An Xiabai has never suffered such a grievance, even if he asks for equality between people, but he is still uncomfortable when he is treated differently like this.

And Lu Li, the most fierce is also entangled in these things, basically has no time to see An Xiabai, let alone know the sadness in her heart, so An Xiabai feels that she is becoming more and more estranged from the male protagonist.

"Lu Li, is this the love you are talking about?"

An Xiabai supported her chin with one hand, her eyes looked out the window, there were tears in her eyes, and she stubbornly refused to fall.

She thought that since she entered the palace, all kinds of things had happened, but many things were not what she wanted to happen, and sometimes she didn't even know the reason. Why did he suffer so many grievances here, why did he suffer so many things that should not belong to him in the first place?

The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt, and An Xiabai thought that she couldn't stay here, otherwise something might not happen in the future.

An Xiabai took out a pen and paper, sat at the table next to him, and wrote down the things and moods he had experienced during this time. She wanted to tell Lu Li that she was really tired, otherwise he wouldn't have chosen to give up. She is not a person who is used to giving up halfway, but this kind of life makes him feel meaningless, but consumes his enthusiasm for life.

"Lu Li, I'm sorry, I can't afford your love!"

An Xiabai put the letter under his pillow, hastily packed up some things, and left while everyone in the palace was asleep.

Before leaving, she looked back at her room. He remembered that once in this room, the lights were flickering, and she and Lu Li sat under the candles. She remembered that Lu Li said that she would always love him and would not let him be wronged.

Things are people, and if you want to talk, tears will flow first, but An Xiabai can't shed a single tear at the moment. Did you cry out of your tears? Maybe, An Xiabai only felt that he was tired and didn't want to have any worries.

The people in the Anxia White House found out that she was missing early the next morning, although they didn't pay much attention to Anxia Bai recently, but they didn't miss any of the steps to do and the process to go.

When the maid who often waited for An Xiabai came to dress An Xiabai, not only did she not find any trace of An Xiabai, but she also found that even An Xiabai's room was cleaned up, and it was as if no one had slept at all last night.

She rummaged through An Xiabai's wardrobe, looked at the bed again, and found that An Xiabai's things were gone, and she felt that something was wrong.

She hurriedly asked people to tell the emperor that after all, An Xiabai was Lu Li's favorite woman, after all, even if many people criticized An Xiabai, Lu Li still trusted her very much.

When Lu Li arrived at Anxiabai's room, the palace maids and eunuchs in Anxiabai's palace knelt on the ground. They trembled, and each lowered their heads and kept silent, for fear that Lu Li would blame them.

"Say, where did the queen go?"

The voice was low but angry, his brows were furrowed and worried, Lu Li kept moving around the room, he didn't know where An Xiabai would go.

"Your Majesty...... Minion...... I don't know! ”

As soon as the eunuch kneeling on the ground answered, Lu Li immediately walked to his side, raised his foot and kicked him aside, and the man immediately fell to the ground on all fours.

"Don't know? I have asked you to serve the Queen. Is that what you serve? You don't know where the queen went, what else do you know? ”

The face is red, the ears are red until the base of the neck, the green tendons on the neck are bursting up, the eyes are wide, and the mouth is open.

Recently, Lu Li has been angry because the ministers are talking about replacing the queen, and she hasn't eaten properly for several days. I finally fell asleep this morning and learned the news that An Xia Bai was missing.

Her lips were chapped and almost bleeding, the red blood in her eyes was distinct, he had a headache and his head was swollen, and he felt that there were many ants running in his heart.

"Has anything unusual happened to the queen recently?"

He wanted to know everything about An Xiabai, even if it was just a little, but none of the people kneeling on the ground answered his question.

"Get out, quick!"

Lu Li no longer wanted to see everyone in this room, not at all.

For a while, Lu Li was the only one left in the room. She was worried, especially worried about An Xiabai's safety. She lost her memory, she couldn't remember many things, and she finally rekindled her trust in herself, and now she left like this, how could she not even leave a word?

Lu Li was sad, and tears soon filled his eyes. Her eyes were red, thinking about what had happened to the two of them.

She was sad, worried, entangled, regretful, he thought, if only he could come to see An Xiabai often recently, if only he could solve the gossip in the harem in time, maybe she wouldn't leave in a bad mood.

Lu Li sat on An Xiabai's bed for a long time, she gently stroked An Xiabai's futon, and when he touched An Xiabai's pillow, he suddenly felt as if he had touched something.

"Letter?"

Lu Li's breathing stopped for a few seconds, she quickly took out the envelope under An Xiabai's pillow, and then hurriedly read it.

"Your Majesty, thank you for being kind to me during this time, but I can't bear the love you give me.

Maybe the love you understand is different from the love I understand. What I want is a couple for the rest of my life, but your love will be shared among so many women in the world.

I don't want to be one of your many women, and I don't want to live by looking at whose face I am, so please don't blame anyone else.

Maybe my departure is a good thing for you, at least I think it's a good thing in the eyes of the rest of the harem.

After I'm gone, there will be no more gossip in the palace, and no one will force you to make any decisions.

I've had enough of living a life of looking at people's faces, and now I want to be myself. Please don't look for me, please don't burden me. If you love me, don't blame anyone else.

Ann Xia Bai, respectfully! ”

Such a letter made Lu Li burst into tears, he didn't know what An Xiabai had encountered in the palace during this time, she didn't know why An Xiabai would say so many things that made her aggrieved?

An Xia Bai said in the letter that if Sheng Rujing hadn't often taken her out of the palace to play, I'm afraid he wouldn't have been able to hold on until now. Could it be that the palace is just breathless for him? Lu Li couldn't understand, let alone accept the reason why An Xiabai left.

He asked Sheng Rujing to be called, he wanted to know the reason why An Xiabai left the palace every time, and he wanted to know where they went every time they left.

"Your Majesty, are you looking for me?"

Sheng Rujing didn't know the news that An Xiabai had left the palace, she only felt that Lu Li's anger was very strong, so he didn't dare to gasp for a while.

"Sheng Rujing, I want to ask you, why do you often take the queen out of the palace? Don't you know it's dangerous? ”

The anger emanating from Lu Li's body when he spoke made Sheng Rujing have to tell the truth.

"Your Majesty, the queen mother is always depressed, he is depressed many times, can't sleep at night, and doesn't know how to eat. In order to let him stay in the palace with peace of mind, in order to make her feel better, I will take her out of the palace to play and relax. ”

Sheng Rujing lowered her head, she told the truth, but Lu Li was obviously not very satisfied with his answer. She didn't know why her palace made An Xiabai so dissatisfied, so that she was always in bad spirits.

"Sheng Rujing, do you really think I'm a fool? Why is the queen always in a bad mood? Where did you go every time you left the palace? ”

Lu Li slapped the table, Sheng Rujing didn't know how to answer. He is not An Xiabai, so naturally he doesn't know why people are in a bad mood.

"Sheng Rujing, if the queen hadn't run away from home, I'm afraid I would never have known that every time the queen secretly left the palace, you took it out. This time, he left without even telling you. He also left me such a letter, and you explain it to me. ”

Lu Li threw the letter left by An Xiabai in front of him, and Sheng Rujing was also very shocked after reading the letter. He didn't expect An Xiabai to secretly leave this time, let alone that An Xiabai had already sold him secretly.

"Your Majesty, I ......"

Sheng Rujing was hard to argue, he didn't know how to explain to Lu Li, and his face was full of embarrassment.

"I don't want to listen to your explanation, you hurry up and get the queen back for me. If the queen doesn't have any differences, I can accept it. If the queen is injured or frightened, I will punish you severely! ”

Lu Li is not joking, no matter who it is, no matter who it is, he is not allowed to joke about An Xiabai's safety, and he does not allow others to do anything to hurt him under the guise of being good for An Xiabai.

Sheng Rujing naturally listened to Lu Li's words and hurried to look for An Xiabai, but since An Xiabai had already left, he clearly didn't want anyone to find him.

After leaving the palace, An Xia Bai kept wandering the streets. Although the people do not have the kind of life that the palace can live, the freedom of the people is something that the palace can never have.

He was strolling down the street when he spotted a thief-eyed man reaching for the purse of the woman in front of him.

"Stop!" An Xiabai shouted, and the man immediately withdrew his hand in fright, and just wanted to run, he was dragged back by An Xiabai.

"What are you doing?"

was ruined by An Xiabai, that person was naturally unhappy, and now that she was caught again, she naturally wouldn't admit it.

"You, who stole someone's money just now, hurry up and return it, otherwise I will report to the official!"

An Xiabai's eyes widened, and she tugged hard at the thief's collar, her face full of justice.

"You fart, which eye did you see me stealing other people's money. Let me go, or I'm welcome! ”

The man raised his head and pouted, looking very uneasy to mess with, and the people around him didn't speak when they saw it, but just silently prepared to watch the excitement.

Although An Xiabai didn't see much of such a person, he could still see that the other party was a thief.