The Wind Rises Chapter 32 Words of parting, words should be like gold
After the two young men, one tall and one short, left, An Wu shook his head, sighed softly, and then turned around and entered his door.
There was no one in the door, Anwu's grandmother was an old vegetable farmer, and every day before dawn, she would carry a flat shoulder to the market in the west of the city to sell, and she had already left home at this moment.
Originally, my grandmother didn't want to send Anwu to the cabin, thinking that it would be good to grow vegetables in her backyard, and in another two or three years, she didn't ask for a daughter-in-law who was smart, but she wanted a girl who could get by in appearance and was diligent in her hands and feet.
But An Wu wanted to go to the cabin in a hurry, and at first his grandmother still didn't agree, thinking that in this world, reading is useless. But she couldn't resist the honest child in her eyes, and suddenly lost her temper abnormally, so that the old grandmother reluctantly agreed to let An Wu into the cabin.
An Wu knew in his heart that he had never been one of the smartest children in Yushui Street, although these children in Yushui Street had a poor family background, but they were indeed a little smarter than ordinary children, whether it was the child Wang Yeqi, or the Xu Jing who could read and roll up his sleeves to fight, or the Ji Zhengyi who was obsessed with reading, or the Xi An'an who seemed to be weaker on the outside.
This ordinary teenager on Yushui Street has always understood in his heart that maybe he is not the same as them. Ye Qi would rather take the children from other streets to mess around than take himself, although Ye Qi never explained the reason, but An Wu knew in his heart that his head was not bright, and he was not good at fighting, so it was useless to call himself.
And more importantly, Anwu's own personality is a little dull, and he doesn't have the vigor that a young man should have, which is not the same as Ji Zhengyi's calmness, the latter's calmness may be based on his family background, and his obsession with Taoism since he was a child, so he has a little "little adult" meaning, but Anwu is not interested in anything, he has been very quiet since he was a child, and he doesn't fight with people on the street, but he hasn't shown an amazing talent in other aspects.
Strictly speaking, An Wu is an ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary, and belongs to the kind of teenager who is inconspicuous in the crowd.
But fifteen or sixteen-year-old boys are not satisfied with their current situation, so why can't they compare to others? Why do others have better brains and skills than themselves?
But how can you make up for it, how can you catch up with these people?
So on the day An Wu met Mr. Wen, he felt that he should have undergone some transformation, and maybe this was the only chance.
The only chance to catch up with the teenagers on Yushui Street.
However, Anwu is restricted by his own qualifications, and the speed of learning book knowledge in the cabin is slow, and the avenue taught by Mr. a few days ago can be quickly appreciated by Ji Zhengyi, but Anwu will be confused for a few days.
When An Wu first studied in the cabin, he felt a little bit behind in his heart, thinking why he couldn't even compare to others on the way to study, but after another year, maybe he was guided by Mr. Wen, or maybe he was a year older, he understood a lot in his heart.
Why compare yourself to others, even if you are an ordinary person.
But the other children on Yushui Street are smart and have a future career, aren't they also their own faces?
There are some things that you really have to admit that others are talented.
Once An Wu figured it out, his temperament was not as dull as before, and he began to try to participate in some "bad things", just earlier, An Wu's leg was lame because he followed Ye Qi to provoke Zhiqiu.
An honest young man who is good happened to follow Ye Qi to provoke Zhiqiu once, but that time, the young man's left leg was knocked lame. In fact, An Wu didn't take the initiative to provoke Zhiqiu, but because after he saw Ye Qi's hand broken by Zhiqiu, he couldn't help but stand up for Ye Qi and wanted to seek justice, but Zhiqiu relied on a little boxing skills, first knocked him to the ground, and then took out a wooden stick out of nowhere and slammed it towards An Wu's left leg.
But afterwards, An Wu didn't have any complaints, and the honest young man thought about it carefully, it was indeed Ye Qi and himself who provoked Zhiqiu first, so Zhiqiu went to break Ye Qi's hand. However, this Zhiqiu has no reason to break Ye Qi's hands, so it is natural for him to come out by himself.
Even if his leg is lame, he doesn't blame anyone.
Even Zhiqiu.
This is what An Wu thinks, the idea of an ordinary person, perhaps a kind person.
Anwu has been searching for his own position, how is he in Yushui Street, or how is he standing in a log cabin?
Everyone has to find a position in their own small group, otherwise, how can they get along with others?
Especially ordinary people like this, those who are witty, but anyone who has a skill will not have such thoughts, Ji Zhengyi will not think about this, Ye Qi, Xu Jing, will not think about it.
So for a period of time later, Ji Zhengyi was only good friends with An Wu in the cabin, and with Ji Zhengyi's temperament, it seems that friends only recognize a few people.
Maybe even the old Taoist priest who is now dressed in white on the street is his friend.
Two weeks ago, the small bookstore.
Ji Zhengyi was lying on the small wooden table, his eyes glazed, and An Wu on the side was still thinking about the problem that Mr. Wen had mentioned before. However, An Wu thought about the time of a stick of incense, but he really didn't think about it thoroughly, so he thought of Ji Zhengyi next to him.
An Wu first gently touched Ji Zhengyi with his arm, but the latter was indifferent.
The somewhat brainless teenager refused to give up and continued to touch it with his arm, only this time with more force. Ji Zhengyi came back to his senses at this time, but he still looked at An Wu with blank eyes, and the latter whispered: "Third brother, what Mr. said just now is "Zhengfu is for it, good for the demon", I didn't understand this sentence very much, maybe I was stupid and stupid, Mr. made me a little confused, I didn't think about it for a long time and didn't come up with an answer, so I asked you." ”
If it was usual, Ji Zhengyi would be happy to give An Wu an answer, but today it was obvious that Ji Zhengyi was not in a good mood, he was stunned at first, and then nodded, but there was no follow-up.
An Wu was also confused, did he know or didn't know this nod, he felt that Ji Zhengyi was a little abnormal today, and he lost some energy, so he said again: "Third brother, do you know or don't know Wow, if you want to know, just say it quickly, I think this sentence should be quite interesting, but if you don't know, just hurry up, I'll go ask Mr......" The young man continued to whisper with some hesitation: "Although this may make Mr. think I'm stupid again.."
Ji Zhengyi happened to hear An Wu's last words, he seemed to suddenly come back to his senses, his face was serious, and his voice was slightly louder: "I don't know why you have this idea, but Mr. is a guide used to preach and teach and solve doubts, you have doubts, but you are ashamed to ask Mr., so what is the use of you learning knowledge in this small cabin?"
An Wu's face was a little hot, he lowered his head slightly, and he responded in an extremely low voice: "Third brother... That being said, I don't think I'm a little annoying... After all, Mr. did say it many times just now. With that, the boy lowered his head completely.
To An Wu's surprise, Ji Zhengyi didn't blush at the moment to teach him a lesson, although he was ready, Ji Zhengyi was cold and didn't like to talk, but when it came to the issue of right and wrong, he would indeed argue with a red face.
I saw that the corners of Ji Zhengyi's mouth twitched suddenly, and he barely squeezed out a smile, and said softly to the young man in front of him: "Old five." ”
When An Wu heard this old five, his originally lowered head suddenly raised and looked at Ji Zhengyi with a surprised face.
It seems that this is the first time I have heard Ji Zhengyi call him "Old Five" when they went up to the cabin together.
No, this is the first time we've known each other in a long time.
Holding back the slight surprise and excitement in his heart, An Wu continued to listen to Ji Zhengyi, who looked at An Wu with a slightly soft gaze and said, "Do you remember some time ago, Mr. asked me to answer that question." ”
"Is that the question of contention or not?" An Wu was slightly impressed.
Ji Zheng nodded and continued: "Actually, the answer to that question in my heart is not "gentlemanly and indisputable". ”
An Wu's face was expressionless, Ji Zhengyi was quite surprised, but he quickly recovered and said: "At first, I thought the same as you, I was ashamed to ask questions, and I didn't even dare to tell Mr. the answer in my heart. ”
Ji Zheng paused, cleared his throat, and continued: "The so-called Confucian way is not to fight. ”
"Maybe you are a little surprised, thinking that indisputability should be the meaning of Taoism, in fact, today's Confucian way, maybe is the Confucian way that Mr. told us, that is, the word indisputable, you have to carefully recall the principle of the avenue that Mr. has told us in the past three years. "However, after that day, I found out that I was actually wrong, and Mr. himself may not even know what the Confucian way is, because when I went against my heart and answered an answer that was not the answer, Mr. would be very happy." ”
But the gentleman was still not very happy, and even a little annoyed at the end. ”
"So I'm wondering, could it be that the gentleman himself doesn't have an answer in his heart?"
Ji Zhengyi suddenly closed his eyes and sighed: "But Mr. has a university question, and at the same time, Mr. can see through people's moods, so he saw through me for a long time at that time." So I wondered if it was because this was why my husband was so angry that day, he was not angry because of my answer, maybe I was angry because I lost my "heart", I didn't have the courage to face the answer truthfully, or maybe I took the answer too seriously. ”
When An Wu heard these words, his brain couldn't react, he touched his head and asked, "So, you have to tell me that no matter what, you have to keep your "true heart", no matter whether the answer in your heart is right or wrong, you must dare to say it?"
Ji Zheng stretched out a palm, slapped it on An Wu's shoulder, and laughed loudly: "Old Five, you are still not stupid to that extent." “
An Wu saw that this Ji Zhengyi could make a rare joke, and he didn't care about him saying that he was stupid, and he also laughed along with Hehe.
After Ji Zheng smiled, he suddenly said seriously: "Remember what I told you today, no matter what you think in your heart, you have to be open, even if you don't know a lot of things, but since you ask, Mr. will definitely give you a patient explanation, Mr. is not the kind of person who is easily irritated, um.... Although it was an accident that day, Mr. Suabalu has a very good temperament, so you can rest assured. ”
"Also, don't worry about whether Mr. has an answer in his heart, whether he is fighting or not, etc., the more you think about it, the more you will confuse your head. ”
An Wu nodded slightly after hearing this, but found that Ji Zhengyi still didn't tell him the meaning of the sentence at the beginning, so he continued to ask.
Unexpectedly, Ji Zhengyi shook his head, showed a mysterious smile, and used gestures to encourage Anwu to go to his husband for an answer.
Although An Wu is still a little unconfident, after listening to Ji Zhengyi say so much, he still has a little confidence in his heart.
"Anwu, tell you something. Ji Zhengyi's tone today was really a little strange.
But An Wu didn't notice it, he only thought about how to organize the language and went to Mr. for advice.
Ji Zheng saw that there were a few classmates next to him, so he leaned close to An Wu's ear and said, "I'm leaving Gusuzhou tonight." ”
An Wu was a little distracted after hearing this.
Sure enough, it's no wonder that Ji Zhengyi will talk to him so much about the "Principle of the Great Dao" today.
The words of parting are all golden words.