Chapter 34: A word wakes up the dreamer
Even if he was reluctant, Lin Chu still left, and for a while, the atmosphere in the Lin Mansion was too depressing, and Lin Mu couldn't stay, so he told the housekeeper and went out.
Du Fu.
"Yo, who's here?" Bai Lijin saw Lin Muzi's figure coming from a distance, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but he could hear unhappiness in his tone.
Lin Muzi stopped in front of him, as if he didn't know Bai Lijin's little temper, "Isn't this just free, so I slipped out!" My eldest brother is gone. ”
"I know, I saw it this morning when I came back from outside the city." Bai Lijin's eyes were still on Lin Muzi, as if he was studying some treasure, "Miss Lin, who has nothing to do and ascended to the Three Treasures Palace, what do you seem to want to do today?" ”
"You talk well, annoying!" Lin Muzi glanced at him, and sat down on the stool on the side, "Big brother is gone, the house is too clean, I can't stay, come to Baili brother, you are here to breathe, but as a result, I don't want to welcome me when I look like you!" Then I'll go home. Although Lin Muzi said so, he sat on the stool and didn't want to move at all.
Bai Lijin poked Lin Muzi's head, and the pampering in his tone remained unchanged for thousands of years, "You, you, you can say it very much." It's just so that you're here, and I'm going to go somewhere today, so let's go together! Bai Lijin knew his feelings for Lin Muzi, and he wanted to go down with Lin Muzi, so at this stage, in addition to his identity, Bai Lijin didn't plan to hide other things.
"Where are you going?" Lin Muzi ate the pastries on the table, and asked without raising his head, "It's not far away, I will inform my father of the time." ”
"Outside the city, I'll probably be back before dinner." Bai Lijin stretched out her hand to help Lin Muzi remove the dim sum crumbs from the corner of her mouth, "Why are you so frizzy and sloppy in eating." ”
Lin Muzi was stunned for a long time, she is not a five-year-old child, she will not think that this kind of action is what a man will do to a sister who has nothing to do with it, the first time she saw Bai Lijin today, she felt that something seemed to be different, but she couldn't tell what was different, now Bai Lijin made such an action, Lin Muzi had a voice in his heart saying: Wake up, think about what the purpose you held when you were just reborn, you are not qualified to experience these feelings and love now, You can't delay others, it's enough for hell to have you alone ....
The inner voice kept talking, but Lin Muzi's face did not show any clues, as if he was savoring the snacks in his hand, "Brother Baili, has Uncle Du ever fallen in love with a girl for you before?" ”
Bai Lijin didn't know why she suddenly asked this question, but she quickly reacted, Lin Muzi was afraid to show her attitude, she didn't want to touch these things, but so what, he was happy! Thinking of this, Bai Lijin's tone also relaxed, "My godfather didn't say anything about this, but I remember that my previous biological father seemed to have the intention of helping me talk about the daughter of a family, but I haven't been back for so many years, so I guess it's over!" Whatever, anyway
I would never marry someone I don't like. ”
"Brother Baili, what you said yourself, the words of your parents, who can escape from these fetters?" Lin Muzi looked at Bai Lijin for a long time, and his eyes seemed to say: You will accept your fate to marry someone else, so even if you don't want to, it's useless.
Bai Lijin looked at Lin Muzi's eyes, which were as deep as an ancient well, and people were slowly immersed in it when they couldn't see it at a glance, and these eyes could make people indulge in it willingly. Bai Lijin's throat tightened, and he coughed twice as if he had recovered his voice, "Muzi, you must know that the words of the matchmaker of your parents are true, but if you have strong enough strength and do not have to be restrained by your parents, these eight words will have no effect on you." Just like today's emperor, the older generation pays the most attention to the continuation of the heir, not to mention the royal family, but the emperor relied on himself to sit on the throne, he said that the harem only needs one queen, then only one person, he said that his heir only needs Jun Wuchen, then only one, this is what other things look like in front of strength, vulnerable. Bai Li Jin looked at the inexplicable light in Lin Muzi's eyes, his eyes flashed, and then he picked up his words, "Muzi, although this world is proudly maintained by the rules, but if your strength makes the person who created the rules feel threatened, they will try their best to weaken your strength, after the two tigers fight, if the person who created the rules wins, you will be in a very awkward position, but if you win, then nothing can limit you, you are independent of the rules." ”
Lin Muzi was silent for a long time after listening to Bai Lijin's words, she knew that she couldn't do what she wanted to do at the moment because her strength was not enough, so she wanted to expand her strength, but what she was in contact with told her that if a woman needs to enhance her strength, it can only be through men, but Lin Muzi doesn't want to live such a life, whether it is revenge or life in the future, he wants to rely on only herself.
"But what if you don't even have the ability to accumulate strength?" Lin Muzi's eyes when he looked at Bai Lijin had something called helplessness.
Bai Lijin covered her eyes, this kind of look will make him can't help but want to kiss her, "No, everyone has their own unique way of survival, no one will not have the ability to accumulate strength, people who really say that they can't often give up their opportunities early, because accumulating their own strength is a difficult process, just like Phoenix Nirvana, what can survive is the phoenix after being reborn in the fire, stunning the world, but if you lose what you stick to or can't hold on to in the process, have become ordinary people who are unknown, and even disappear directly. Muzi, you are only five years old, you think that there is no way to accumulate strength is a very important thing, nothing is God-given, all of them are obtained through their own hard work, I only escaped from the cannibalistic melting pot when I was five years old, and then I met my godfather and began to grow up slowly, and my godfather left
During that time, I only had Duber by my side, a child under the age of ten, and it was really difficult and difficult to get to where I am today under that situation, and I also thought about giving up, and I also thought about just letting it go, anyway, the days after escaping from that melting pot were all earned by myself. But at the time when I was no longer the most helpless, Du Bo brought the letter left by my godfather. In fact, my biological father always knew my whereabouts, but because of my godfather's protection, I was able to live unharmed for so long. But my godfather is gone, and no one can protect me, so I'll go back to that place, and I will... Die in that place, and the business houses under my godfather will also be eaten, and I can't let my godfather's fruits be ruined in my hands like this, so I have to grow, I have to grow, and grow up to the point that my biological father has no way to manipulate me. When Bai Li Jin said this, there was hatred in his tone that could not be dissolved, and when the letter left by his godfather said far more than this, but other things related to proving his identity and the reason for his mother's real death, Bai Li Jin couldn't say it, so every time he thought of this, Bai Li Jin's heart was full of the urge to kill. But when he felt the movements of Lin Muzi's eyelashes trembling under his hand, his heart was suddenly filled with softness, and that sense of satisfaction was the first time he felt since his godfather's death.
"Brother Baili, are you okay?" Lin Muzi could feel the changes in Bai Lijin's mood, and every time he mentioned his relatives, his emotions would be extremely unstable.
Suppressed by Lin Muzi's soft and glutinous voice, Bai Lijin calmed down his mood, "I'm fine, but I still can't control myself." Muzi, I don't mention this to make you sympathize with me, I just want to tell you that only when you reach a real desperate situation, you will stimulate your potential, and the previous ones are just to continue to strengthen for the outbreak of this moment. If I hadn't had the previous experience of learning business with my godfather, even if my biological father forced me to be miserable, I wouldn't have been able to break out. And for you, what you lack is the accumulation of these strengths, you don't know which aspect you should save from, you can't start, you have an empty heart to be strong, no plan, so even if it is another ten years, you can't do what you want to do. ”
Bai Lijin's words made Lin Muzi wake up suddenly. Yes, she has a heart for revenge, but she doesn't make any moves, why should she take revenge? How can you protect the people you care about? It's true that she is the concubine of the Prime Minister's Mansion, but what can this ineffective identity bring her the following? It's nothing more than more fetters and troubles. The most important thing she should do now is to "get rid of" this identity, and then slowly start from scratch to accumulate enough strength for her future outburst, and in this process, in addition to the pain she must experience, she also has to hide from everyone, otherwise someone will guess her intentions, and all the people she cares about will be harmed.
"Okay, why do you talk so much, I'm going to be more serious with you!
Bai Lijin withdrew his hand covering Lin Muzi's eyes, and his tone returned to his previous appearance, "Let's get ready to go out of the city, otherwise we won't be able to come back before dinner!" ”
Lin Muzi knew that he was just changing the topic, and according to Bai Li Jin's intelligence, he would definitely be able to guess his thoughts, so these were the first life truths that Bai Li Jin taught her that she didn't know, so she didn't dwell on this thing anymore, nodded lightly, and agreed to Bai Li Jin's arrangement.
(End of chapter)
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