At this time, the palace maid seemed to suddenly realize what she had said, and knocked her head several times in a row, shaking the floor with a bang, presumably she really used a lot of force, and when she raised her head, a big bag bulged on her forehead, which was blue and purple, and blood oozed out, "The princess spares her life, it is the slave who said the wrong thing!" Princess, spare your life! ”

"Get up." Du Yueyan lost her strength, and she didn't have any intention to blame her, she collapsed on the chair and waved her hand, "You go out first and let Princess Ben stay alone." ”

The palace maid retreated and left nervously, and secretly glanced at her several times, and was relieved to find that she was pale.

She was the only one left in the palace, Du Yueyan didn't know how long she had been sitting, her throat was a little dry, she wanted to get the water at hand, but she found that her hands were shaking, and the water in the cup was shaken out and spilled on the ground, but she didn't even notice this, she held her hands to her mouth and sucked, staring at the sparkling water, her eyes were red.

As the saying goes, there are thoughts and dreams at night. She dreamed of the battlefield for several nights in a row, all of which were Meng Fusheng's figure, she saw him stabbed in front of her many times in her dreams, stumbling to the end, and even every time she woke up, the feeling of heartache almost dying still did not dissipate for a long time, but the most dreamed of was the scene of the confrontation between Fusheng and Ji Jingsheng, the two seemed to be arguing about something, until finally Ji Jingsheng pierced Meng Fusheng's chest with a sword, and she suddenly heard the content of their quarrel, it was for her!

Every time she woke up, her face was covered with tears that came out of nowhere, and even her pillow was soaked. When Nuan Chun and March came to serve in the morning, they found out, and asked her worriedly if she was uncomfortable?

Du Yueyan didn't want to explain anything, after all, all this was just a dream of hers, so she gave up after a few perfunctory words. No matter how good the relationship between them is, there is a difference between respect and inferiority, so they have no way to ask more questions in the warm spring.

One day, Du Yueyan didn't dream of any of Meng Fusheng and Ji Jingsheng, but she dreamed of the bustling people, she stood opposite them, facing their reproachful expressions, a little helpless for a while.

She spun around in confusion and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"What's going on?"

But the people did not answer her doubts, and she could only hear their mouths open and close in condemnation of her.

"It's all because of you! If it weren't for you, the war would have ended long ago! ”

"Why don't you die! You're a scourge! Folks! Burn her! Burn her! ”

"She's a demon, it's because of her that so many people have died, as long as she dies, it's all over!"

"I'm not!" Du Yueyan woke up from the dream crying, sat up, burst into tears, her emotions were still sad because of the scene in the dream, and she muttered, "I'm not a scourge, I'm sorry, I don't want to either......"

"Princess!" Nuan Chun pushed the door and ran in, Nuan Chun ran fast, seeing such a poor Du Yueyan, she was very distressed, and hugged her to comfort and care, "What happened?" Princess, are you having nightmares? Don't be afraid, the slaves and maids are here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid. ”

Nuan Chun gently patted her on the back.

Feeling the tenderness and care of the two of them, Du Yueyan slowly broke free from that desperate feeling, and looked outside, it was still pitch black, this was already how many times she woke up from a dream, and there was still no light outside.

Du Yueyan calmed down and beat violently to an unusual heart, then gently pushed Nuan Chun away, and said with a smile: "Princess Ben is fine, she just had a nightmare, you should also go and rest." ”

She must not have realized how far-fetched the smile on her face was and how pale her face was, Nuan Chun and March looked at each other, but they also had to leave.

"Then princess, you have a good rest, if there is anything to call the slaves and maids, the slaves and maids will appear immediately."

"Okay, Princess Ben knows."

Du Yueyan couldn't sleep at all next, leaning on the head of the bed and rubbing her temples, the whole person was extremely weak, as if she could faint at any time, but fortunately, she just looked weak, and her spirit was still good, at least she could sit until daytime.

The consequences of lack of sleep were soon revealed, and Du Weizhen, who was busy with the war, finally found time to see her, but when he saw the haggard person, his heart ached, and he frowned and asked, "Why are you so weak?" Is there anything else wrong with your body? Come on, bring the Imperial Doctor! ”

"I'm fine, brother." Du Yueyan stopped her, raised her head and said seriously, "It's just that I can't sleep at night because I'm remembering the things on the battlefield these days, and I often have nightmares, so I don't have to worry." ”

How can she make Du Weizhen not worried? insisted on finding the doctor, but after seeing it, the doctor only advised her to rest. Du Weizhen patted her head distressedly, "Silly imperial sister, everything will end." ”

He became Du Yueyan because he was worried about the people involved in the war, after all, in his mind, Du Yueyan has always been the kind-hearted girl. But it's true, Du Yueyan is worried about that thing.

The two siblings had lunch together, but neither of them had a good appetite, and they put down their chopsticks after only a little movement of a large table of delicacies. Du Weizhen still had a lot of things to solve for him, and he couldn't stay long, so he left. After Du Yueyan saw him go away, she lost her strength and lay back on the bed.

She hadn't had a good night's sleep during this time, and she was obviously very tired, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she would be awakened quickly, and she couldn't rest for long at all, and all this was because she had a knot.

"Ugh." The fluttering sigh fluttered and drifted, and I don't know where it went, and soon disappeared without a trace.

A few days later, the last time the palace maid found her again, she mentioned the same thing last time, in fact, Du Yueyan didn't check her afterwards, and what she found proved that she did have many relatives at the border, and what she said made sense in Du Yueyan's opinion.

The palace maid's speech was much more subtle than the last time, but if outsiders listened to it, they would be able to find clues, and her every word stimulated Du Yueyan, as if urging her to die to understand all this.

A string in Du Yueyan's mind that was stretched to the limit was torn off by her words, she lost the ability to think rationally, and even felt that as long as she died, everything was over, and the war and suffering would be gone, so what was she still alive for? Is it to continue to witness the continuation of all suffering?