Yun Fei was surprised: "Yao'er, why do you say that? ”

Zhen Mengyao smiled bitterly: "You don't have to hide it from me, in fact, I know that you obviously want to leave me, and you don't want to get too close to me, lest you and I will be inseparable when we are together, right?" ”

Yun Fei was even more bitter in his heart, he wanted to say something, but it was difficult to say, so he could only smile bitterly. Zhen Mengyao continued: "I'm a girl, how can I not know the truth of being reserved, and I don't want others to think that I am a debauched person, and I look very cheap, right?" How can there be an innocent woman who always pesters a man? Oh, I hope ...... It's really what you think, I ...... Can I really...... Forget your ......"

Yun Fei's heart was sour, tears welled up in his eyes, he couldn't hold back the tears, and looked out of the car in a flash, but saw the lights outside, such a lively and prosperous scene, it was the first time he had seen it, but at this time he felt as if he was in a desolate wilderness, just like the kind of snow-capped snowfield that was chased and killed by Zang Ba and others, but unlike before, he found that he could no longer escape from this wilderness, and suddenly he felt that his whole body had no backbone, and he couldn't lift a little spirit.

Yun Fei only had a long sigh left in his heart, thinking of his own miserable voice, he lost his parents, other people's family love, he kept a vague memory tightly, he had no career, even though he had some skills now, but he was humiliated by Cao Zhi on the carriage as soon as he came out of the mountain. He lost his love, and all this made him feel that his whole body was completely emptied, and he was so confused that he didn't know why he wanted to live and what was the point of living.

For the first time in his life, he felt such a strong sadness, and the tears could no longer be held back, and slowly flowed down. Zhen Mengyao's heart was broken, leaning over and hugging his shoulders, Yunfei felt her tenderness and softness, and what made it most difficult to let go was that tenderness. When he was down, he relied on her support to change his fate. He suddenly had some doubts, was it right for him to do this, was it really for her good?

Zhen Mengyao said softly: "Brother Fei, you must not be a child of an ordinary family, Tao Qian will not frame you for no reason, he is so laborious to you, he must have a plan, not simply your mistake." You should have been a child of a family, you should have been a civil and military all-rounder, but now you have it, but you and I are about to separate, can you give me a few words as a parting gift? ”

Yun Fei knew that she wanted to let herself express her heart to her, but the reality was a little embarrassed, and after a moment of silence, she finally couldn't help but say: "It's difficult to say goodbye when we meet, the wind and snow are all over the place, my heart is dead, and the east wind accompanies the world." ”

The carriage stopped suddenly, it turned out that the carriage had left the town and came to the edge of the ferry, at this time they had reached the moment of separation, at this time, as long as Yunfei got out of the car and crossed the Yellow River, everything would start again, and they would also go their separate ways in the dark.

Zhen Mengyao was still snuggling up to Yunfei tightly, and her body couldn't help trembling slightly, making him can't bear to alarm her. In fact, he was secretly crying, but he didn't want to be seen by her, the two of them had been sitting silently, Zhen Yang outside didn't make a sound, quietly guarding outside, although this shrewd housekeeper couldn't fully understand their mood, but was affected by their parting sorrow. He knew their suffering, and he also felt the discomfort of worrying his heart, if Yun Fei told him that he had changed his mind at this time, he would definitely not object.

A burst of singing drifted over with the evening breeze, the song was intermittent, and the lyrics were: "The wind and dust are free in the night, and love and hatred are entangled." The colder the season, the only dream of the beautiful woman, the long past is sad, and the wind and snow are hateful. ”

The two people in the carriage listened to the singing quietly, and after a long time, Zhen Mengyao said: "Yes, what does the wind and snow have to do with me?" You and I can't stand those people who are carefree and windy, Brother Fei, you accompany me to the riverside for a walk. ”

The two jumped out of the carriage one after another, carrying a burden on their backs, Zhen Mengyao changed into men's clothes, and walked towards the river hand in hand, and after a while, they came to the river, but they saw the lights on the river flickering, and the sound of rocking oars faintly came.

The song came again, and the lyrics had been changed at this time, and the song was like crying, and they listened attentively, and the lyrics were: "Qingqing Zijin, leisurely my heart." Even if I don't go, Zining won't make a sound? Qingqingzi Pei, I think about it. Even if I don't go, Zining won't come? Picky and embarrassed, in the city. Not seen for a day, like March. ”

Zhen Mengyao suddenly wanted to cry, but she couldn't help herself from crying, she just stubbornly retreated Yun Fei and said, "Brother Fei, the ferry is about to leave, you go quickly, you will cherish it all the way, I will wait for you......"

Yun Fei forced himself to take a step, ran forward wildly, and when his figure was blurred, he suddenly stopped, and was just about to look back, but he heard Zhen Mengyao trembling behind him: "Brother Fei, you go quickly, go quickly, if you don't leave, you won't be able to catch the ferry......" Although she kept urging her, her voice became weaker and weaker, until she bent down and threw down her burden to hide her face and cry, which was very desolate.

Yun Fei was ruthless, he walked forward without looking back, he was afraid that he would never have the courage to leave as soon as he turned back, and after a while he had come to the ferry, the ferry slowly sailed towards the river, when he stood on the bow of the boat and looked at the shore, he saw a slender figure standing on the shore, her face could not be seen clearly in the night, but it was lonely and desolate.

The river whimpered and rolled, and the mournful singing voice kept coming from the evening breeze, Yunfei's nose was sour, and the tears rolled down again, he muttered to himself: "Yao'er, goodbye, this life and this life, I only hope you can see your grandfather as soon as possible, I hope you can be happy, I'm afraid it will be difficult for us to meet again!" ”

The river is getting farther and farther away, until it melts into the vast night, Yunfei is still standing at the bow of the boat and watching, Zhen Mengyao's voice is always in his ears, and what lingers in his mind is her voice and smile, he really hopes that he can jump down and float into the distance with the rolling river, and never worry about these hundred turns of sorrow again.

Yun Fei only felt that he was in a floating cloud, fluttering and not knowing where he was going, he put himself in this world, but there would be no warmth left for him in the world.

After several days of hurrying, Yunfei has been rushing to Xuzhou, he especially doesn't want to see anyone now, he just wants to isolate himself from the world, so he always rests during the day, until the evening starts to hurry, until the next day is almost noon, he does not rest on the road, just to fill his hunger with dry food, he will let himself be tired to exhaustion every day, let the physical pain replace the mental stalemate.