The imperial physician sighed and nodded, "Yes, the emperor has always been lonely, she has long been accustomed to being alone to guard the safety of the people of the entire Haidu, she has no friends and no relatives, only when Your Majesty you come back, the emperor feels a trace of happiness." ”

Su Bai suddenly felt a little guilty, she knew that Su Jin was a person who was not good at expressing her feelings, Su Jin was actually very gentle in her heart, but she always showed an indifferent look on the surface, but Su Bai never really understood Su Jin's inner thoughts, Su Bai always thought that Su Jin was forcing herself and asking herself to do something she didn't want to do.

Perhaps, Su Bai pursued herself too much, so she kept ignoring Su Jin's love for her.

Su Bai felt that if she was given another chance, she would definitely not be so angry with Su Jin again. It's a pity that there are no ifs and no so-called regret pills in this world. Once some people leave, they are gone forever, and there is no chance to keep them.

Su Bai asked people to arrange Su Jin's funeral, and then walked out of Su Jin's room by himself.

Su Bai now feels very depressed, as if a person who was originally very relaxed was suddenly pressed down on her shoulders, she couldn't shoulder this responsibility with her own strength, but she was forced to accept it and carry the safety of the entire Haidu people.

Perhaps, this is the responsibility of being an empress.

A little maid held a tray in her hand, hurriedly walked in front of Su Bai's eyes, and then bent down.

"Slaves and maids see Your Majesty." The little maidservant said.

Su Bai recognized this maidservant, she was serving in front of Su Jin.

She was in such a hurry to find herself, could it be that there was something important, or did this matter have something to do with Su Jin?

Su Bai immediately asked her to get up, "What's wrong?" What is so rushed? ”

The little maidservant handed the contents of the tray in her hand to Su Bai, and then said, "This is the slave maid ordered by the emperor...... After the death of the emperor, the slave and maid were ordered to hand over the things to His Majesty. ”

Su Jin was a little curious, she lifted the curtain, and then saw that it was a red fire lotus.

Su Bai was a little frightened, and she took two steps back.

"How...... How so? Su Bai thought to himself, didn't the fire lotus flower be eaten by Su Jin, why was the fire lotus still in front of him?

The maid said with some sadness, "Since Your Majesty gave this fire lotus to the first queen, the first emperor has been reluctant to eat it, she said that her illness has been terminally ill, even if it is a fairy, there is no way to cure it, so she doesn't want to waste such a good thing as the fire lotus in vain, and she doesn't want to waste a piece of His Majesty's hard work, so the first emperor chose to hide the fire lotus, and after she died, let the slave take it out and return it to His Majesty with his own hands." ”

"You mean, she refused to eat this fire lotus flower because it was for me?" Su Bai felt that it was really shocking, it was the first time she was treated so gently by a person, who would rather die of illness than leave her best things to her daughter.

"Yes......"

"Ugh." Things are already like this, even if Su Bai is sentimental, it is useless. "You take it to my palace and put it, I want to go out for a walk by myself."

"Yes."

Su Bai was alone, and slowly walked to the garden in the palace, she saw a sunflower planted in front of her, the last time she came, the guard at the door said that this sunflower was planted by Su Jin himself, mainly to commemorate Ah Liang, so no one was allowed to enter, so at that time, Su Bai was not able to go in.

Now, Su Bai is already the empress, naturally no one dares to stop Su Bai, and Su Bai easily enters.

Su Bai sat in front of the sea of sunflowers, looking at the golden patch in front of him, and couldn't help but feel a little emotional.

Cheng Yubai searched a lot before he found Su Bai here.

Cheng Yubai heard the news of Su Jin's death, and he knew that Su Bai must be very sad when he was alone in the palace at this time, so he came over to see her.

Cheng Yubai walked behind Su Bei, his tone was a little soft, "Your Majesty......" He opened his mouth, but then he didn't know what he should say, after all, he was not good at comforting people, nor was he good at saying some nice words, but his heart for Su Bai was true, and it was true that he wanted to comfort Su Bai.

"You don't have to say anything, I know you're just saying something to comfort me." Su Bai smiled, she was trying hard to make herself happy, trying to get rid of these gloomy emotions, trying to live a happier and sunier life, but, contrary to her wishes, she felt that her current self was forced to grow, to take responsibility, to protect Haidu, to do something she couldn't do at all, but had to do.

Su Bai is also very helpless, and her mood is also very heavy, but what can she do, she can't just leave this throne and run away from home.

Su Bai knew that she was no longer a teenage girl, and the rebellious period had long passed, so what she should do now was to think about how to do her job well.

However, Su Bai's heart is not here, what can he do.

Cheng Yubai sighed, "Su Bai, if you want to open up, you still have me." ”

"You?" Su Bai turned his head.

"Well, I'll be by your side until I die." He said this, not only to show Su Bai his loyalty, but more importantly, his affection for Su Bai.

Su Bai heard his words and was a little skeptical, "Really, do you know that people's lives are very long, and sometimes, what you say now, one day in the future, you may regret it." ”

"I've never been one to change my mind easily, and I'm sure you know that." Cheng Yubai made a decision, he will do it to the end, even if it is at the expense of his life, he will do it.

Su Bai thought, yes, Cheng Yubai has always kept his promises, or rather, the people of the White Horse Regiment are like this, they have been serving the royal family all their lives.

"Are you so good to me because I'm the Empress? Or is it because, just because I am Su Bai, I am such a simple person as Su Bai, except for my identity, will you still say this to me? Su Bai didn't know, if she was nothing, she was just an ordinary person, whether Cheng Yubai would treat her like this.

Cheng Yubai was slightly stunned.

"Since I first met you, you've been a civilian, and you've been nothing, and I've not been following you all the time." He said.