Although Sheng Xiaofa's days are more depressing, or although the daily things to do are more complicated, so it seems a little boring, but he will still take a little time to pay attention to the trends in the court, when Luo Zhan would enter the palace before, this matter was mainly Luo Zhan said to Sheng Xiaova, no matter what aspect he said, trivial or useful, in short, picking out some important news from that pile of things is also a test for Sheng Xiaohua.

And that's how the habit was formed. It wasn't until he started collecting news that Sheng Xiaofa discovered the complexity and enormity of these news, before Luo Zhan told him that he should have selected something, and now these news came to his mind together, Sheng Xiaohua could only say that he was very grateful to Luo Zhan.

The news collected by Sheng Xiaofa is actually quite small, and the imperial court is also going to have a holiday when the New Year is approaching, and the news of the previous dynasty has become much less, even if the people who usually taste the palace are now shrinking at home and preparing for the New Year. But Sheng Xiaofa found that in the past two days, there have been more people entering the palace, and as soon as they entered the palace, they went to the emperor's imperial study. This means that they are discussing things now, or that something has happened in the current court or the world.

When thinking about these things every day, Sheng Xiaofa will always wander. The consequence of being distracted is to try to ignore what Li Ruoxin said, but Li Ruoxin will never show a little impatience or anger for such a thing. Sometimes even Sheng Xiaofa himself feels embarrassed.

"I seem to be wandering again?" Sheng Xiaofa sighed, the current emperor covered this matter very tightly, and he knew what it meant to not say much, so he didn't even dare to ask more, so he could only look at the many people coming and going in the imperial study, and he didn't know what he was discussing, and his whole heart was like being scratched by a cat.

Li Ruoxin smiled, and sure enough, he didn't look angry at all, "It's okay, who wouldn't be distracted?" ”

Sheng Xiaofa couldn't tell what Li Ruoxin was thinking, the shallow smile on the corner of her mouth really made people feel very uncomfortable, that kind of unfamiliar politeness was more terrible than not being angry. Li Ruoxin is so smart, she must know what is going on in the current court - no, why didn't she go home for the New Year? Now that she is a celebrity in front of Concubine Yuan, can she repair a few days of vacation?

"Will you too?"

Li Ruoxin was very amused by Sheng Xiaofa's words and asked, "Am I not human?" ”

Sheng Xiao Vamo paused for a long time before he opened his mouth and asked, "Do you want to go home for the New Year?" ”

"No, but." Li Ruoxin replied lightly, closed the book in his hand, poured the tea, and then pushed the tea in front of Sheng Xiaofa, "Do you want to talk to me?" ”

Sheng Xiaofa immediately changed his posture, and did it upright, and now he couldn't remember any of the words and thoughts that were circulating in his head before, he only looked at Li Ruoxin, but he smiled at Li Ruoxin.

"What do you look like? Listen to the story? Although Li Ruoxin smiled like this, he still kept his smile in the next moment, and slowly said, "Where did I talk last time?" Hmm-I have a brother I don't like. ”

"I also have a dad I don't like." Li Ruoxin narrowed his eyes, as if recalling the appearance of his father in his head, "He is not a good father to me, but to my younger brother, he is indeed a qualified father." And my mother, who is also a qualified mother of my younger brother. But not for me. ”

"When my dad was young, he liked to gamble, and he lost a lot of money, and then won my mother back. The life between the two is not too good, but it is not bitter in the end. But then after I was born, there was an extra mouth in the family, so it was a lot more bitter. The first time my dad left me in the snow was picked up by an aunt next door. At that time, I didn't have a brother because my father gambled and lost all the family property. ”

"The second time I was thrown away was three months after my brother was born. But I was four years old at the time, so I walked back on my own. I was too young to support myself. So I had to go back, even if that home could hardly be called my home. ”

"The third time I was sold, but because I was in very good health when I was young, it may have been exercised by hard work, so my father thought of a way to save money, he sold me to see if I could run back. In that case, he can sell me a second or third time. ”

"There were only two successful escapes, because his reputation was not very good after that, so after the fourth time he was sold, the boss took special care of me and broke my leg. When I escaped and went back, I found that the family of three was doing well. ”

"I wasn't eight years old."

"To sum up, I hate my dad."

Sheng Xiaofa didn't know what to say for a while, what the little palace maid in front of her said today seemed to be completely opposite to what she said before, she said that she had to study hard, because only in this way could she make her life better, but now her childhood was spent in flight and abuse, where is the time to study?

And, why didn't she leave?

Sheng Xiaofa wanted to put himself in Li Ruoxin's shoes and imagine what kind of mood Li Ruoxin was like at that time, but now looking at Li Ruoxin's calm eyes, as if telling other people's stories, he only felt as if something was stuck in his throat and blocked all the feelings he wanted to say and express.

"Are you trying to ask me why I didn't leave this house? I was over seven years old at the time, and I was able to support myself even if I went to steal from the streets, and when I was older, I could go to work. Or enter the palace early. But I extended that time by more than a decade. ”

Sheng Xiaofa could only nod, Li Ruoxin smiled, but this time he didn't quickly restrain the smile on his face, and the smile bathed in the winter sun made her whole person look extraordinarily warm.

"But why should I go? If I leave, won't their family of three be able to live in harmony with Meimei? Li Ruoxin's words were very light, but they knocked over Sheng Xiaofa's last bit of emotion, and the unspeakable feelings kept rolling in his stomach, making him not know how to comfort the person in front of him.

And the person in front of him doesn't need to be comforted. These things that happened more than ten years ago, or a few years ago, or more than half a year ago, suddenly became very far away, far away, and far away became a past. And it was a time that he couldn't touch.

So have you taken your revenge?

So what did you do?

What about your mom and dad and brother?

Why did you enter the palace?

Are you still ······

"That's the end of today's story." Li Ruoxin stretched his waist, got up from the stool, and bowed to Sheng Xiaohua, "For half a month, I have to thank Master Sheng for taking in the little girl, and let the little girl take in this eaves for an hour every day." ”

"It's just a gesture." Sheng Xiaohua frowned, he was very dissatisfied with Li Ruoxin's current performance, as if the next thing to say was to thank you for taking care of me, I don't need your care in the future, I am going to fly alone Yunyun's words.

However, Li Ruoxin was indeed beyond Sheng Xiaofa's expectations, she raised her head and winked playfully, "Now it's time for me to repay Master Shan." ”

There have been a lot of things recently, and it stands to reason that Sheng Xiaofa can fall asleep, and if he thinks too much about things in his head, he will feel very tired and want to sleep, but after Li Ruoxin told him these news today, Sheng Xiaohua lost sleep. Although the movement in the imperial court is already obvious, the people who originally took annual leave have returned to the imperial court one after another, and every day the emperor's imperial study is an endless stream of people coming and going, except for the problems of border defense and civil strife, Sheng Xiaofa can't think of anything else.

But because his identity is sensitive, he doesn't even dare to ask more, so he can only rely on his own guesses, even so, he can be sure that in the current court, except for those ministers who are directly involved in these things, others should also use the same method of guessing as him, but the accuracy of guessing is different.

But he didn't expect Li Ruoxin to know these things clearly. This can be regarded as one of the reasons why Sheng Xiaofa feels a little insomnia, but one more reason is Li Ruoxin's identity. The fact that she was able to know this information showed that she was not a simple person, or rather not a simple person, and that there were others standing behind her. Although he didn't know who that person was, what he thought and what he was going to do, Li Ruoxin chose not to hide it from himself.

This incident is one of the reasons why Sheng Xiaofa has the most insomnia.

I know Li Ruoxin's completeness, no, I am about to know her completeness, in addition to the gradually complete past, there is also the present that she does not hide from herself.

Sheng Xiaofa hesitated, but it was here.

When he recognized Luo Daiying before, he even thought about whether he could rely on Luo Daiying's ability to climb a relationship with Luo Zhan, but since he met Li Ruoxin, this idea has indeed completely disappeared from his mind, and now that Li Ruoxin suddenly mentioned the question of his future, Sheng Xiaohua suddenly remembered that he had a simple purpose before.

He smiled slightly, how can you say this, now that Li Ruoxin is also included in the target, he is not pure?

Sheng Xiaofa turned over, and slowly sketched out Li Ruoxin's eyebrows and eyes in his mind.