The masked man looked at the delicate back of the woman in the distance, and the blue glass light in his eyes was even more dazzling.

After dawn the next day, someone got up, freshened up and dressed up, and came to Abbot Huijue's meditation room with purple smoke.

At this time, Ziyan was thinking in her heart that Miss finally kept her word last night and came back very early. After the young lady left last night, I was always uneasy and frightened, for fear that the lady or the son would come in, and I would be sure to die, but fortunately the young lady came back early.

The young lady got up earlier than usual this morning, and she said that she had come to see Master Huijue and ask him to find out something.

At this time, Su Miaojing entered the room and looked at the bald old man sitting on the small couch, only to see that his eyes were closed, his face was full of compassion and peace, he had a long white beard on his chin, and he was wearing a red robe and an off-white plain robe.

I saw him close his eyes and speak in a clear tone, "Here it is!" Miss Su, please take a seat! ”

As he spoke, he opened his eyes with a kind expression on his face, and I closed the door with my hand, leaving Ziyan outside.

I can now be sure that the person in front of me is not simple, he can guess who I am without even opening his eyes? And I'm sure I'll come to him today.

My voice was calm, "Master, I heard that you are knowledgeable, well-informed, and able to solve people's doubts, and I have two things I want to ask for today, and please answer them." The tone was respectful and polite.

Abbot Huijue looked at her with a smooth and kind face, and his tone was gentle, "Miss Su, please speak!" ”

Su Miaojing spoke in a soft tone, "Master, I'm not from this world, do you believe it?" She looked at him wistfully, as if trying to make him believe in herself.

Abbot Huijue's tone was not salty, but he said, "Believe, don't believe." Girls don't have to hesitate, just do it from the heart! The heart tells you what to do, and you do it."

When Su Miaojing heard the phrase 'act from the heart', she suddenly realized, although she crossed over to this body, she told herself that it was good to be alive, and she didn't have to ask for so much, because things in the world were not as good as they should be, anyway, in that world, she was already a dead person, and they didn't know if she kept it or not.

However, I still think of them, my parents, my brother, and him in that world, the person I loved the most and the person who hurt me the most, Jin Haonan. After all, they were the people I loved the most in that world.

In that world, or after I came to this world, I only had a simple desire to become a free doctor, but in this world, there were too many obstacles, in that world, I was a doctor, but I got cancer and lost my life. So, I'm very confused, am I Qin Nong or Su Miaojing? Should I go for my wish or not?

Now Abbot Huijue's sentence from the heart has relieved the hesitation in my heart, he is right, no matter who I am? Just do it according to my heart, won't it?

Sure enough, he is a high-ranking monk, and his thinking is different. My face was full of joy and wanted to open an expression, "Master, thank you!" I would like to ask for a second thing. ”

Hui Jue said in a compassionate tone, "Girl, please speak! ”

Su Miaojing was already sitting opposite him, but now she got a little closer and whispered in a low voice, "Master, I want to ask, in that world, there is a person I have missed for a long time, did he betray the relationship between us?" Or did he have a last resort. ”

Abbot Huijue did not answer her words, but asked rhetorically, "Does the girl believe what she sees and hears, or does she believe in her own heart?"

Su Miaojing was asked by this and had nothing to say, because she didn't know, she had told him after she got sick, but he said that he would always be by his side and would never abandon himself, but after only a few months, he changed his hexagram and said that he didn't want to be with him anymore, because he said that his illness made him feel so tired, he gave up, so he left me decisively, and even before I died, he didn't come to see me. Even if he doesn't love me anymore, but I'm going to die, he hates me so much that he doesn't even want to look at me? Every time she thinks of this, she feels like a heartache, feeling that the man she has loved for two years is so ruthless.

When I was an intern, he was my master, teaching me how to treat patients, teaching me how to be a good doctor, and finally, he made me an excellent psychiatrist, if it weren't for my terminal illness, he and I would probably be married, but now it's all gone, maybe this is a dream!

I said in an uncertain tone, "I don't know." ”

The master looked at her kindly and benevolently, "Miss Su, then please close your eyes now and ask your own heart, are you willing to believe in him or doubt him?"

I sat down on my knees and closed my eyes.

Slowly I seem to have entered my dreamland, back to the 21st century, I saw a lot of scenes, a few years ago, Jin Haonan and I fell in love, there was a picture of me getting sick, there was a picture of my father looking for Jin Haonan and asking him to leave me, there was a picture of our breakup with grief on both sides, there was a picture of my resistance to the disease, there was a picture of my parents' pain and grief after I died, and there was a picture of Jin Haonan who quietly stood outside the door and peeked at me on the hospital bed, crying for me......

In short, that scene was like a movie, and it went through my mind countless times, and I was awakened all of a sudden.

Ziyan outside saw that I hadn't come out for so long, and my mother and second brother also came, Ziyan shouted outside, "Miss, Miss......" I was awakened by this voice.

I was so shocked that I opened my eyes all of a sudden, with a smile full of surprise, looking at Abbot Huijue, and my tone was full of gratitude, "Master, thank you!" Thank you! Thank you so much! I get it, I understand everything. ”

I fully understood that he did not betray our relationship, and that he had left me because of my father's persecution, and that he had planned to insist on being with me, but his sister was sick, suffering from congenital heart disease, and I knew it from the beginning, because he had told me. The disease required surgery and treatment, so my dad forced him to leave me with 1 million.

He felt that he was not worthy of being with him, because although he had to accept the million, but he still accepted it, he couldn't pass his own level, so he said ruthlessly, but he would come to the hospital every holiday to see me quietly, at that time, it is estimated that my parents were not there, and I also fell asleep, but in my sleep, I always felt a pair of familiar hands caressing my face, talking to me, at that time, I thought I was just dreaming, it turned out to be true, it turned out that he still loved me, That's enough, even if we'll never be together, but at least we've really loved each other, and that's enough.

I hope that in that world, he can find the person he loves again, fulfill his dream, and become a doctor without borders, and I will always bless him in this world, and wish him eternal happiness!

I opened the door, with a relaxed smile on my face, looking at Ziyan, and speaking in a brisk tone, "Ziyan, I'm so happy, I'm really happy." I hugged Ziyan excitedly, hoping to pass on this joy to others.