Fanwai didn't see Qing at that time (3)
Seasonal daylight saving time.
The croaking of frogs at night came and went. Early summer's question ensued.
Fang Yu, accompanied by Wei Zhi, sat in the courtyard and looked at the stars in the sky. The evening breeze blows through at night, bringing a hint of coolness.
Wei Zhi hurriedly put the cloak on Fang Yu.
Seeing this, Fang Yu smiled and said no. Wei Zhi didn't care about him, he shouldn't be dressed thin now, but he was bitten out. Wei Zhi couldn't resist him, so he took him to the courtyard and sat for a while.
For a long time, Fang Yu looked at the stars in the night sky and didn't speak. Wei Zhi looked at it, but didn't know what he was looking at.
"Xianggong, what are you thinking?"
Fang Yu was a little melancholy. Pointing to the moon in the sky, he said, "I thought that one day I could be like the moon in that wide night sky!" β
"Xianggong wants to go out? Or I'll take you out tomorrow! Wei Zhi thought he was bored and wanted to take him out. Although she knew that she would have to be punished again when she came back! But as long as the husband likes it, it's worth it, isn't it?
Who knew that Fang Yu glanced at her and refused. He knew what would happen to her when he was out. How could he bear to let her be punished? That's it, he just had to sigh! After all, the wide outside never belonged to you!
And my body ......!
At this time, Wei Zhi said, "Xianggong, what do you want most in your life?" β
"What do you want to do most?" He muttered, then pointed to the starry night sky, "Have a good body, and walk all over the high sea of the day!" β
"Really?" Wei Zhi couldn't tell the melancholy. "But I just want to be with Xianggong!" She muttered to herself.
"What does the lady want to do the most?" Fang Yu asked rhetorically.
"I'm ......," Wei Zhi paused. What I want to do the most, I hope Xianggong will get better soon! β
"Thank you, lady!" Fang Yu smiled.
Wei Zhi unconsciously pinched his own kick. Looking at Fang Yu, who was looking at the night sky stupidly, she seemed to be able to feel his sadness. That kind of involuntary and undifficult from the heart.
Wei Zhi once complained more than once about the unfairness of fate and other reputations! Obviously such a good person, so gentle, so kind! He shouldn't have ended up like this.
Wei Zhi suddenly felt that Fang Yu was a little lonely! It's so thin and helpless in the dark!
She suddenly hugged him. Bury your head in his arms and hold him tight!
"Xianggong, don't be afraid, with me, Wei Zhi will protect Xianggong!"
Wei Zhi's sudden hug made Fang Yu's back stiffen. But he felt a hard blow to the deepest part of him. His heart was beating so hard!
At this time, Wei Zhi listened to it really! She felt it, and suddenly a smile rose into the corner of her mouth.
"Xianggong, your heart is beating so fast!"
"I ......" Fang Yu's heartbeat became stronger and stronger. His face was a little hot, but at this time, Wei Zhi buried his head in his arms and made him a little overwhelmed.
Time seems to have fallen silently. Wei Zhi clinged tightly, she only felt so warm, I don't know why, only when Fang Yu was around, she felt so relieved and relieved!
Slowly, Fang Yu's overwhelmed hands hugged Wei Zhi. Gently, don't dare to force!
"Xianggong, hold on tight!"
Fang Yu was stunned for a moment, but his hand involuntarily tightened her waist.
At this moment, Fang Yu felt her warmth, her tranquility. He has always felt like he is alone, but at this time he feels unprecedented warmth!
Cicadas chirp at night! The moon in the sky secretly hid in the clouds at some point.
And the two in the courtyard hugged each other. Touch each other's deepest places!
Time passed, and Fang Yu fell ill.
After two whole days in a coma, I finally saw him wake up. And Wei Zhi, who had been guarding her, finally couldn't help crying. She hugged Fang Yu and didn't let go. It wasn't until Fang Yu patted her back that she slowly let go of her hand.
"Why is the lady crying? It's not pretty! He looked at Wei Zhiqiang weakly and smiled.
Wei Zhi was speechless. Hold back and don't let the tears fall.
After that day. Everyone in the Fang Mansion became gloomy. And the housekeeper is quietly preparing the things to be used behind him, and these Fang Yu understand, but they have always been in the bottom of their hearts!
I have to make a look like I don't know anything.
On this day, his health improved slightly. It happened that Wei Zhi was not in the room for some things, so Fang Yu got out of bed and walked to the bookcase and sat for a long time, and then he picked up the pen and wrote something! But before he could write a word, he picked it up and tore it clean.
That's it, write and tear, write again, tear again. Finally, in eyes full of tears, the letter was written.
He pressed it tightly to his heart, and the tears that he thought he could hold fell one by one.
He held back and didn't cry. Trembling, fold it and put it in an envelope!
He looked at the sunlight through the window in a trance. It's so warm, but he knows that this sunshine never belongs to him. It's like the lady is his sunshine, but it's not his after all!
I sat for a long time. The voice of the maid came from outside the door, and Fang Yu cleaned her up of the shredded paper all over the floor. Then he sat down on it and looked at the two words on the letterβthe letter of resignation
He knew that doing so would hurt her. But Fang Yu was still ruthless, he knew that his time was running out. But he can't rest assured that he can't get rid of the lady! He didn't know what his mother would do to her when he died. Maybe she'll be better off that way!
"Lady...... In my heart, I have never abandoned you. I have the reputation that you are the only wife in this life! Death! He took the book and put it to his lips and kissed it. Get out at the end!
Wei Zhi has often become weird lately. Watching Fang Yu become more and more infatuated. often relied on him and was reluctant to go.
Fang Yu was only reluctant for her. Fortunately, in these days, the spirit of Fangyu is not bad.
He wanted to go out again. Surprisingly, Fang Mu was not in the way. On this day, Wei Zhi pulled Fang Yu out of the door.
They looked at the moats and walked through the bustling street markets. Ate street snacks. These days are their happiest days!
It's late, and night falls. But Wei Zhi was tired of walking.
At this time, Fang Yu walked up to her and squatted down. Wei Zhi was puzzled. Fang Yu smiled and motioned for her to come up. Wei Zhi didn't stop him, lying on his back and hooking his neck tightly.
"Xianggong ......"
"Huh?"
"Tired?"
"Not tired! The carrying lady is not tired at all. β
"Then will you carry me like this for the rest of your life?"
"Yes!"
"Xianggong!" Wei Zhi called.
"I'm here."
"Don't forget me!" Fang Yu's back stiffened slightly, and then he reacted.
"Good! Never forget! β
"Okay......" she muttered. In this way, Fang Yu carried her home step by step.
Early the next morning. After Wei Zhi woke up, Fang Yu was already missing from the bed, and just when he was confused, Fang Yu came in from outside the door. Wei Zhi hurriedly walked up and asked him where he had gone. Fang Yu said that his mother asked him to go to breakfast. When he saw that she was asleep, he did not call her.
Wei Zhi nodded and didn't speak.
It's been a bit hot and humid lately. Wei Zhi was afraid that Fang Yu wouldn't be able to stand it, so he always quietly shook the fan for him after he fell asleep.
But every time Fang Yu woke up, once he woke up these days, it would be difficult to fall asleep. So it was often Wei Zhi who accompanied him until dawn.
At the end of July, Fang Yu fell ill again. This time, when the doctor came, he didn't say anything, but asked people to start preparing for the future.
Although Fang's father and Fang's mother already knew, Fang's mother still couldn't help but faint.
But Fang Yu can see it. When Wei Zhi saw him, he comforted her like a child. But the more this happened, the more distressed Wei Zhi became.
That night. Fang Yu, who was terminally ill, suddenly came to his senses. But everyone knows that he is coming back to the light!
He told Wei Zhi that he wanted to go out.
Wei Zhi smiled and led him to the courtyard. It's still the same night, with stars hanging in the night sky.
"Lady...... When I'm gone, you can leave! Go to a new place and find someone who can stay with you for the rest of your life! He carried the gentlest words, like the words of love.
"No, I'm not leaving! You are my father-in-law, I will not go anywhere! Don't talk nonsense, you'll be fine! Wei Zhi held his face seriously and affectionately.
But Fang Yu held her hand, "Don't be stupid, let's go!" Go far and never come back! β
"We're not going to talk about that." Wei Zhi diverted the topic. Suddenly pointed to those stars in the sky, "Xianggong, I remember you said that you want to be free, right?" β
Fang Yu shook his head and said he didn't want to. But Wei Zhi smiled happily. "Xianggong, if I leave one day, will you remember me?"
Fang Yu noticed the strangeness in her words.
But Wei Zhi just smiled, and suddenly looked at him with deep attachment and reluctance!
Then, she took his cheek and kissed it gently. Deliver an unknown object to his mouth while he's not looking.
Before Fang Yu could react, the thing slipped into his stomach.
"Lady?" Fang Yu didn't understand her intentions.
Wei Zhi pressed his hand to his mouth. Motioned for him not to speak. "Xianggong, let me tell you a story!" She had tears on her face. "Once upon a time, there was a little fox that was saved by a woman, so this one ......"
Wei Zhi told the story, and Fang Yu obviously didn't react at this time. He thought it was a bit of a fantasy.
Later, the little fox got married, and the man was very kind to her, but he was too weak. So the little fox thought about it, and finally thought of a way! β
Wei Zhi looked at Fang Yu with a smile. As smart as he is, how could he not react.
"So, that little fox is a lady?" Fang Yu's voice trembled a little.
"Xianggong, are you afraid?"
Fang Yu shook his head and took her hand, "No, lady!" I'm not afraid, no matter who you are, you're my lady! β
Wei Zhi stroked his face and looked at him stupidly, "But Xianggong, I'm leaving!" I'm sorry, I can't watch you die in front of my eyes! So...... Xianggong, forgive me for my selfishness! β
"Lady......" Wei Zhi's figure suddenly began to blur faintly. Fang Yu subconsciously hugged her, but found that she was getting more and more blurred.
"Xianggong...... I'm gone, you have to remember well! Go do what you want......"
"No......" Fang Yu wanted to hug her tightly. But after all, it was a waste......
"I was trying to escape from this place that trapped me! But now...... I wish it was with you......"
Wei Zhi's figure slowly disappeared. Not the slightest thing was left behind!
Fang Yu stared blankly at the place where she disappeared, and stood until dawn......