Chapter seventy-one, who is superfluous
Su Lingling suddenly remembered that when Ah Ci was injured before, Sun Xian took care of her untiedly, at that time she felt that she was the superfluous one, and now she also felt that she seemed to be the superfluous one.
It seems that between Ah Ci and her, she always feels that Sun Xian Lin just regards her as a friend, and for Ah Ci, he regards Ah Ci as a real lover, and he takes care of Ah Ci in every way, and he will not consider his feelings.
Women may be sensitive and suspicious by nature, including a cold person like Su Lingling.
Su Lingling's coldness is also because he is too sensitive, but in the current situation, Su Lingling can only take out his handkerchief and find an excuse to go out, if they are in love, it is better to fulfill them.
But what about his own brother.
The cold outside the evening style blew Su Lingling's goosebumps, she not only hugged herself tightly, but also warmed herself in this cold night.
Su Lingling didn't know why, he felt a little sad, and his heart was sour, and his nose was sour, the same as when he first met Song Linzhao and ran out by himself, that feeling, Su Lingling knew that he was carried.
She likes Sun Xian Lian, she can't deceive herself, this feeling makes her uncomfortable and makes her want to abandon herself, but she can see that Sun Xian Lian's feelings for herself are not as strong as her feelings for her.
When it was time to leave, Sun Xian Lin said some polite words to her, but Ah Ci was coaxed into a smile.
Su Lingling's whole person was extremely gloomy, and people with such thick nerves as tassels felt it, and they wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask.
But Ah Ci has been silent in his sweetness, unable to extricate himself, and did not pay attention to the changes in Su Lingling at all.
When I arrived at home, Ah Ci, who was about to go back to the room, suddenly heard Su Lingling say, "When will you go back?" ”
Ah Ci with it, go back? She seems to have been intoxicated with this kind of drunken life recently, forgetting her original life, looking at Su Lingling, only to feel her depression, and suddenly remembered that she seemed to have been with Sun Xian Lin today, but Su Lingling didn't know where she went.
Thinking like this, remembering that Su Lingling had to redeem her mother before, as well as the life she had given herself in the past few days, Ah Ci felt that she was a bad person for a while, and she was overwhelmed by the overwhelming sense of guilt, and looked at Su Lingling's eyes with apologies, but in Su Lingling's eyes, this apology became sympathy.
Su Lingling narrowed her eyes and looked at Ah Ci dangerously, but Ah Ci never spoke, which became a provocation in her eyes.
Ah Ci also felt Su Lingling's killing intent and hurriedly waved his hand and explained: "No, no, it's not what you think, you listen to me." ”
Su Lingling snorted coldly: "What do I think?" ”
Ah Ci was suddenly speechless by Su Lingling's words, what could he say, he suddenly became a little sad, lowered his head, and said with a somewhat depressed expression: "I really have nothing to say, if you want to beat me, hit me, I won't resist." ”
Su Lingling looked at Ah Ci like this, in the moonlight, she seemed to be a goddess above the nine heavens, there really would not be a man who was not moved, but she disdained this charming breath and said: "Beat you?" When you're ready for me to do it, talk about it. With that, he turned and walked away.
When Ah Ci over there heard this, he was immediately furious, but looking at Su Lingling's lonely back, he felt that he had nothing to be angry about, so he could only point to her back and say a you, and there was nothing else to say.
Sometimes, people are like that, the more they get something, the less they want.
The more things you can't get, the more you dream of them, maybe human nature is cheap.
Lying on the bed, Qing Xuan may have long been accustomed to the life of not sleeping, now it is daytime, and their life has always been so busy that they have no time to rest.
Every time Qingxuan rested, Su Lingling's face appeared in his mind, his sister had been like this all these years, he didn't know, but he knew that he couldn't let his sister suffer everything he had suffered before.
Maybe the whole world could abandon him, but he knew that her sister would never abandon him.
This is also the motivation for him to persist for so many years.
I closed my eyes and finally fell asleep, the night was silent, everything was so quiet, as if I was measuring some kind of storm.
A person sat on the table under the moonlight, dressed in black, with the same calmness for ten thousand years, making tea, and a person in white slowly walked over from the bamboo forest not far away, walked in, and took the tea handed over by the man in black, this time the face of the man in white was extremely serious and did not have the previous smile.
"How?" Although the man in black asked, he did not show a puzzled expression.
The man in white over there looked over and said, "This matter is difficult to do." ”
The moonlight shone on the faces of the two people, as if they were listening to the flowing water not on earth, but in the sky.
At this moment, the people in the imperial study were still late at night, and the afterglow of his eyes suddenly looked at the roof, and there was indeed nothing on the roof, but there was something faintly there, he still saw it, and said, "Go, invite that person to come." "Talking to the air, no one is uncle, but the air above flashes.
The man sensed it and continued to look at his own play.
Qing Xuan had just fallen asleep when he heard someone knocking on the door, and now he was at the base, so he was not vigilant, he went up to open the door, saw the person coming, squinted his eyes, that person didn't say anything, Qing Xuan understood.
He went back and put on his coat, picked up his sword, and went out with the man.
When Qing Xuan came to the imperial study, he knelt down on one knee with a pious gesture: "It's time for the Demon Sect to do it." The person sitting on the seat did not look up, continued to look at the fold, and said slowly.
"Yes." Qing Xuan didn't have any extra words to agree, so he prepared to leave.
The night is still long.
After the night passed, it was dawn, Qingxuan went back directly, and when he saw the two of them drinking tea in the moonlight, he immediately knew that the two of them should have expected it a long time ago.
He was the most delicate between the three of them, and he was the most trusted person wherever he went, because he ate poison here and poison there, and the people on both sides thought that he had no cure and that he had to obey their orders.
Qing Xuan felt sad for himself in his heart, and he didn't know whether it was right or wrong for fate to choose him to be this crucial person.
Wuyi put down the tea, looked at Qing Xuan on the ground with beautiful eyes and said, "He said to do it, just do it." ”
The man in black didn't speak, but his expression was a little solemn, and it seemed that there was another tough battle to fight.
Qing Xuan has been busy again for the past two days, and he has no time to rest, so he took a deep breath and decided to have a good rest tonight before he could win this battle.
The next day, the rooster crowed to wake up the sun, the sun tore the clouds on the horizon, the white clouds dyed with the color of blood red, Su Lingling dragged his chin, looking at the dawn of the sky, the ability was black, illuminated by red, and then turned white, I don't know who can accompany him to see the dawn, to see the sunset.
I suddenly remembered when I was a child, when I was surrounded by Qingxuan, at that time, the two of them were carefree, they didn't have to worry about anything, they watched the sunset and the rising sun every day, laughing and crying together.
I don't know when, even if the two meet, they won't be able to go back to the past.
When the knock on the door sounded, Su Lingling went to see the tassel when she went to see the door, the tassel has followed Su Lingling since she was a child, what kind of temper Su Lingling has, she knows, she can see that Su Lingling is still unhappy, she knows that at this time, Su Lingling needs her own person the most, Miss is good at everything, she is very stubborn.
"Miss, it's time to go to dinner, and I'm going to visit Young Master Sun today."
Su Lingling couldn't control his sneer when he heard this: "Why should I visit him?" Don't go. ”
Tassel saw his own young lady like this, he was also full of helplessness, he wanted to persuade his own young lady, but seeing his young lady like this, he no longer persuaded him, and could only tell the master that the young lady did not want to go.
But just as she was about to tell her, someone from there came.
"Lingling, Lingling." Before the person arrived, the tassel hurriedly retreated and looked at his young lady.
Su Lingling was in a bad mood, knowing that his father came to call him that he must be a Sun Xian Lin but he didn't want to go, what was the point of going, it was just to fulfill Sun Xian Lin and Ah Ci.
Dongxiang Hou also saw that his daughter was unhappy, he always felt that he owed Su Lingling, and when he saw Su Lingling like this, he could only shake his head and sigh and leave.
I went to Sun Milong's house.
The tassel was also quietly pushed out, and I was wondering why Miss A-Porcelain got up so late today, and was about to call Ms. A-Cera, but when she opened the door, it was empty, and there was a letter on the table.
Tassel didn't know a few words, but he knew the name of his own lady on it, and hurriedly pushed open his own lady's door.
Su Lingling looked at the reckless tassel and said helplessly: "What's wrong?" ”
"Miss, this is the envelope found at Miss Aci's side."
Su Lingling took it suspiciously, and saw that it was written on it that Su Lingling personally opened:
Lingling, I'm leaving, thank you for taking care of me these days, please forgive me for saying goodbye, no matter what you treat me as, I will treat you as my good sister, what you said, I keep it in my heart, in addition, I have to admit that I also like Sun Xian Lone, I like his smile, his voice, his gentleness, but, you meet in the front, love in the back, the superfluous person is me, not you, I hope you can understand, cherish Sun Xian Lone.
Aciliu.
The tear stains left after the tears dripping from the top, Su Lingling didn't know what his mood was now.
It seems that he has knocked over the five-flavor bottle in his heart, which is very unpleasant, and Ah Ci does this, as if telling himself how stingy he is.
Looking at the font on it again, Su Lingling suddenly thought, Ah Ci doesn't have much money on him, where to go, go back, do you want to go back on foot, the capital is so far away from Tai'an, what should I do if there is an accident.
And he had recently promised her to redeem her mother and let her live a good life, but she was too busy these days to do anything.
Su Lingling not only laughed, but also laughed at his own stupidity, laughed at Sun Xian's stupidity, and laughed at Ah Ci's stupidity.
Three fools, who likes it can't figure it out, Su Lingling only now understands that both of them are thinking about fulfilling her like this and making her life better, how can she really be.