"You're so kind. Glenn said, "I'm very happy with what you just said. But there are some things that I can't let you bear. ”

"So you're still prepared to live in such a painful life?" Alina's eyes were full of pity, "Mr. Glenn, you're not really a bad person, I don't know what your past was like, but at least you're not. ”

"But—" The man's voice in the dream rang in Glenn's ears again.

"Do you think all this can be forgotten? Your hands are covered with blood, your crimes are unforgivable, and people like you can only live in darkness forever!"

"I, I don't know who I am now. Glenn tugged at his hair in pain, "I'm a collection of contradictions now, and I can't break free from them no matter what." ”

"Then let's live it all over again from now on. Alina grabbed Glenn's hand and stood up, "If you're really feeling lost, why don't you live again?"

Glenn looked at Alina's sincere eyes and felt so at peace that it seemed as if all his troubles had vanished in an instant.

"Maybe that's a good idea. Glenn accepted Alina's suggestion, "Do it all over again, so I might be able to find the meaning of life again." ”

"If only you agreed. Alina was happy that Glenn agreed with her. "So first, let's start by getting to know the city again!"

After leaving the café, Glenn had the longest day of his life, and under Alina's guidance, he felt for the first time that he was so happy to be alive.

This girl is like the sun, her enthusiasm makes Glenn's heart warm again, as long as she is around, Glenn feels that his heart is so peaceful and tranquil.

Until this day, Glenn had been confident that he was completely familiar with the city of London, but when the sun began to fade into the sky, Glenn suddenly realized that he was completely ignorant of the city.

Glenn knew every street in the area, even the most secret passages, and he knew them all.

But apart from the drawings, Glenn found himself completely ignorant of the city: he didn't know where young people were most popular, where they could relax, and he didn't even know what was on sale in some of the shops.

But he didn't know anything about it, but Alina was very familiar with it. With her by her side, Glenn fully understood for the first time what a real city was, and he couldn't help but sigh at how ridiculous his past was.

That's all that is learned by the words of being alive in the dark, Glenn smiled bitterly in his heart. It's just a bunch of things on the map that don't change at all, and I don't know anything else, and sure enough, I wasn't really alive at all.

Before he knew it, the sun had completely sunk into the horizon, and Glenn felt more satisfied than ever during the day's journey.

"Did you have fun today, Glenn?" asked Alina as she walked along the road.

"Ah, it feels fulfilling. Glenn replied earnestly, "To be honest, there are many things I don't know, but I do feel very happy after today." ”

"Actually, I've always thought Mr. Glenn was cool. Alina bowed her head a little shyly and said, "It's a little offensive, but I'm happy to be with you." ”

"Isn't that cool?" Glenn scratched his head in embarrassment, "I don't think there's anything cool about me, what is it about you that you can see?"

"The first time we met, you made me feel like a knight of old. Alina looked up at Glenn and said, "At that time, I was really desperate, but you suddenly appeared, almost like a knight. ”

"I, I'm like a knight?" Glenn couldn't help but laugh, "It's the first time I've been told to look like a knight, and if it was before, everyone would have called me a ghost." ”

"Ghosts?" asked Alina, puzzled, "how can they say that? I don't see any reason in you to be called a ghost. ”

"Of course you can't see it. Glenn suddenly had a mischievous thought in his mind, and he deliberately lowered his voice and said, "That's because, because all the people who saw me were dead." ”

Alina was so frightened by Glenn's sudden tone change that she stopped her steps, and Glenn deliberately froze in place, then suddenly turned around and made a horrible grimace, which caused Alina to kick him in the abdomen.

"Uh......" Glenn was directly hit by this sudden blow to the crouch, he didn't expect Alina's shot to be so fast, and it hit him in the abdomen directly and neatly.

"I'm sorry. Alina hurriedly hugged Glenn, "I'm so sorry, but it's also your fault, whoever let us go so well, you suddenly gave me such a sudden." ”

"The first joke was a failure. Glenn clutched his stomach and cried bitterly, "But the effect is okay, I think I can think about it again next time." ”

Alina angrily twisted his ear with her hand, and Glenn begged for mercy in pain: "Ah, it hurts, it hurts, I can't be wrong, I will never do such a prank, let go, let go, I really know it's wrong!"

Alina let go of her hand and pouted angrily: "It's true, you have to scare me, if you don't change it this time, believe it or not, I'll ignore you in the future." ”

"Isn't it all my fault?" said Glenn, rubbing his belly, "I promise not to make jokes like this again, I swear, swear." ”

"By the way, you seem to have said this is your first time joking, right?" Alina suddenly remembered something, "So that means you haven't even made a joke before?"

"Kidding, I didn't need that before. Glenn said, "To me before, all of these things were useless, and naturally I couldn't touch them at all. ”

"That's not living at all. "That's just a tool, because only a tool is completely emotionless." ”

"Well said!" Glenn couldn't help but compliment, "You're so right, Alina, but it's such a simple truth, and I haven't fully understood it until now." ”

"I've been able to roughly guess your previous life. "It's like living in complete darkness, isn't that a life like hell?"

"Hell, that's a life more cruel than hell. "My hands are dirty, and I can't remember exactly how many sins I've committed, and there may be no way to forgive them." ”

"Is that why you're confused?" Alina finally understood why Glenn looked so confused, "I don't know what you've done, but aren't you completely different now?"

"There are things that cannot be forgotten!"

"But those things will only make you more painful, I can feel the contradiction in your heart, I can feel that you are so painful, living like this is just torture!"

"You don't understand at all, Aliana, the world we live in is completely different, you can't understand it at all!"

"Maybe you have sinned, but don't you have a good heart now? There are indeed many things that cannot be forgiven, but what can you do if you just dwell on the past?"

"No, you don't understand. You do make me feel so at peace, but what if you're not there? What if you see me before? I, I'm a monster!"

"As I said, I will help you share your pain. Alina grabbed Glenn's hand, "Why do you want to reject me like this? ”

"Shut up!" Glenn slammed Aliana's hand away, and Alina nearly fell to the ground due to her unsteady center of gravity. Looking at Alina's sincere and pure eyes, Glenn felt that she was so unforgivable.

"I am an existence that should not have been born. Glenn leaned against the fence on the side of the road and said, "Alina, I don't want to hide it from you, but I'll tell you about all the evil deeds I've committed!"

"I have killed people, I should say many people, among those people there are both wicked and good, there are criminal and innocent people, but I still do it, for the sake of that twisted justice, my hands are covered with blood. ”

"What kind of bastard dark justice, that's not justice at all, it's just senseless killing, I've killed my own companions, I've killed completely innocent people, and even unwitting witnesses have to be completely erased, what am I!?"

"Later, I finally realized how ridiculous my former self was, and I chose to flee, longing to live like a real person!

"My life has no meaning, just a walking corpse, living to atone for my sins, I even feel that living now is simply a punishment, only to let my soul fall into hell and be tortured forever, this is the real atonement!"

Glenn felt his body completely relaxed all of a sudden, and he completely told what he had suppressed in his heart, and this was the first time, the first time he had said so many words in his heart to someone else.

"Glenn. Alina was visibly shocked by the truth that Glenn had just spoken, and although she had thought that Glenn might have done something illegal, she had never thought that Glenn's past was so dark and cruel.

"Now do you understand, Alina?" said Glenn in a very weak voice, "I have lived with sins, there is no need to live, I am truly grateful to you for being by my side, and for today's journey, this is the happiest day of my life." ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't get it. Alina bit her lip and said, "I never thought anyone could actually live like that, I'm sorry, Glenn." ”

"You don't have to be sorry. Glenn smiled instead, "It feels good to say everything, that's enough, Alina, I still have to thank you, but now let's go, it's so dirty to be with someone like me!"

"I don't think you're dirty. Tears glistened in Alina's eyes, "I think you're a good person now, no matter what, I can feel the kindness in your heart, so I'm not leaving!"

"Why don't you understand? I-" Glenn straightened up for a moment, but as soon as he tried to continue, he immediately felt a sharp pain coming from his skull, and after a brief whirlwind, Glenn immediately fell into the darkness of the night, losing all consciousness.