Chapter 354
"You said that my life is still very long, and you said that I should find someone worthy of entrusting my life, but without you, I can't find someone I can trust." She cried and said, "Cheng Yubai, I beg you, come back!" I will definitely be very well-behaved, I will never mess around anymore, I will definitely listen to you well, I will do whatever you tell me to do, I will not be willful anymore. Maybe...... I shouldn't have gone back to Haidu with you, if I didn't go to Haidu, there wouldn't have been so many things, I wouldn't have met so many people, and I wouldn't have witnessed so many lives and deaths......"
Sometimes, she really wants to drink Lethe water and forget all this, if she forgets Cheng Yubai and forgets Haidu, will she not be so painful, and she will not cry.
But she was reluctant, she was reluctant to erase the talent Cheng Yubai in her memory.
If even she forgets Cheng Yubai, then no one will remember Cheng Yubai's efforts.
Granny Jiang came to the slope behind the house and saw Su Bai crying. She sighed, and her heart became sad. Cheng Yubai left like this, and Granny Jiang felt very sorry in her heart.
"Child, bury Yubai." Granny Jiang said.
"Nope! I don't want to leave him, I don't want to ......" Su Bai hugged Cheng Yubai desperately and refused to let go.
If Cheng Yubai is buried, she really won't be able to see him.
Although Cheng Yubai has become old and ugly, she still wants to guard him.
"Child, listen to my mother-in-law, there are some things that should be broken and will be broken. Mother-in-law also knows that you are very sad and sad, but there is no way, this is all fate. "Granny Jiang has experienced so many lives and deaths, and she has also experienced that uncomfortable mood, but hasn't she survived step by step like this.
Su Bai shook his head, "Mother-in-law, I know that you are for my good, but I really can't give up on him, I really ...... Really don't want to ......."
She is still stubbornly guarding her own obsession, even if she knows that in the near future, she will still let go of Cheng Yubai and let him settle down.
"Ugh." Granny Jiang shook her head and turned to leave.
Some things, no matter how much others persuade them, are useless, only you can figure it out.
In the end, Su Bai still buried Cheng Yubai. She buried Cheng Yubai in a scenic place, planted with flowers next to it.
She leaned against Cheng Yubai's tombstone, silently crying......
"Cheng Yubai, am I not excessive, I hurt you again and again, let you protect me, and in the end, let you pay for your life, I am really ......excessive" Although Su Bai knew that it was Qin Yanfeng's fault that Cheng Yubai was poisoned and died, she still couldn't help but blame herself, only in this way could she feel a little better in her heart.
Su Bai leaned on the tombstone, and remembered some memories from the past in a daze.
When he saw Cheng Yubai for the first time, he called his boss as soon as he opened his mouth......
At that time, Su Bai was still stupid and couldn't tell the situation, but later found out that Cheng Yubai was not only very good-looking, but also had a very good voice, she thought that Cheng Yubai was a little uncomfortable, but later she learned that Cheng Yubai was an indifferent attacker inside.
Later, somehow, she went to the courtyard of the Seventh Prince, and inexplicably became Qin Yanfeng's princess. Anyway, as long as there is something good to eat and drink to serve her, no matter what it is, Su Bai doesn't care.
When he was in the Seven Kings' Mansion, Su Bai didn't want to go out all the time, and in the end he was really able to go out, but he was forcibly dragged away by Cheng Yubai.
Then, he encountered a lot of inexplicable pursuits, and Su Bai still couldn't figure out the situation in the clouds, so he just followed Cheng Yubai around blindly.
However, at that time, when she could see Cheng Yubai's back, she felt relieved. It seems that as long as Cheng Yubai is there, she will feel extremely relieved and will not worry about any danger.
Perhaps, from that time on, she began to rely on Cheng Yubai. It's just that she didn't even notice that she had been using the heart of a rotten girl to hide her feelings for Cheng Yubai.
When she was with Cheng Yubai, although she looked at Cheng Yubai with the eyes of her friends, it should not be ignored that in private, she also had a heart for Cheng Yubai.
It's just that she doesn't understand love, and she doesn't know that it is love.
Sometimes, people regret it only when they lose something important.
And Su Bai is such a person, so now it's too late for Su Bai to regret it.
Su Bai remembered that along the way, she had a little fight with Cheng Yubai, but in fact, invisibly, she had melted Cheng Yubai's indifferent and hard heart at that moment.
Cheng Yubai is very good at hiding his feelings, so he silently hid this feeling in his heart, and it was not until the last moment that he was inadvertently heard by Su Bai.
Su Bai stretched out his hand and stroked Cheng Yubai's name on the stone tablet.
"Yu Bai, you are gone, you are very chic and crisp, do you know, you left me alone in this world like this, what should I do......" Su Bai wiped a handful of tears and barely showed a smile, "I will take our memories with me and live bravely." I will remember you, and I will remember you for the rest of my life. ”
"Yubai, it seems that I can't do what you want, what you said made me forget you, hehe, that's impossible...... Because I can't forget you. Su Bai muttered to himself alone, while immersing himself in the memories with Cheng Yubai.
In her memories, she was so happy, and her happiness was because she was protected and pampered by Cheng Yubai by her side.
But now, she can't be happy, like a butterfly with its wings off its back, and she can't fly anymore.
Since returning to Haidu, Su Bai felt that a earth-shaking change had taken place behind him. She was forced to learn to deal with political affairs, and from that moment on, she was destined to be the future Empress of Haidu, and the distance between her and Cheng Yubai was getting bigger and bigger.
Cheng Yubai was still the same as before, silently staying by Su Bai's side to protect her. He was like a loyal knight who never left.
At that time, Su Bai was still angry with Cheng Yubai because Cheng Yubai couldn't understand himself. In fact, at that time, the pressure on Cheng Yubai's back would definitely not be less than that of Su Bai.
He loved Su Bai on the one hand, but he couldn't love it. He couldn't tell Su Bai what he thought, he could only hide this love deep in his heart and never reveal it.
Haidu is Cheng Yubai's hometown, and in Haidu, Cheng Yubai has a lot of memories. He had thought that if Su Bai came back, he would take Su Bai to see the suburbs, to see the seaside, to see the streets and cities he had walked.