything wrong?" He hugged her tightly, "You weren't punished, that kid was an accident, it's not your fault." ”

She let go of her mouth and cried back, "No! It's my fault! ”

"I shouldn't have gone there, I should have grabbed Yanyan, I should have been optimistic about her."

"I'm an adult, how can I let a child run around in such a dangerous place."

"It's all my fault."

She blames herself for everything.

In the place where Mu Shuiyuan couldn't see, he kept pinching himself, and he used hard to pinch out bruises one by one.

Scarlet Yan, who had just come back from outside the door, happened to see her, and she rushed over, "Little deer! Tear off her self-harming hand.

Only then did Mu Shuiyuan notice what the people in his arms had done, "Lu'er." ”

The bruises, and even the traces of bruising, all showed how sad she was.

With a "bang", Scarlet Yan knelt in front of Mo Xiaolu, she lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Mo Xiaolu who was crying miserably in front of her, "I'm sorry." ”

Mo Xiaolu froze, with tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, looking at her stupidly, the only remaining lucidity made her faintly surprised, "You ......"

Scarlet Yan raised her head and spoke, her little face full of apologies, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have taken you to the fighting ring." ”

"It's me who is too willful and I shouldn't be on stage."

"Please, don't do this to yourself again, it's all my fault."

A four- or five-year-old child knelt in front of Moxiaolu, with tears in his eyes, and kept pleading.

Such a scene is unacceptable to the simple-minded Mo Xiaolu.

She broke free from the embrace of the opening water abyss and hugged the scarlet Yan on the ground in her arms, "Yan Yan ......"

She didn't know what kind of emotions she would use for this child in the future.

Before, she knew the fate of this child in the future, but she did not make any efforts for her.

Now because of this child, her own child is gone.

Maybe this is karma.

Because of her indifference, God took her own child away.

The heart of the last fawn is like a needle prick.

It was like countless thorns piercing her heart together.

A small life, she just knew that she had given birth to a small life.

That little life left her resolutely.