Chapter 161: True Feelings
Sit and watch the clouds roll and listen to the flowers bloom and fall. He is not in his position, and he is not in power.
Then, Zheng Sheng suddenly remembered what Liu Wei'er said in the morning: "Shizi, don't be angry, drink tea to moisten your throat." ”
With a little openness, he finally understood why this sentence could suddenly dispel his anger.
What is it? is a ...... The sense of reality is actually the real sense of his life in the present.
Zheng Sheng felt ridiculous, he had lived here for several years, and he had experienced the fear of life and death.
Zheng Sheng carefully tasted the feeling brought to him by the smiling girl beside him, and he had to admit that his feeling was right.
Zheng Sheng couldn't help but start asking himself: What has he regarded this place as all these years? Is it a brainwave simulation game? Or is it a dream?
Did he think he was acting? To Madame Wang, he played the role of a filial son; to Qiu Fuzi, playing the role of a deferential student; For Liu Wei'er, they played the young master, the tiger guard battalion, played the main general, and played various roles corresponding to all kinds of people.
Coupled with that magical exchange scale, in his heart, he didn't even regard this place as a real world in which he lived.
It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.
He has lived like this for several years. All these years, is he still him? Is he still the same person who has been reading books on his little desk for more than ten years?
In other words, who is Zheng Sheng, the son of the Marquis of Shunyang Danyin Pavilion, who lived in the Yuankang period of the Western Jin Dynasty? Is it him in the Hereafter? Or is Zheng Sheng, who has future memories, not dead, he is Zheng Sheng?
Zheng Sheng once again fell into deep philosophical contemplation.
Liu Wei'er was extremely depressed, she spent a lot of words, and it was easy to make Zheng Sheng, who had been bitter, laugh. According to past experience, his good mood will last at least for a while. She and Qing'er naturally don't have to worry about it anymore.
Outcome......
"Shizi, are you alright?" Liu Wei'er asked in a low voice.
Zheng Sheng came back to his senses from his speculation, and asked Liu Wei'er a strange question with his backhand: "Who am I?" ”
Liu Yan'er's eyes widened, her eyes were three points strange and seven points worried, "Shizi, are you okay?" Who are you? You're you! ”
"Am I me? So who am I? No. Eh, I can't tell you! Zheng Sheng rubbed his aching head.
"Shizi, you are you, I am me, Qing'er is Qing'er, everyone, is their respective him. Shizi, what are you thinking about again? Liu Wei'er asked.
"Well, you're right. I am me, you are you, and everyone is everyone. Everyone lives here. Everyone is equal. I, of course, am one of them. Zheng Sheng was relieved. Yes, he is him, Zheng Sheng who lives in the Jin Kingdom. He was a child and in the 21st century, just his memory.
Thinking about this layer, he finally understood what was going on with that layer of his vague sense of isolation from everyone?
It was his involuntary rejection of the world.
He comes from the future, has a prophet, and a powerful set of golden fingers. But he escaped from Lijia Village, and even his biological mother, Mrs. Wang, did not want to get close to him. Because he has been worried that his true identity will be exposed, which will lead to an unexpected ending. Therefore, he has always had a fear of the world. Even in the face of his relatives and friends, it is difficult to let go of his guard and open his heart.
So much so that he got an evaluation of honesty and kindness from the outside world. Zheng Sheng feels very funny, he is just withdrawn and introverted, how can he be hooked with "Qing" and "Straight"?
Whether he is honest or not, Zheng Sheng feels that he needs to make some changes. This was his sudden realization: is he going to live with a mask for the rest of his life? Why do you have to live so tired?
Feel free! Relax! Let's be real!
Liu Wei'er didn't know what Zheng Sheng was thinking, but she saw that he had recovered a relaxed look, so she said softly: "Shizi, are you tired?" It's getting dark! It's time for dinner, I'll go get it. ”
Zheng Sheng looked at her figure and suddenly stopped her, Liu Wei'er turned her head and said with a smile: "Shizi, what else do you have to do?" ”
Zheng Sheng paused suddenly, he touched his nose in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I was wrong." I shouldn't be angry with you in the morning, and I shouldn't be busy all the time to stop you from practicing martial arts during this time. ”
Liu Wen'er was stunned when she heard this, she couldn't help but cover her mouth and chuckle, Zheng Sheng saw clearly how happy her mood was from her smiling eyebrows, and couldn't help but say, "What are you laughing at?" I'm apologizing, be serious. ”
Liu Wen'er put down her hand, and the corners of her mouth were still slightly raised, "Well, well, I accept Shizi's apology." Then, if the prince really doesn't want me to learn martial arts, I won't learn it. ”
"Martial arts, of course. But, you are not allowed to swear anything, or do any sworn guards to defend me. Zheng Sheng responded warmly in his heart.
Liu Wei'er suddenly remembered something, and she hurriedly said, "Yes, I know." I'm going to get food. Wait a minute! ”
She hurried to the kitchen door, suddenly thought of something, and couldn't help but exclaim, "Oops, I seem to have forgotten business!" ”
Zheng Sheng picked up a letter and read it, and after a while, he turned his head to look at the door, patted his face, and muttered: "This little girl is only eleven years old this year, isn't it too ......?"
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"This time, Runan and Wei Boyu bullied me so much, what do you say I should do?" Sima Wei held the long sword in his hand and said coldly.
Under the hall, there were seven or eight cronies of the king of Chu who were wearing armor or robes, they looked at each other a few times, and a middle-aged man stepped out of the crowd, "The king, the fame of Dazai and Taibao in the world should not be moved lightly." ”
Sima Wei snorted coldly, "Gongsun Hong, do you want to advise me not to deal with them?" ”
Gongsun Hong laughed and said, "King, we alone are not enough to deal with these two people. Therefore, it is still necessary to look for external forces. This time, with the help of the queen's mother, the king was able to stay in the capital and not return to the kingdom. ”
He suddenly whispered, "If you want to do this, you must do it." It is better to follow the example of the previous one, unite the queen and act and eradicate ......" he clenched his fists.
Sima Wei's face changed, and he sat down sullenly, "It is naturally best to unite the Jia clan, but the Jia clan is powerful, if this thing is successful, I am afraid it will be difficult to restrain it." After the Yang family, there is the Jia family? and the country is not good. ”
Gongsun Hong smiled: "The king has the Chinese army, and this time he will get rid of the king of Runan, and his prestige will definitely be greatly enhanced......
A young man with a thin body and a short beard stepped forward and said, "Great King! In this case, why don't you get rid of King Runan and the Jia family together? ”
Everyone was terrified.
Sima Wei narrowed his eyes and was silent, thinking about his thoughts.
"Qisha people, is this trip inappropriate? In any case, the Jia clan is our ally, how can such an approach win the trust of the world? A heavily armored general reprimanded.
Everyone in the hall nodded.
"General Yulindu, you are a general in the army, just follow the king's orders and do your duty, the general doesn't understand the rest of the things."
"I don't understand? I ......"
Sima Wei said slowly: "Okay, don't make noise." This matter will be discussed later. ”
Everyone dispersed, but Sima Wei finally left Changshi Gongsun Hong and Sheren Qisheng to continue the secret conversation.
It wasn't until the sun set that the two left the palace. Saying goodbye to each other, Qi Sheng took his own ox cart and walked to Yonghe to live alone.
Qi Sheng is good at wine and food, and as the most trusted subordinate of the King of Chu, as Sima Wei's momentum rises, he naturally does a lot of "majestic" things.
For example, the Qishe people have always eaten overlord meals when they eat out. Living alone, it is like his own dinner table, allowing him to come and go freely. He never paid for a meal.
Today, however, the Kisha people seem to be in trouble.
Puzzled, he asked, "Food?" Chief Cui, what's going on? ”
Cui Xiaoyi, the head of Dubu House, half-bowed his waist and said softly: "Lord Qi, the main family has been strictly checking the accounts recently, and I'm really sorry." ”
Qi Sheng was furious, "Okay, Cui Daoan's ......"
Qi Sheng suddenly realized that something was wrong with this matter: Cui Daoan was a son of the Cui family in Qinghe, although his family was also a famous family, but he was a member of the King of Chu.
Cui Daoan's subordinates, as for offending the king of Chu because of a meal? That's not right......
He was stunned for a moment, then suddenly smiled: "Brother Dao'an has set a new rule? Hahaha, in that case, I can't help but give Brother Dao'an face. ”
He got up and took a money bag from his family, and handed it to Cui Xiaoyi hand by hand, "In this way, you and I are all right, how good it is." ”
Cui Xiaoyi touched the money bag in his hand at a loss, and couldn't help but exclaim, "Lord Qi, you give too much money......
Qi Sheng leaned into his ear and hooked his shoulders with him, and it seemed that the relationship between the two seemed to be very harmonious. Qi Sheng said softly: "Master Cui, I gave you face, should you also tell me the truth of this matter." Don't forget, my king is the general in charge of the entire Luoyang City Army! You dare to lie to me, don't say it's this one-step house, it's the Qinghe Cui family...... Heh......"
Cui Xiaoyi suddenly lost color, and the money bag fell to the ground. Qi Sheng picked it up and handed it to him, "I'm going to pay off the debt I owe." Say hello to Brother Dao An on my behalf. Let's go! ”
Qi Sheng frowned and walked outside.
Director Cui followed him out of the elegant room, and then he asked in a loud voice: "Cui Qihu, you guy, where did you go?" ”
The diners stopped eating or talking in surprise, and looked at Cui Xiaoyi, who has always been a kind person on weekdays, what happened to make him so out of shape.
A smile appeared on the corner of Qi Sheng's mouth, and he continued to walk out unhurriedly.
The young guy who Cui Xiaoyi wanted to reprimand came up in surprise and dazed.
I only heard Cui Xiaoyi scolding: "Wei Taibao's two young grandsons have been sick recently, and they specially asked for Curie's five-color porridge with lotus root, see what time it is, you idiot!" It's not too late! ”
Qi Sheng's footsteps paused, and he was suddenly shocked. Immediately, as if with two wings on the soles of his feet, he quickly "escaped" from the solitary house.
Wei Qiang? Wei Qian wants to deal with him?
No, this is just an excuse, what Wei Qian wants to deal with is the king of his family!