Chapter 381
No matter what happens to Haidu now, it has nothing to do with her, Su Bai has fulfilled her responsibility, after that big battle, she is tired, she has sacrificed her most beloved person in order to protect more...... So, what else could she do? The current Su Bai is just an ordinary person.
There is nothing wrong with Su Bai living an ordinary life now, at least the pressure will not be so great, he does not need to take on any big responsibility, and he does not need to worry about the rise and fall of the country and give birth to a lot of gray hair.
In fact, Su Bai herself is not very willing to be the empress, after all, she feels that it is too tiring, and she prefers the life of ordinary people.
"And then, what happened to Haidu?"
"Later, the Seven Princes attacked Haidu, so I worked hard with you to resist the Seven Princes, and later you died in the war, and you chose to leave alone in order to protect Haidu and me. The Seventh Prince poisoned you, so that you slowly became an old man, and then slowly died, I held you that day, crying darkly, I feel that since you died, I have no desire to survive, I leaned on your tombstone, and fell asleep like this, and when I woke up, I found that I was back in modern times, I was lying in the hospital, I saw you again, and at the moment I saw you, I really felt that I was dreaming...... But even if I dream again, I want to hug you and cry, and I really did...... When I finished crying, I realized that you didn't know me, and besides, you weren't the ancient you, but even if you don't remember me, you don't know me...... As long as I, Su Bai, still remember you, I will continue to love you. Su Bai said very sincerely, she looked at Cheng Yubai, her eyes showed deep attachment and dependence, yes, the reason why Su Bai is still alive in modern times is because there is a Cheng Yubai in modern times, if God even deprives her of this last bit of hope, she thinks it is not interesting for her to live. Cheng Yubai has almost become all of Su Bai, Su Bai has no way to forget Cheng Yubai, the moment Cheng Yubai died, she still remembers it very clearly, even when she dreamed, she would cry her pillow wet.
"So, the reason why you follow me is because you treat me as Cheng Yubai, and you hug me and cry because you treat me as Cheng Yubai, but I don't remember it at all, I don't have any impression of what you said." Cheng Yubai frowned, he tried to think hard, tried to remember the things Su Bai said, but he still couldn't remember, maybe he really drank Meng Po's Lethe water and forgot all about the past!
"It doesn't matter, even if you can't remember it, we still have a future, I don't think we should stick to the past, as long as you are alive, as long as we can still see each other, I think we can start again, as long as we are still together...... But will you believe what I tell you? The reason why I don't tell people about my past is because I'm afraid that people will think of me as a madman, a psychopath. I'm talking to you about this today because I think you should understand me. Su Bai looked at him with some apprehension, Su Bai hoped that Cheng Yubai could really understand her, instead of treating her as a madman like everyone else, if so, then, what was the point of what she said? Those memories are precious things for Su Bai, and they can't be exchanged by anyone or anything.
"I believe you, I believe that all this you said is true, because your eyes tell me that you are not lying, your eyes are so pure and sincere." Cheng Yubai felt that what Su Bai said was true, because Su Bai really didn't need to make up such a lie to deceive him, and even if Su Bai didn't have any explanation, Cheng Yubai was willing to believe Su Bai, and in his subconscious, he should believe Su Bai.
"Really? That's great! As soon as Su Bai was excited, she rushed towards Cheng Yubai, hugged Cheng Yubai's neck, and rubbed a few times in his arms to express her joy.
"Su Bai, don't ...... like this" Cheng Yubai's face was slightly red, it was the first time he had been treated like this by a girl, and he would feel very shy and nervous.
"Well, I'm sorry, I'm so excited, don't mind, I scared you!" Su Bai really regretted it, she was excited just now and made this kind of misleading move, although she really wanted to hug Cheng Yubai, but she was also worried that Cheng Yubai would be scared away!
"It's okay, it's just, I hope you don't treat me as Cheng Yubai, I hope you just treat me as Cheng Yubai, after all, I'm the modern me." Whether it is a man or a woman, they don't want to be a stand-in for others, they all hope that the other party loves themselves as a person instead of his predecessor or his past life, he hopes that she loves such a simple him......
"Okay, since you don't like it, then I'll try to do it." Su Bai nodded, he could understand Cheng Yubai's thoughts, if it was her, she didn't want the other party to look at her like this, but she really couldn't forget Cheng Yubai.
Su Bai felt that they had spent so long, and it was time to go back, after all, she couldn't stay at Cheng Yubai's house for the night, let's see that the time was already 10 o'clock in the evening.
"Well, it's getting late, I think I should go back too, thank you for your hospitality tonight, we'll see you next time." Su Bai stood up and said to Cheng Yubai.
"It's late, it's not safe on the road, I'll send you back!" He got up and picked up his coat.
Cheng Yubai sent Su Bai back, there was a distance between the two communities, in the quiet night, neither of them spoke, Su Bai felt that even if she didn't speak, the atmosphere was not awkward at all, she enjoyed the time with Cheng Yubai alone, whether it was at home or outside, or in the community park, she felt that as long as she could be with Cheng Yubai, it was very beautiful.
"Be careful of Mr. Qin, Mr. Qin's character, you have been in the company for so long, you must know it, if he wants to be alone with you, you can call me, and I will arrive in time." Cheng Yubai was always a little uneasy, he was afraid that today's villa would happen again, so he couldn't help but advise. Although now, Cheng Yubai and Su Bai have not confirmed their relationship as lovers, the tacit understanding between them should belong to the lovers above friends!
There are some things that everyone knows, but they just don't puncture.