Hearing Chen Yu's words, Mo Luo's whole person was a little confused, his eyes stopped in a daze, and he seemed to have lost his vitality.

Emotionally controlled?

What does that mean?

Angry?

No, that situation just now didn't look like anger at all.

"What do you mean?"

Chen Yu looked away, but this time he didn't look at the sea, but at the sky, the clouds floating and colliding with each other.

That's what it means literally. ”

Moreau was still a little confused, but he was anxious.

When did this child become so incomprehensible and incomprehensible?

"To be clear, I don't understand you like this. ”

"Tell me clearly?" Chen Yu didn't turn his head, and suddenly asked, "Mo Luo, do you know how my writing wheel eye awakened?"

Moreau was stunned for a moment, "How did you wake up?"

"Awakened in despair. ”

Mo Luo's mouth opened slightly, this way of awakening is a bit special, and at the same time, he is a little distressed by Chen Yu, awakened in extreme despair, what did he go through.

"At first, these eyes were awakened when I thought that Little Black had been devoured by the white-haired lion, and he was in despair, and his head was bulging and almost bursting open. ”

Ignoring whether Moreau was listening or not, Chen Yu continued, "At first, the writing wheel eye was just a hook jade, and it has grown into a kaleidoscope to the present, and every evolution in it has followed the riot of my emotions. ”

"I think you remember that rainy night six years ago. ”

"Remember..... It was on that night that he brought you back from the orcs. Moreau nodded, that terrifying bowl, I'm afraid he will never forget it in his life.

The rain was heavy, and the thin and thin body dragged a horizontal knife that was incomparably worse than himself, and his eyes were dull, like a walking corpse walking towards the orc.

At first, Moreau thought that he would be dismembered by the orcs and become the opponent's belly.

However, Chen Yu shocked his eyeballs fiercely.

That night was the first time he had rediscovered what it meant to be a horror, Susanoo, a huge skeleton with a strange black flame burning all over his body.

Moreau admits that the moment he first saw Susanoo, his feet went limp, and he collapsed in the mud.

That extreme evil qi is like the only one on the Hell Death, and the sharp bone claws seem to be able to cut through the void and cut people apart from the air.

At that time, Moro, who thought that Susa Nenghu was already the strongest, opened his mouth so much that he could stuff an egg in the next second.

"Amaterasu"!

Even if the rain is pouring down, the strange and eerie black flame can ignore the fuel, ignore the theorem of water and fire, and burn the orcs one by one in the torrential rain.

And it's not just a simple incineration, it's an instantaneous ash.

From a full orc to a few wisps of ash that don't even exist, the whole process takes less than a second.

"Grandpa's death opened my eyes and evolved into a kaleidoscope. ”

"Well, I know, because I've been around. Mo Luo wanted to say something comforting, but when he saw Chen Yu's trance gaze at this moment, he changed his words strangely.

"That night was the first time I had an emotional outburst, and the first time I was dominated by emotions. Chen Yu's eyes narrowed, and he continued, "At that time, I was not conscious, or I was already unconscious. ”

"I'm crazy killing, crazy killing, killing ......" Chen Yu's voice gradually trembled, and there was a trace in his eyes, "Until, I can't open my eyes anymore, I can no longer see ......"

"Chen Yu!" Mo Luo was stunned for a moment, stepped forward and hugged Chen Yu in his arms, this almost two-meter big man, trembling all over at the moment.

At this moment, through this thin body, he seemed to feel Chenyu's anger, Chenyu's fear, Chenyu's helplessness, Chenyu's despair....

Six years, six years, since the moment Chen Yu got on the ship, he seemed to seal his heart and hide himself with a cold expression.

Mo Luo didn't ask about these things, and Chen Yu never took the initiative to mention them, as if they had never happened and never existed.

The pirates on the Night Charm all felt that Chenyu was strong and felt safe following him, but Moro knew that Chenyu was fragile and weak.....

It is precisely because of his vulnerability, because of his weakness, that he will disguise himself with a cold outside, so that others will not notice what he is thinking.

Facial paralysis is caused by a locked heart.

is strong because his heart has been hit hard.

Superficial strength is not absolute.

Only when the heart is strong is really strong!

Although Mo Luo wanted to ask Chen Yu why he was unusually today, he confided in him, but feeling the trembling body in his arms, he restrained it.

.......

"Moreau, do you want to ask me why I took the initiative to bring up these past events today. ”

Morrow was stunned, his mouth tugging.

"Because, I seem, I am dominated by emotions!" Chen Yu broke free from Moreau's arms and sat on the deck, regardless of whether it was cold or not, and continued.

"The first time was at Pearl Harbor, when I stormed the orc battleship alone, and if it weren't for the crows who brought me back and woke me up, I probably wouldn't have woken up. ”

"That time?"

Chen Yu nodded and said, "The second time, it was in the wheelhouse just now, this time, even I couldn't predict it, silently, I was almost dominated." ”

"How is that possible?"

Chen Yu looked at him and said in a deep voice: "It's true, the first two times were a little omen, because grandpa, because of the desperate situation, I can still say that I broke out, but this time it's not normal." ”

Speaking of this, Chen Yu hesitated for a moment, looked at Mo Luo, who was sitting on the cold deck with him, and said, "This time, I can't find a reason for my emotional outburst. ”

"Chenyu!" Morrow's expression was a little complicated, and he stretched out his hand to rub the child, who was only thirteen years old. According to the normal situation, children at the age of thirteen should still be under the wings of their parents, growing up carefree and having a perfect childhood.

And Chen Yu's childhood was almost all ......

killing, cultivating, killing, cultivating, killing, cultivating.....

This is really unfair to Chen Yu.

Don't think that Chen Yu looks like he can be on his own now, in fact, it's because he has experienced a lot, crying, suffering, and despair, which can grow up quickly.

Everyone will usher in the baptism of growth, and the reason why it is different is just the speed of time.

It's brutal, but it's unavoidable.

"Moreau, the reason why I am telling you today is because I find that I am becoming more and more unable to control myself. ”

"What is the source, what caused it in the first place, can you find it?" Moro suddenly asked, everything has a source, and the same is true of this emotional outburst.

When Mo Luo asked this, Chen Yu was a little stunned, his eyes gradually drifted away, and he fell into deep thought.

Mo Luo knew that in this case, it was best not to disturb Chen Yu, otherwise it would backfire, and it would be possible for Chen Yu's current situation to deteriorate.

In the middle of the night, Chen Yu's deep and faint voice sounded.

"I seemed to notice something was wrong. ”

"What is it?!" Morrow asked.

"The orc time, it was my writing wheel eyes that opened, and I fell into a rage with autumn water in my hand. And this time, "Chen Yu paused slightly, suddenly stood up, looked at the sea in the distance, and muttered: "It's that white dragon!"

"White Dragon?" Moro was surprised, this reversal changed a little quickly.

"Yes. Chen Yu nodded, then pulled out Qiushui from the knife holster, and pointed at Qiushui's red scabbard, "Qiushui, it's a dragon slaying knife!"

"Dragon Slaying Knife?!!! is it a Dragon Slaying Knife" Moreau was stunned, he never thought that the knife he had accidentally obtained was such a big source that it turned out to be a Dragon Slaying Knife.

"That's right, it's a dragon slaying knife!" Chen Yu affirmed, "Usually it's not abnormal, but it's precisely because it's a dragon slaying knife that it wakes up the moment it meets the white dragon." ”

"Evil Qi, the ultimate and pure evil Qi!" Chen Yu handed Qiu Shui to Mo Luo, "At the moment of confronting the White Dragon, I felt an unprecedentedly strong evil qi from Qiu Shui. ”

Mo Luo was slightly stunned, took the autumn water from Chen Yu's hand, lowered his head and looked at it carefully, but he didn't find it in the slightest.

"I think that at the moment of meeting the white dragon, Qiushui really woke up. Chen Yu pondered, "It was also after that, I felt that a nameless anger would inexplicably rise in my heart, as if there was something to rush out all the time. ”

"Today, perhaps, it's just a medium. Chen Yu guessed: "Perhaps, it is precisely because of the awakening of the autumn water and the strong evil qi that my mind is not firm enough, so it is affected." ”

"Is it possible?"

"Maybe!" Chen Yu affirmed.

Mo Luo showed a thoughtful expression, then picked up the autumn water, lifted it, and was about to go to the sea, so frightened that Chen Yu hurriedly jumped up, snatched it from his hand, and scolded angrily: "What do you want to do!"

Mo Luo looked at Chen Yu and sighed slightly, "Since it affects you, then don't do it." ”

"It's mine now!" Chen Yu replied coldly, Qiushui was now his reverse scales, just like a black crow.

"I'll give it to you!"

Hearing this, Chen Yu was silent for a moment, but he was holding Qiushui with both hands, his eyes struggling, gritting his teeth, and then he said sonorously: "It's dead, I'm dead!"

"If one day I really lose control, please don't hesitate..... Kill me......."