Text Chapter 147 Heartache
After Lan Jin left, Chai Qingyue fell ill. This illness has been sick for several days, and it has not improved, I remember that Chai Xu's group is around.
Chai Qingyue doesn't like to eat as soon as she gets sick, and there is a child in her belly, so she eats and vomits. Chai Xu's had no choice, so he tried all his strength, just asking Chai Qingyue to be well.
Seeing her sister like this now, Chai Qinghan was also very distressed.
He felt that it must be bad for his sister to be so sad all day long, so he ran to Chai Qingyue, who was a female celebrity, to make trouble for her.
Chai Qingyue saw Chai Qinghan coming, and when she saw those pure eyes, her mood was better in an instant, and she didn't know how much.
The two played around for a long time, and Chai Qinghan saw that Chai Qingyue's state was much better, so he said: "Sister, you seem to be in a very bad mood these two days, why don't we go outside to play?" ”
Chai Qingyue was stunned, and smashed the thread ball in her hand towards Chai Qinghan.
"You bad boy, you haven't had enough of it last time?"
Chai Qinghan rubbed his head aggrievedly: "It's not for my sister, I want you to go out for a walk." ”
Chai Qingyue's heart warmed, and she also knew that she was blaming Chai Qinghan, and said softly: "Sister's matter, my sister will handle it by herself, Qinghan don't worry." ”
"But ......"
Chai Qinghan wanted to say something, but Chai Qingyue interrupted.
"I'll go out myself. You should read your books well and don't be scolded by your father. ”
Chai Qinghan muttered dissatisfiedly: "Daddy didn't scold me yet, naturally he won't scold my sister, what is my sister afraid of?" ”
Chai Qingyue was amused by Chai Qinghan's childish temper: "Who said they wouldn't scold me." He now sees you as his most important person, and you learn to practice calligraphy as the most important thing. A few days ago, I heard my mother's mother, who was scolded for delaying your reading! ”
"Mother, I've been scolded for reading books?"
Chai Qingyue smiled: "Isn't it? ”
A warm current surged through Chai Qinghan's heart, and he took a deep breath before trying to hold back his tears.
After all, he is not Chai Qing and Chai Xu's own child, and he can only try to be well-behaved on weekdays, for fear of being kicked out. In the past few days, Chai Qingyue has been at home, and he has really felt the feeling of parents hurting their children.
There is envy and fear in my heart. He knew that Chai Qing adopted him at that time because Chai Qingyue was afraid of loneliness when he was not around. But now that Chai Qingyue is back, is he going to be driven away?
And now Chai Qingyue said this, which made him feel that he was really valued by Chai Qing.
Don't bother with these anymore, dancing with cheerful steps, Chai Qinghan happily went to the study to continue reading books.
Looking at Chai Qinghan's excited back here, Chai Qingyue felt very warm in her heart.
She has also realized in the past few days that she is really not in a good state. In addition to making yourself uncomfortable, it will also affect the child in the belly, and it will also worry the family members who value it most.
Chai Qingyue said this, ready to do the same as Chai Qinghan said, take a walk outside the road, and relax.
Originally, I wanted to go to the market in the town and buy some clothes for Chai Xu's family. But Chai Qingyue thought about it again, what Chai Qing said a few days ago, let her be more restrained, not too high-profile.
So I gave up the idea of going to the market and changed my mood in the bamboo forest not far behind the house.
That bamboo forest has been around for a long time, at least before Chai Qingyue had a memory.
When she was a child, she was always very happy to drag Chai Qing and play the piano in the bamboo forest. Or let Chai Xu teach him to practice.
Later, after meeting Qin Changyong, they often walked in this bamboo forest and complained to each other.
It can be said that this small piece of bamboo forest carries almost all of Chai Qingyue's happiness.
Chai Qingyue walked into the bamboo forest again, put the piano in her hand on a stone in the clearing, and then played happily.
The sound of the piano lingered, as if it was telling something. After a while, the birds, which had fluttered into the distance at first, flew back with a hula and a hula. Standing on top of the bamboo, obediently listening to the sound of the piano.
Chai Qingyue kept plucking the strings, and her slender hands seemed to be dancing. However, after a while, the smooth sound of the piano has been passed down from his hand, so that the entire bamboo forest has ignited in a crowd of bitter homesickness.
Maybe it's because I feel that this sound is too bleak. Chai Qingyue slowly stopped the movements in her hand. She listened carefully to the sound of the wind planted in the bamboo forest, to the birdsong, and to the sound of the spring.
Then, a natural sense of satisfaction began to calm her mind. Those untouchable scars were caressed by a cool and gentle hand, which made people cry.
And Chai Qingyue's piano sound, at this time, became much gentler again. The painful and desolate feeling is also a little inaudible.
It is always said that music can heal people's hearts, and this sentence is really true.
Chai Qingyue felt that the feeling of depression in her heart was much better, her eyes were clear, and her fingers were much smarter. And the sound of the piano overflowing under his hands is even more unbelievably joyful.
Chai Qingyue was intoxicated by the interaction between the sound of the piano and her own heart, but she didn't notice that there was another person in the bamboo forest.
However, when she realized it, Qin Changyong was already standing in front of her.
"If you want to come and get back together with me, then Qin Gongzi can go back." Chai Qingyue didn't put down the movements of her hands, she was still playing the piano, but her brows were furrowed, and she said to the person in front of her unhappily.
Qin Changyong didn't expect Chai Qingyue to give him such a face, and after being embarrassed for a long time, Qin Changyong finally mustered up the courage to say, "Qingyue, how can you forgive me?" ”
"Huh? Why should I forgive you. Chai Qingyue's tone was full of puzzlement, "When I married His Royal Highness the Crown Prince because of a holy decree, it was my problem, and it has nothing to do with you." After that, I will give up first, so why blame you. ”
There was pain in Qin Changyong's eyes: "You obviously said that you don't blame me, but you no longer accept me." If you are like you, you are even colder to me than to ordinary people. What do you want me to do? ”
Chai Qingyue sighed softly: "It's not that I'm difficult for you, it's really impossible between us." The best thing now is for you to give up, otherwise you will be the only one who suffers. ”
"Nope! No way! Qin Changyong almost shouted these words: "It's impossible for me to let you go." At that time, I was afraid of the retreat of imperial power, and I already made you look down on me. I can't do this kind of thing a second time. ”
Chai Qingyue was a little helpless: "But I really can't accept you......"
Before the words fell, she saw Qin Changyong rushing towards her.