557: Painful past life is like

Some things can't be avoided, so you can only choose to accept your fate, Nalan Jinxiu gradually closed her eyes, the trace of fear in her heart was gone, and only a sharp pain remained.

She suddenly thought of Ji Hongye and their past. His hands are always warm, and when he wraps her hands in the palms of his hands, he always makes her feel inexplicably reassured.

But he didn't want her anymore! Whether he wanted it or not, he abandoned her. The torture in King Hui's mansion is worse than death, and the wounds that will ache faintly until now, are all reminding her that she should have given up a long time ago.

But when she was most helpless and painful, she still missed him very much. She felt that what King Xun wanted to do to her, she would hurt, but what hurt more was that the third brother didn't love her!

Her hand was pressed against her chest, and the pain was so great that she felt pain between her breaths, and she would probably suffocate if she continued like this.

Was death terrible? She had already experienced it, and she didn't feel anything. She was just thinking that she should not be reborn when she died. She didn't want any afterlife, she just wanted to dissipate completely.

Since then, there is no Nalan splendid in this world, no sorrow, no joy, no worries, no complaints, but it is also very good.

Suddenly, the force that forced her to withdraw, something covered her body. She opened her eyes and saw Ji Hongye looking at her. Those gentle and calm eyes were the same as they had seen when she woke up beside him and opened them so many days before.

"Third brother......" she called in a low voice, and suddenly became unconscious.

Ji Hongye saw King Xun's intentions during the banquet, but he didn't expect him to be so crazy. King Xun is not the material to inherit the unification, if he sits in that position. I'm afraid that Daning will be even more chaotic.

If King Xun had a problem at this meeting, he would definitely be cut off. This should be something he likes to see, but for some reason, he feels restless.

He remembered that he had said, "For as long as I am in this world, I will keep you safe for one day." ”

He is a man of promises, and when he makes this vow, he must be sincere. Although he couldn't find that feeling now, he felt that he couldn't break his word. Besides, she is a mother after all.

These thoughts made him determined, chased him out, and asked people to get rid of King Xun's guards, and then rescue her. These things look easy to do, but they are hard to do.

He didn't bring Ji Xiaobai and Long Yi with him today, so it really took some effort. Just delayed for a while, and almost made a big mistake. If she has any mistakes, she will definitely be affected in the future.

Fortunately, he arrived just in time.

Ji Hongye put on her clothes, saw the soft hedgehog armor she was wearing closely, was stunned for a moment, and finally turned his eyes to her face.

She had been his wife, and he knew her better. He clearly remembered the location of a small mole on her body. It's just that what he has the deepest impression now is when she dressed up in Guigu White.

He wrapped her in a large coat and carried her out of the carriage himself. His guards tried to reach out and take it, but he ignored it. He felt that the person in his arms was light, and this weight should not be seen in an adult.

He didn't know why, but there was a faint pain in his heart. He tried to calm his emotions and got into his carriage, wanting to put her on the soft couch, but he felt that his heart seemed to feel better in such a hug.

He held her to his heart, and his always peaceful mood finally fluctuated a little. He was familiar with the feeling, it seemed that a long time ago, he used to hold her like this.

Ji Hongye has realized his differences, he often feels like a puppet, a person without emotions. But when she is beside him, his emotions will not be like a pool of stagnant water, and there will be little fluctuation, but at least it will make him live like a person.

He looked at her quietly, at her eyebrows, at her lips. He vaguely felt that she shouldn't have such a pale and peaceful look, she was obviously a very noisy person before.

"Ah Jin......" He called her as before, but she didn't react, but he was suffocated.

He closed his eyes weakly, feeling that when she woke up, he must ask the doubts in his heart. He is now like this, living like a puppeteer, is it thanks to her?

Nalan Jinxiu fainted because of the previous rush to attack his heart, and in his dream was King Xun's red eyes. She felt helpless, unable to escape this torture, and thought of the person she depended on.

Daddy and Auntie, Ji Hongye, Mu Li, Xu Jince and even Zong Xuanyi......

She was really in a desperate situation in her dream, and finally cried out suppressed. The voice is not loud, but it is full of despair and unwillingness, which will make people feel infected by her emotions after listening to it, and they will also feel uncomfortable.

Ji Hongye didn't sleep all night, he didn't seem to feel tired, he only looked at the person on the bed in a daze. All night long, all the words that echoed in his ears were "Third Brother", in Ji Mansion, his younger brothers and sisters all called him that, but what was in his ears was a soft female voice, it was her.

He felt that he might be sick, and that the only antidote was the woman in front of him. He didn't think about anything, just looked at her by himself, not knowing what to expect.

It wasn't until her cry came that he came out of his state as a wooden man. Slowly reaching out to her, he gently patted her shoulder, just as he usually did when he lulled him to sleep.

Nalan Jinxiu felt the stroking of her hand, very soft. She reached out and clasped the hand tightly, pressed her cheek against it, and cried quietly.

Xu is that she has not known what tears are like for a long time, and there are surprisingly many tears at this moment. The originally hot tears became even hotter when they fell into Ji Hongye's palm.

He felt as if the tears were corroding, causing the pain to spread from the palm of his hand to the mouth of his heart. He held the crying man tightly in his arms, as if only in this way could there be less pain.

"Third brother......" Nalan Jinxiu's voice was low and small.

Ji Hongye didn't hear what she said at all, he lowered his head and put his ear to her lips, and finally heard what she was saying.

She said, "Third brother, I'm afraid. ”

Something suddenly exploded from his mind, and the little girl with blood on her back was leaning weakly in his arms. She seemed to be afraid that he would worry, and kept saying, "Third brother, I'm fine." ”

That was a few years ago, before she married him. He seemed to know these memories, but he couldn't remember them. Now that it appeared in his mind, it made him feel more pain.

Maybe it's because he has been wantless and wantless in the past few years, and he looks like an old man who is about to die. So this night, he only felt pain, why this happened when he regained his feelings, he couldn't figure it out.

Nalan Jinxiu has always been in her dreams, she felt someone holding her, felt stable, and still fell asleep again. And this slept came to the dawn of the second day.

In order to let the people in her house not worry, Ji Hongye has already sent someone to report the news. It was a young man in black who came overnight, Ji Hongye remembered that his name was Mu Li, and he was her personal guard.

Mu Li's face was as cold as ever, and he wanted to take Nalan Jinxiu back.

"She's still asleep, let her rest!" Ji Hongye whispered.

Mu Li looked at him, his eyes were cold and there was a hint of complexity. He already understands the whole story, and thanked Ji Hongye: "Thank you Lord Ji for coming to the rescue." ”

"No need, just take it as a favor for her. "He owes her everything.

Mu Li had no choice but to sit in the living room and wait, he already hated King Xun in his heart. This time, he didn't plan to let him leave Nan Chu alive, he wanted him to understand that anyone who touched her deserved to die.

Nalan Jinxiu was very confused after waking up, she didn't know where she was, and vaguely remembered that it seemed that the third brother had saved her. She pressed her fingers against her forehead, hoping to ease the pain.

"Eat something first. Ji Hongye handed her the porridge in his hand.

Nalan Jinxiu didn't refuse, and lowered his head to eat porridge.

Ji Hongye was also very patient, and she didn't say until she finished eating the porridge: "I want to know what happened between us." ”

"What?" Nalan Jinxiu looked up at him, his face full of puzzlement.

"There's something I don't know. ”

Nalan Jinxiu frowned: "I don't understand what you mean." ”

"Tell me first how you became the Jing'an princess of Nanchu. ”

"I am Qu Lianbing's daughter. ”

"Then why did we separate?"

"It's because I'm not a person in this world, and Zong Xuanyi ......"

"Shut up!" Ji Hongye interrupted her, as if he couldn't bear it: "I want to know that you are hiding it from me." ”

Nalan Jinxiu was stunned, is Pu Shaozi's secret method a lie? Why would the third brother ask so now?

"Answer me. Ji Hongye's tone was a little harsh, the pain in his heart last night had disappeared, but he clearly remembered that feeling.

"I didn't. "Nalan Jinxiu lacks confidence.

She has now cultivated a calm and peaceful character, and it is difficult to be flawed in front of others. But Ji Hongye was born with a keen heart and had already seen her weakness.

"You tell me the truth, if you dare to lie, I will ......"

Nalan Jinxiu looked up at him and asked, "What about you?"

Ji Hongye found that he was speechless, he was in charge of Daning's punishment, and he had always been ruthless. Even if he is a tough guy, he can only tell the truth in front of him, but what can he do to her?

A woman with a changeable identity, the lord of Zhenbei Wangfu, the famous Marquis Bai Jin, and the princess of Jing'an......

She has superb medical skills to save countless people, and the Cloud Shock Order in her hand is an evil thing, and she has used it to kill people. The combined forces of Northern Yan and Southern Chu were all defeated by such a team, and there were countless casualties and corpses all over the field in that battle.

Such a person should not have remained in the world. But she is such a fragile person, she looks soft and harmless. She knows how to protect her land, even if she is accused and abused by everyone, she just wants to protect the northern frontier.

It is better to say that she is evil than to say that she is simple. With such a pure heart, even he can't help but feel compassion. Moreover, they were not strangers, she had saved him in spite of the danger and bore him a child......