It was a dream, and the first time she was in a dream, she was clearly aware that she was dreaming.

It was very strange that there was only darkness around her, and there was nothing in all directions, just chaos. She tried to struggle, but she moved twice, and the darkness thinned out, and a white mist mixed in, and a blurry scene appeared before her eyes. Then she found that it was not white fog, but white light, and black was fog.

The clouds opened and the fog dispersed, and there was a person standing in front of him, but his face was chaotic and difficult to identify. Other than that, there is no boundless white.

Ru Sanshui heard his own voice: "I practice the yin pole in this yin-yang Taoism, and I know that everything has yin and yang, and yin and yang are dependent on everything. But there is a deep confusion. In this world, is there yin and yang first, and then all things, or is there all things first, and then there is yin and yang?"

The man's voice replied a little old: "There is a saying in "Yi Chuan", Wuji gives birth to Taiji, Taiji gives birth to two yi, two yi gives birth to four elephants, four elephants give birth to gossip, gossip determines good luck and evil, and good luck and evil give birth to great causes. Therefore, the way of heaven and earth is to create all things with yin and yang. ”

Ru Sanshui retorted: "But the great cause of all things will eventually return to the infinite, and the two instruments of Taiji will be reborn, and the four elephants will gossip. ”

"The cycle goes on and on, like a mixed circle, and it really can't find a real starting point. But in this reciprocation, there is still an order, so yin and yang create all things, and they are unchanging. ”

Ru Sanshui thought for a moment: "What if I could jump out of the cycle and enter the next cycle? Or if I could take all things as a starting point, derive Wuji, and give birth to new Taiji and Yin and Yang?"

"Or, if I reverse the order, all things give birth to gossip, gossip gives birth to four elephants, four elephants give birth to two yi, two yi give birth to taiji, taiji gives birth to wuji, and wuji returns to all things. What happens if I walk in this circle and go in the opposite direction? Or do I shuffle the order and break the circle?"

The man smiled and said: "Before the birth of heaven and earth, it was chaos, there was no beginning and end, no direction, no rules, only chaos, this is the result of breaking this circle. Now that you are in a circle, you are in this circle. The world regards Wuji as the starting point, so Wuji is the end, so the two rituals and four images achieve the gossip of all things, which is a fixed order. If you regard all things as the starting point, then all things will also be the end, and if you regard yin and yang as the starting point, then yin and yang will be the end. ”

"Jump out of the cycle and you stand with me. Reversing reincarnation, you will be driven away by demons. Breaking the cycle of reincarnation, the immortal path and the demon path no longer exist. ”

Ru Sanshui replied: "Then, becoming a demon is nothing more than achieving an opposite circle, and this circle conflicts with the original circle, if you want to keep the reverse circle, you must destroy the Shun Yuan, and if you want to keep the Shun Yuan, you must destroy the reverse circle......"

The man laughed: "In fact, good and evil in people's eyes are only the difference between obedience and disobedience, if you can't be a moderate way to go with the flow, you must choose one direction and abandon the other...... In the eyes of the devil, the immortal is not a demon, in the eyes of the different, the same is not different, and in the eyes of the reverse, the shun is not the reverse...... If one day you want to enter the reverse circle for any purpose, don't forget that you are doing so at the expense of reincarnation and breaking the order of the circle...... It means that you choose to be the enemy of Shun Yuan......"

The clouds and mist were shrouded, and there were crisp birdsongs in the distance, and the eyes were gradually chaotic......

Ru Sanshui opened his eyes in the morning light: "Shun...... Reverse ......"

She raised her eyes to look out the window, the blue-white light, in the sky, was slowly seeping into the dark sky, gray, the most moderate transition zone, but the middle zone was short. In the end, it is also necessary to choose whether it is black or white, whether it is smooth or negative.

The sun rose, and strange brilliant colors appeared in black and white, and Ru Sanshui suddenly realized that he was no longer in a dream. In this world, in addition to black and white, there is something that can make her forget black and white.

The matter of falling to the altar was ignored because of the safety of Rusanshui. The most important thing is Liang Yunnan's funeral, which is the top priority these days.

The only episode was that when it was Liang Qian's turn to keep vigil, Xue Jinyu took his arm and found some far-fetched reasons, meaning that he also wanted to accompany the vigil. Ru Sanshui knelt in front of the spirit, and when he heard Xue Jinyu's coquettish tone, he felt a burst of indescribable nausea in his heart, and immediately said that Xue Jinyu would go back to rest by himself.

"My dear vigil, even I am not a person who can keep vigil, you have nothing to do with this child, so don't disturb his purity for your little things. ”

She spoke in a very rushed tone, she had never seen her speak so bluntly, and even Liang Yunshu was surprised. When Xue Jinyu walked past her, she whispered, "You have a fever and your brain is burned out." ”

Seven days later, the coffin was taken out of the funeral, and according to custom, it was buried in the ancestral tomb of Longshan. However, due to the experience of the Qingming Festival, the team was minimalist, and there were no people to bring with them, only their own families. Fangshi supported the whole process and was highly vigilant. The fortunes of the Liang family can't withstand the second feng shui change.

After the small coffin was buried, the soil was covered, and the last bit of Bao's existence was hidden from the world.

When she was about to go back, Ru Sanshui didn't go down the mountain with her, she wanted to go back alone. Liang Qian caught up with Ru Sanshui and stopped in front of her: "I have two things I want to ask you. ”

You ask. "Why do you want to target Xue Jinyu. ”

Ru Sanshui looked at the occasion, looked at the mourning clothes on the two people, and determined that it was Liang Qian, who was inexplicable.

Liang Qian was unaware, and added: "At first, I thought that you were especially grateful to you when you saw her pestering me and helping me out of the siege." Later, I found out that you are the only one who has no good face for her. Whatever she says is a guest, and if you have any comments, we can resolve them openly, it doesn't have to be that way. ”

She gave a strange "ha", indicating that he was asking really funny. What he said, "That's a sharp question." But I've never liked Hulai, and I've always done things for my own reasons. If you can't see it, I don't want to answer you. ”

"Well, you don't want to say that. Another question, what was that black smoke that appeared behind you when you fell from the altar that day?"

Ru Sanshui frowned and wondered, "What black smoke?"

Liang Qian grabbed Ru Sanshui's arm and stared at his hand for a long time: "That white light, I can't see it now." ”

Ru Sanshui withdrew his hand and asked angrily, "Why are you strange, what are you talking about?"

Liang Qian: "I should ask you, you have become less like you recently, do you know? In addition to Bao's incident, have you encountered anything else? You give people a very strange feeling...... If you encounter something bad or something that is difficult to solve, you must tell me, and it is okay to talk to Sister Yun Shu, we will find a way for you, don't hide it yourself, understand?"

Ru Sanshui looked at his wrist, then at Liang Qian, and walked away in silence.

"Sanshui?"

She didn't look back: "I'm fine." ”

The worst thing she encountered was Ah Bao's departure, and in this matter, Liang Yunshu was hit no less than anyone else.

Liang Yunshu no longer called her Bao'er, Sanshui knew that she didn't blame herself, but Sister Yunshu unconsciously showed a sad face when she mentioned the word "Bao", how could she hear this word again.

The entire Liang family, the person who can communicate with Ru Sanshui the most, also invisibly has an indescribable estrangement from Ru Sanshui. I didn't think it was a big deal to have a surname or not Liang, but then I suddenly felt like I was under the fence.

It's not the Liang family, strictly speaking, it's not even the Ru family. She was the only outsider.

Ru Sanshui hated her weakness and incompetence, she didn't want the same thing to happen again, and she lost her beloved because of her own mistakes. She took the pianos, chess, poems, flowers, silks, embroidered silks and silks in the room to her small courtyard, lit a fire, and burned them all.

The fire and smoke were taken away by her little daughter's heart. She calmly watched the flames leap until the past turned to ashes and the fire in her heart was extinguished.

At this point, Ru Sanshui's temperament has changed greatly.