Su Lingling woke up from the nightmare again, Tassel stood at the door tremblingly, carrying a food box in her hand, she found that her young lady's temper has become more and more unpredictable recently, she used to be cold and indifferent, but now it has clearly become moody, she even suspects that Su Lingling has something wrong with her brain.

Su Lingling went out and saw the tassel on the side, glanced at her coldly, and said with a tassel: "Miss, breakfast." ”

Su Lingling took the food box, turned around and entered the house again, and didn't come out until noon, the tassel had already brought the food box again, but this time Su Lingling didn't pick it up, and directly overturned the tassel, the lid of the food box was broken, the soup and water flowed out, and the tassel hurriedly got up and cleaned up, and Su Lingling had already disappeared.

Tassel sighed softly, lifted the food box and turned around, and saw Qiu Jizhen standing at the end of the eaves corridor, and Tassel Fu saluted: "Madam." ”

Qiu Jizhen hummed lightly and asked, "What about Miss?" ”

"Miss is out."

"Miss, have you been in a bad mood lately?" Qiu Jizhen suddenly put his tone in a gentle and gentle tone, and the tassel was not used to it, but he still nodded: "It should be, but the slave doesn't know what happened to the miss, and the miss doesn't want to say anything to the slave." ”

"Of course she won't tell you."

Tassel raised his eyes to look at her, and Akira glanced at her and ordered, "Go down." ”

Tassel had to go down obediently, and when she walked to the moon gate, she turned around and saw Qiu Jizhen enter Su Lingling's room.

Su Lingling didn't know where to go after leaving the Hou Mansion, she had a messy life these days, and for a few days she didn't even know how to settle down in the morning and dusk, and finally boiled until Kwai Shui arrived on time, and she was slightly relieved.

But this breath didn't last long, and her chastity was gone.

Although she doesn't spend much time at home, she is a young lady of the family after all, and she grew up learning the virtues of a virgin, and these things seem to be embedded in her bones, which are more important than her life.

But she can't die now, she hasn't killed Song Linzhao yet, last time she stabbed Song Linzhao with a sword, but she knew that the sword would definitely not kill him, but he hid, and she couldn't find him.

However, she dreamed of him every night, dreaming of that drunken night, when she thought of him as Sun Xian Lin in her dreams, but in these dreams, all of them were replaced by his face.

And Su Lingling actually began to accept it.

She walked to the middle of the bridge unconsciously, looked down at the slowly flowing river below, sighed long, and thought, if it doesn't end like this, she is really tired, she is dead, her father may be sad for her for a while, but it will definitely not be sad for too long, there is a Su Yansheng in the Dongxiang Hou Mansion.

Thinking so, she literally threw her whole body into the river, but she didn't hear the wind, and her body didn't fall, someone grabbed her arm and dragged her whole body back.

However, this person obviously didn't understand what it meant to pity Xiangxiang and cherish jade at all, and after he pulled her back, as soon as his hand was released, Su Lingling took a few steps back and fell to the ground.

She looked up blankly and looked at the person in front of her.

The young man in black lowered his eyes and looked at her with a little disdain in his eyes.

Su Lingling was enraged by the disdain in his eyes, she quickly stood up and glared at the young man, but the young man snorted lightly, turned around and left.

"Stop."

The young man did not sell her face in the slightest, and his feet did not stop, and he hung down his hat to cover his face.

Su Lingling caught up with him and asked in a low voice, "Who asked you to save me?" ”

The young man sneered out of her sight, and his voice was clear: "If you want to die now, I will never stop you." ”

However, at this time, Su Lingling didn't want to die, she had always restrained her emotions very little, and rarely got angry, but after experiencing that incident, her temperament changed greatly, she was very easily provoked, and she didn't see anything going well, and the young man in front of her burned her anger again in a few words.

Without saying a word, she moved towards the young man, the young man's skills were not bad, even excellent, Su Lingling neglected to practice, and after a few moves, he was restrained, Su Lingling desperately wanted to break free, but the young man detained her to death, and she couldn't move.

"You—let go!"

The young man obediently let go this time, but when Su Lingling shot again, he clicked on her acupoint.

"You don't lack arms or legs, why do you want to die if you live well?" The young man leaned on the railing of the bridge with his arms crossed and asked her.

Su Lingling snorted coldly: "What do you have to do with it?" ”

The boy turned and walked away.

Su Lingling only felt that he had never been so ashamed since he was a child, and he was aggrieved and angry for a while, so he was so angry that he spit out a mouthful of blood and fainted.

When the young man heard the voice, he turned around, and saw that the person had fainted, and he was stunned for a moment, but he still walked over and picked the person up, asked the nearest medical center, and sent the person over.

Uncle Qiao glanced at the person in the young man's arms, and sighed twice, the young man sighed in his heart, it couldn't be that he was hopeless, right? He didn't do anything to her, did he?

"Doctor—" said the boy, "is she going to die?" ”

Uncle Qiao spit out a mouthful of tea, he glared at the black boy, and said, "What nonsense? Who said she was going to die, who are you? Do you know who she is? ”

The young man took off his hat, revealing a handsome face, Uncle Qiao was stunned, he had lived in the capital for more than ten years as a doctor, and so many people in the huge capital almost made him recognize it, and he really hadn't seen this person in front of him.

"I'm Mucho."

"Mucho?"

Ci Jing's voice and Mu Qiao's voice sounded at the same time, Mu Qiao turned around and glared: "It's you?" ”

Cijing walked over, looked at Su Lingling on the bed again, blinked, and didn't understand what was going on in front of him.

So Mu Qiao simply told him that he met Su Lingling who was looking for death by the bridge and rescued her, but she started with herself and finally told Cijing about her fainting.

After listening to it, I still couldn't believe it.

In her impression, Su Lingling may seek death, but if she does something to the person who saved her and stuns herself, then it may not be the Su Lingling she knows.

But Mucho's serious expression showed that he was not lying.

Uncle Qiao pricked Su Lingling a few times, and Su Lingling finally woke up, but when she opened her eyes, what she saw was the mirror of words, and she just wished that she couldn't wake up.

Ci Jing was still holding a bowl of medicine in his hand, reached over and helped Su Lingling up, and said gently: "Sister Lingling, drink the medicine." ”

Su Lingling drank the medicine without saying a word, and asked again: "Sister Lingling, have you encountered something?" Can you tell me about it? ”

Su Lingling almost blurted out that she couldn't, but before she could say anything, the tears had already fallen first, when had she seen Su Lingling's fragile appearance, but a despicable joy rose in her heart, she secretly despised herself for a while, took out a handkerchief, wiped the tears away for Su Lingling, and said softly: "You speak slowly." ”

In Su Lingling's memory, crying is almost rare, she has almost forgotten that crying can also make a sound, Cijing looked at her forbearance crying, the snickering joy in her heart has disappeared, and turned into deep sympathy.

Su Lingling cried enough, his eyes were red and swollen like a rabbit, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he said in a thick nasal voice: "I'm sorry." ”

Cijing shook his hand: "It's nothing, it's nothing." ”

Su Lingling said again: "I can't go back anywhere now." ”

Ci Jing was stunned: "Dharma faction, Hou Mansion, where can you go?" Even if you don't want you in these two places, the world is big, where can you not go? Didn't you say you were going to become a monk? The monks take the four seas as their home, don't all those wandering monks say so? Of course, you're a girl and it's inconvenient to make your home from all over the world, but it's nothing, anyway, you always have a way and a place to go, right? ”

Ci Jing's words brought out a few more tears that Su Lingling had finally finished crying.

Cijing sighed, she said these words decently, in fact, she herself couldn't be convinced, she also had a period of time when she wanted to die and live, thinking about it no matter what, there is no difference between living and dying, it was Yu Ying who pulled her through that hurdle, and then Yu Ying was gone, she felt that the sky was falling and she couldn't live, and it was Sun Xian Lin who pulled her out of the muddy swamp.

Seeing Su Lingling in front of her, she seemed to see her original self.

In the past, she felt that she was inferior to Su Lingling, but now she felt that Su Lingling was extremely pitiful, after all, as long as she worked hard, she could still be with her love, and Su Lingling loved someone who couldn't be loved.

Cijing glanced at Su Lingling with a complicated expression, Su Lingling lowered his eyes and pondered for a while, and said, "I was strengthened by Song Linzhao, and I was strong." ”

Ci Jing thought he had misheard, "Huh? ”

Su Lingling had already spent all her life's courage when she said this, and she definitely wouldn't say it a second time.

The corner of Cijing's eyes jumped: "This ......"

Su Lingling raised his head: "I wanted to kill him and then die, but I stabbed him and let him run away, I couldn't find him first, I just felt that the world was as ethereal as smoke, and I couldn't be nowhere to be nowhere to ......"

Cijing looked at her red eyes that had retreated a little and were about to burst into tears, and hurriedly said: "How can it be done, who said that there is no attachment?" Don't you still have us? ”

Su Lingling frowned and looked at her.

"We are friends. ”

Su Lingling didn't treat Cijing as a friend in her heart, she asked rhetorically: "You treat me as a friend?" ”

"Or what would I think of you? Enemy? ”

Isn't it? Su Lingling thought in his heart.

But gradually, she smiled bitterly again, yes, Cijing has always been a winner, and she has always regarded Cijing as an enemy, right?

Cijing blinked, hesitantly stretched out his hand, patted Su Lingling on the back, and comforted: "It's okay, at least I will accompany you." ”

Su Lingling pursed his pale lips and smiled faintly, he didn't take the words of Cijing very seriously, so he didn't say thank you very sincerely.

Seeing that she looked a little bit like before, Cijing stood up and said, "I'll go get you some food, you wait." ”