The next day, during the break, Sakura Xue was puzzled by yesterday's events, so she went to Miyazawa Shinobu to ask for clarification.

Shinobu Miyazawa sat on the edge of the school field to rest, and she also ran over to sit next to him.

"Yesterday it was the teacher who was examining me, but... I feel like you really want me to kill you. Sakura Xue said.

Shinobu Miyazawa was silent.

"Why?"

He still did not want to speak.

"Senior brother, tell me."

Shinobu Miyazawa tilted his head to look at her, and from this angle, he felt that Sakurayuki Kawashima was Oda, so he had the desire to pour out.

"Kill me, it's good for you and me, why not?" Miyazawa forbears the wind and said lightly.

"What's in it for me?" Sakura Xue said strangely.

Miyazawa Shinobu shook his head and said, "I can't say this." ”

Ying Xue also knew that there was strict discipline here, and he couldn't say that he had a reason, so he didn't ask any questions, and asked again: "What's the benefit to you, can this be said?" ”

Miyazawa only looked at the endless sky in the distance, as if he was thinking.

"It's a secret too?"

"No, but it's my private matter, and you're interested?"

"Yes." Sakurayuki leaned closer, staring at him eagerly.

Miyazawa Shinobu felt a wordless feeling in his heart, feeling very happy, he smiled and said, "You are very much like a person, every time I see you, I think of her, and sometimes I think of you as her." ”

"Who is it?"

"Oda, the daughter of Kurokawa Shikibu."

"How is she now?"

"Dead." Miyazawa was saddened.

Sakurayuki smiled, frowned, and stared at Miyazawa Shinobu's deep eyes, observing his demeanor for the first time so closely.

"She is as good as you, her personality is very similar to you, so unadmitted, so strong, and most of the time she is not close to people, I never know what she is thinking, so I generally dare not talk to her, and she never tells me anything other than work."

Miyazawa Shinobu paused, and Sakurayuki expected him to continue.

"I trained with her and witnessed all the pain she went through, but she never cried or complained, and I felt sorry for her; She was so arrogant and indifferent that she didn't dare to get too close, and I could only admire her. She was the best agent in her father's mouth, and the teacher used her as a model for me to train me, so I admired her even more, and I became closer and closer to her, and I became as decisive as her, as quiet as her...... But there is one thing I can't do, I can't stifle my emotions, I can't help liking her, but I don't dare to confide half a word, my eyes don't dare to have extra feelings, finally, I also became the best agent in the teacher's mouth, but I know that I am not, and Oda and I eventually become an inseparable pair of swords. I was miserable at that time, because I liked her, but I couldn't say it; Looking at her, she was right in front of me, within reach, but I couldn't get close to her heart. But I'm still happy because we're really like each other, always with us, eating together, training together, working together......"

As he spoke, Shinobu Miyazawa let go of his eyes and looked at the sky, as if he had seen the past, and a happy expression appeared on his face.

Sakurayuki was stunned, as if she saw the past depicted by Shinobu Miyazawa vividly appear in her mind.

"Later, I found out that Oda's heart was not so cold, at least it was still radiating. That time we received a mission, different from the previous missions, this time to kill people and steal a document, we were trained, we know how to kill, I have killed people, but she has never killed anyone, although I have some heart palpitations, but considering that Oda is a girl after all, I proposed that I kill people, tell her to steal documents, but she does not agree, she is so stubborn, and I listen to her. But...... Maybe she was not clean enough for the first time to kill, maybe it was a mistake caused by nervousness, that person did not die at the time, and the alarm was sounded, we failed in our mission, we had to evacuate, at that time more than 20 people chased behind, in the rain of bullets, we fought back, while escaping, I covered Oda to run in front, she reached a bridge when there were no bullets, I told her to jump off the bridge, she did not jump, she said that life must live together, death must die together, never leave me alone. ”

Miyazawa smiled with relief, and said: "At that time, although facing death, I felt happiness and joy that I had never felt before, I looked back, and saw that she was still standing still, so I stood in front of her, I remember that there was a sudden sharp pain in my arm, I was shot in my right arm, and there were three or four people chasing after me, I had to hold a gun in my left hand, but my left hand was always not as flexible as my right hand, or maybe it was too dark, I was too panicked, my last bullet missed, and there was another person who missed, at this time I had already gone to Oda's side, and without thinking, I jumped into the water with her in my arms. ”

"That's why you want me to make my left hand as flexible as my right?"

"yes."

"And then?"

"Later...... Later, I experienced the most painful thing in my life, after jumping into the water, we both survived, but not only did I have an infection in my wounds, but also in my lungs, because it was never cured, so it became what I am today, as long as I did a little high-intensity exercise, I would have chest tightness and wheezing, and in severe cases, suffocation, since then, I have lost my qualification to be a secret agent, and I have become a waste person in the mouth of the teacher. It was also because of the failure of this mission, we missed the best time to steal confidential documents, we only knew to complete the mission, but we didn't know what impact the failure of the mission would have on the upper echelons, anyway, the superiors were furious, and the layers were held accountable, Oda had already made it clear to his father that this failure was due to his own mistakes, Kurokawa Shikibu did his best to keep Oda, but he pushed her into the abyss, and soon Kurokawa Shikibu was demoted, and under the pressure and anger, he began to torture Oda. ”

"Torture?" Sakurayuki's heart suddenly jumped, "She's his daughter, how will she torture her?" ”

He took Oda to a labor field, where the laborers were all low-level vagrants or slaves with no status, who were forced to do heavy manual labor, and who were brought in every day, and who died and buried deep in the mountains. Angry at Oda's mistakes, Kurokawa Shikibu sent her to the labor field to practice killing, and trained her to be an agent who kills without blinking. Oda is a soldier and has a firm ability to execute, but she is human and human, and how can she do it in the face of these already poor and innocent people......"

At this time, Miyazawa couldn't bear to continue, he frowned and took a breath, and exhaled slowly, he calmed down a lot, and changed the conversation: "A few days later, I came out of the hospital, and when I heard that she was in the labor field, I secretly went to see her, she was all wooden, and she actually cried when she saw me, this is the first time I have seen her cry." ”

"That night, we sat on the hillside not far from the camp and talked, she said that she had killed more than 20 people in the past few days, the younger was in his teens, the older was forty or fifty years old, and she would never forget the helpless, pleading, desperate look in their eyes when they looked at her, she said she had nightmares every night, and she would cry in her dreams......"

"That night, she didn't go back to camp, I listened to her until late at night, she slept in my arms for a few hours, and when she woke up she said she slept well and didn't have nightmares this time."

"I had to go, and when I left, she was very reluctant, but she laughed and cried again...... That night, news came that she had killed herself in a trance after killing three people......"

Miyazawa looked at the sky wordlessly, Sakura Xue saw that his eyes were red, and there was not a single tear in the end, she didn't understand.

After a while, Shinobu Miyazawa took out two photos from his arms, one of Oda and one of his own.

"This was taken after a mission at that time, we passed by the photo studio, I said to go to take pictures, she looked at me coldly at first, I thought she would go away but she agreed, we took one each, I asked for her, she didn't look at one, let alone ask for it, but after she died, this photo of me was found from her, and now, I don't know when she secretly went to the photo studio to get it." A hint of relief appeared at the corner of Miyazawa's mouth, and he handed the photo to Sakurayuki and said, "Look, it's very similar to you." ”

"Well, it's pretty." Ying Xue was stunned for a moment and smiled, "I mean she's good-looking." ”

"You look at her expression, she is always very cold, even if she takes off her military uniform and wears ordinary clothes," Miyazawa looked into the eyes of the photo Oda, feeling very kind, he turned his head to look at Sakurayuki's eyes, completely different, and thought to himself, "I know, she is not Oda." ”

Sakura Xue was in a daze with the photo, not knowing what to think, Miyazawa saw the clue, so he said, "When I go out in the future, I will also take you to the photo studio to take a picture." ”

"Really?"

"Really," Miyazawa thought wistfully again, "if you can get out." ”

Sakurayuki returned the photo to Miyazawa, feeling very sorry that there was some relief in it, Miyazawa caught a glimpse of her, and her heart touched suddenly, and she thought to herself, "You must be able to go out, I won't let the same thing happen a second time!" ”

The whistle blew over there, and Sakura Xue got up, forgetting her original intention when she came, "This is a makeup class, you can accompany me." She said.

"Okay."

In the dressing room, there were already more than a dozen female students, and on the podium was a female instructor with a cold expression, and Ying Xue sat in her place and looked at a mirror in front of her.

"Today, your task is to turn yourself into an ignorant girl, and the first step is to start with your own makeup," the female instructor walked up to the girl in front of her, took her as an example, and said, "Girl, both hairstyle and makeup are different from the hairstyle and makeup of a mature woman, you follow me." ”

The female instructor began to comb her hair, and then put on makeup, Sakura Xue followed suit, Miyazawa Shinobu watched from the sidelines, and said, "The color of the lips is a little deeper, the eyebrows are a little raised, the eyes don't move, and the expression is colder..."

Sakurayuki did so, and Miyazawa Shinobu was stunned, the person in the mirror was not much different from the appearance of Oda when he first entered the military academy six or seven years ago.