Chapter 220: The So-Called Clean
"What is expediency?" Gao Ran stared at Li Zhen'er's eyes, "If I die before you, will you really not be able to live?" "There is no half-heartedness.
"Yes!"
"So, are you doing your best to take care of me when I'm seriously ill so that you can survive for yourself?"
"Yes!"
"What about this?" Gao Ran let out a sigh and took out a jade pendant from his sleeve pocket, "Your sister's relics, what about the most precious thing she left you?" ”
"Why is my jade pendant here with you?" Li Zhen'er finally changed her expression, looking at the jade pendant, the tears in her eyes could no longer be stubborn, and finally rolled down.
Du Li, who was outside the window, subconsciously turned his head to look at Chen Feng who was hiding behind him, and saw that Chen Feng also had a strange face.
Even got the relics of his sister, this kid still has some ability to roar, but the two of them didn't make a sound, of course they continued to eavesdrop, the conversation in the room continued, how did the two of them think that Gao Ran seemed to be able to succeed today?
"In order to get medicine for me, do you dispose of your sister's relics just to keep yourself alive?" Gao Ran grabbed the chain in his hand, and the jade pendant swayed back and forth in front of Li Zhen'er's eyes, just like Li Zhen'er's heart now, swaying.
Li Zhen'er had already burst into tears, and Gao Ran felt distressed for a while, but he also knew that if he stopped at this time, he was afraid that Li Zhen'er, who knew his mind, would retract back into his turtle shell again, and it would be difficult to move her heart.
In the end, he is a person who has been on the battlefield, and the reason for one go, then declining, and exhausting three times is still clear.
Although she had expected Li Zhen'er's answer, when she let go of her tightly bitten lower lip and said the word "yes" in a cold voice, Gao Ran's heart still hurt uncontrollably.
Feelings are really abrasive. Chen Feng outside the door muttered secretly in his heart.
"No!" Gao Ran tried his best to ignore the pain in his heart, and looked at Li Zhen'er's tearful eyes, "You're not!" His firm voice smashed into Li Zhen'er's heart, and under the heavy blow, Li Zhen'er forgot to cry, and only looked at Gao Ran in surprise.
"I want you to touch your heart and tell me, I want you to decide your fate with your true will, you tell me, do you really dislike me?" Saying this, Gao Ran was a lot more relaxed, now that he had come to this point, he couldn't allow this little girl to continue to retreat.
Even if she said she didn't like it, Gao Ran wouldn't believe it, it wasn't easy for a man who lingered in the flowers to deal with a woman? It's just that he likes it, wants to put it in his heart, and wants to hold it in the palm of his hand, and he is reluctant to use the means.
"Don't push me!"
Five words, it's not categorically disliked, Gao Ran also settled down, didn't deny it, just admitted it.
"Tell me about your scruples." It looked like she was talking to herself, but it made Li Zhen'er, who was in a lot of trouble, unconsciously follow his footsteps.
"You are so good, you can find a better girl, she is innocent, she is worthy of you." Saying such things, but as if he was tearing his heart, he said his filth unreservedly to the man who put him in his heart, and exposed all his unbearable in front of him, which was far more painful than when he experienced those things in the first place.
Many times, what really makes a person feel miserable is not the injury itself, but when the wound has been hidden in her heart, she is forced to expose it to others again and again, and she has to tear open the ugly scab again and again to expose the bloody wound.
"What do you think innocence is?" Hearing Li Zhen'er's words, Gao Ran was not surprised.
"I'm not an innocent woman!" Li Zhen'er almost shouted to say this, but after saying it, there were no tears in her eyes, and she seemed to have handed over her fate to another person, and gave the choice to the man in front of her, "You should know that I am not an innocent woman, and I am not worthy of the lintel of your house!" ”
"What is innocence?" Gao Ran looked at Li Zhen'er, "The girl I like, she should be clean." ”
As soon as this sentence came out, Du Li and Chen Feng were stunned, what kind of rhythm is this, they can't catch up with others, and they give up on themselves and unabashedly sarcastic Li Zhen'er in front of other girls, is she not clean and innocent?
This is not like Gao Ran's style! I never thought that Gao Ran would do such a thing without IQ! Although Gao Ran's IQ has never been very high!
The word "......" seems to have a reversed rhythm, "What I call clean is not the appearance of a blank sheet of paper that you have not experienced anything." ”
Uh-huh? This statement is a bit novel.
"The girl I like, she should be clean, the kind of girl who has experienced a lot of complicated things and still maintains the purity of her heart, not the cleanliness of her body, the mind is far more important than the body!" In the end, it turned out to be such a sentence.
Du Li and Chen Feng, who were hiding outside the window, were stunned, these people who have been wandering in the land of Golan all the year round are different! A few words opened the closed heart of the girl.
That's right, Li Zhen'er looked at Gao Ran's eyes, there were already some other things, the most important of which was to shake her heart.
If it's such a man, there shouldn't be a girl who can refuse.
"You...... I ......" Li Zhen'er opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.
Seeing Li Zhen'er like this, Gao Ran began to break the news, "I stayed in the land of fireworks at night, and I was broken by my father because of molesting a woman from a good family, I don't know how to learn, until now people in Chang'an City will still call me a gentleman, I am a prodigal, before I was taken in by Fang Zhi, I was also a bastard, even now, I don't think I am a gentleman." ”
"Pretty, isn't it?" Gao Ran lowered his head, "The rich ladies in Chang'an City don't look down on me, only you think I'm too good, but in fact, you don't know, what you see are all illusions, and I'm a bastard in my bones." ”
"Maybe you've already seen through my essence, that's why you're rejecting me, aren't you?" He looked up pitifully, his face full of frustration and decadence.
"I didn't, you're not like that!" Having never seen such a Gao Ran, Li Zhen'er was confused for a while, "I didn't dislike you, I didn't reject you!" ”
The girl's tears flowed down in an instant, "I like you, but with my status, can your family accept me?" I'm not worthy of you! ”
"Who says you're not worthy of me? It's that I don't deserve you! ”