Chapter 185: Sinking or Rebirth

In the afternoon, Wang Ling came.

"Sister-in-law, is Brother Nian here?" Wang Ling asked.

"You're here," Ruxin said softly, "he's not there." ”

Wang Ling's eyes flickered, countless thoughts floated through his mind, an inexplicable impulse controlled his brain, and then controlled his hands and feet, he immediately closed the door and hugged Ruxin in his arms.

"Youβ€”let go of me, let go of me!" Ruxin slapped hard.

Wang Ling's mind was in chaos, and his heart was very empty, so he had to let go suddenly, as if his soul had suddenly returned, and he was stunned and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll leave immediately, ...... go."

"Don't!" Ruxin suddenly stopped him.

Wang Ling turned around slowly, and Ruxin was very distressed when she saw his pale face and chapped lips.

"Have a cup of tea and go." Ruxin said and went to pour tea.

Wang Ling calmed down a little, looked at Ruxin's back as she went to pour tea, and said calmly, "Sister-in-law...... Look at your face is even worse, have you finished taking the medicine? I'll get it for you when I'm done. ”

Ruxin turned her back to him, tears rolling down, thinking that only he still cared if he looked good or not.

Wang Ling saw that she was still holding the pestle, and asked again, "...... you What happened to you? ”

Ruxin raised her hand to wipe away her tears, choked up and said, "It's okay." ”

Wang Ling saw that her actions were wiping her tears, and hurriedly turned to her, seeing that her tears were not dry, and her eyes were red.

"Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Wang Ling wanted to reach out to wipe her tears, but she wasn't sure if she would let her, so she raised her hand, not knowing what to do, but she was anxious and blurted out: "Aru, don't cry, tell me, what's wrong with you?" ”

"It's really fine." Ruxin heard him call herself like this, her heart was excited, she hurriedly wiped away her tears, poured tea for him, and then went into the house by herself, threw herself on the bed, and had a fierce ideological struggle, she didn't want to be a woman without women's virtues, but she faced a person who really cared for herself, she didn't know what to do, she could only cry in a hurry.

Wang Ling stood outside the door, at a loss, listening to her sobbing, the pain in his heart, he knew that she had had enough of the grievances in Chen Nian, and he couldn't share it for her.

Seeing that it was getting dark again, Wang Ling had to go, this time, he left quietly, Ruxin cried for a long time, she didn't know when Wang Ling left, but she was very worried, very worried that he would not come tomorrow.

In the evening, Chen Nian came back, full of alcohol as always, and fell asleep, and she laughed at herself at this time: "He sleeps with prostitutes outside every day, and I, what am I looking forward to?" ”

This night, Ruxin almost didn't sleep, she figured it out. The rebellion she is about to carry out is not a rebellion against her husband's power, she is simply following the normal desire of her heart - the struggle of a weak woman for the right to be loved a little.

The next day, Chen Nian left early in the morning, she dressed up better than any other day, facing herself in the small mirror, she thought, Chen Nian doesn't like herself, but, people should like themselves first, and then let others like themselves, at this moment, she felt that she was beautiful, and then pursed her lips and smiled, without any fluctuations in her heart.

She knew that she was going to do something against women's morals, and she knew it was wrong, but she also knew that it was the only thing that could make her happy right now.

In the afternoon, Wang Ling came, and he brought medicine.

"Isn't Brother Nian here?"

"You should know where he is now."

Wang Ling pursed her lips, and Ruxin walked to close the door and lock it.

Wang Ling looked at her face with a slight smile, as if tasting a glass of light wine, he felt a little drunk, facing Ruxin, who was more beautiful than ever, he lost his earlier desire and impulse, and said calmly: "Aru, you are so beautiful, and your complexion is also very good, I don't need this medicine." ”

"Do you like it?"

Wang Ling's head shook and he was dumbfounded.

"You're my best medicine." Ruxin slowly walked up to him, leaned over gently, and lay on Wang Ling's shoulder, her hand wrapped around his neck.

Wang Ling was stunned, and it took a long time to recover, drop the medicine in his hand, and hug it tightly, as if he had encountered a long-lost touch, so that he suddenly burst into tears and couldn't cry.

"You're the best, Aged is a jerk." Ruxin choked up, "I don't want you to leave." ”

"I'll rescue you, it's hard to die a good death, he hurt you, I can't spare him." Wang Ling swore resolutely.

Ruxin cried and laughed, shook her head and said, "Don't say it, don't say it, now it's just you and me, not him." ”

Wang Ling held her face and looked at it gently, he felt that his heart was about to melt, this was a scene that Eternal Life had not imagined, and Ruxin was now in the palm of his hand.

"Come on." Ruxin wiped away his tears, took his hand, and walked into his room.

This is a girl's boudoir, and Wang Ling smells a familiar fragrance.

"You've thought about my room a hundred times, haven't you?" Ruxin asked.

"There are 110,000 times."

Ruxin smiled happily, this was a love story that she had never heard before, it was so intoxicating that she pulled him to sit on the edge of the bed and asked, "I want to ask you, do you just need a woman, or do you like me." ”

"I don't know," Wang Ling shook his head and said in a wooden voice: "I only know that since you gave me the courage to correct my name, my feelings about you have changed, I see the old bullying you, I feel distressed, I suffer for you, when you reject me, I am not afraid, I am desperate, I am miserable, now, I feel that you are the best person in the world, I never want to let go of your hand." ”

Ruxin smiled, two dimples appeared on her cheeks, her eyes were full of tears, her eyes were rolling smartly, she pursed her lips, and threw herself into Wang Ling's arms.

Wang Ling hugged her, he didn't think about anything, he felt that this was the happiest moment in a hard life, and he didn't have any evil thoughts. Until Ruxin leans her body and lies down.

"Ah Ling, I know you're in love with me, come." She lay down, her hands outstretched.

Wang Ling swallowed his saliva, stared straight at her, leaned his body, Ruxin hugged his neck, pulled Wang Ling to lean over, Wang Ling leaned over her chest, kissed her face, he lost his strength.

Wang Ling's body and mind were ethereal, his pupils were constantly dilating, and his eyes were trembling.

"Are you touching a woman for the first time?" Ruxin felt as if he wasn't very skilled.

"Yes...... Oh, yes. ”

Ruxin smiled and said gently: "It's okay, I'll teach you." ”

Wang Ling lowered his head in shame and smiled, his face flushed, and his eyes showed a complicated gaze.

"Untie my clothes." Ruxin squinted and said coquettishly.

Wang Ling trembled and did so one by one.

……

It was getting dark, Ruxin urged him to get up, and Wang Ling hurriedly got up and dressed.

"I'll come back tomorrow." Ruxin said softly.

"Hmm." Wang Ling hugged her and kissed her, and left reluctantly.

Wang Ling had gone, Ruxin saw her ruddy face through the mirror, full of happiness, and she wanted to thank herself for this wrong decision.

After that night, Chen Nian was even more nostalgic for the fireworks field, sleeping in the willows every day, becoming more and more cold to Ruxin, thinking that he would just keep her to give birth to his own child. Ruxin didn't care, completely cut off the slightest emotion for the old man, and fell in love with Wang Ling.

After that, Wang Ling still did things for Chen Nian, and also indirectly did things for Liu Zhen and the Japanese, but the people in the factory had changed their names to call themselves, and Chen Nian still called "Wang Mazi, Wang Mazi", Wang Ling hated him to the core, and his anger continued to accumulate, he endured it, not knowing when he would lose his mind, he was thinking about a way to get rid of the best of both worlds, not only to get rid of Chen Nian's control, but also to marry Ruxin openly and honestly, before thinking of this method, he had to swallow his anger.

Yun Yun got the admission letter on this day, she was admitted to Kyoto Normal Girls' School, she was overjoyed, and she was overjoyed to see people hugging and hugging to share her joy with others.

Because the factory was losing money and had no cash on hand, Zhuang Yuncheng had to hold a small banquet and invited Teacher Wen Tingyun and Yunyun's godmother, as well as Beiyan, Xiao Jinyu and others.

A day later, Yun Yun was still indulging in joy, but the only regret was that she didn't see Chen Rundong, who was one of the people she wanted to see the most.

In the evening, Yun Yun is tossing around the house, and Fluttershy is wandering outside, and sees Chen Rundong coming, only to see him standing in the doorway and not coming in.

Fluttershy walks over and smiles, "You know Yun Yun got in, right?" She wants to see you the most, not only did you come last, why didn't you dare to come in? ”

Chen Rundong bit his lip, frowned deeply, nodded, and finally said, "I know." ”

"Come in." Fluttershy waves her hand and smiles.

Still shaking his head, he said slowly, "Sister Fluttershy, I'm ...... I have something I want you to convey to Xiao Yun. ”

"What can't I tell her face to face?"

Chen Rundong lowered his head slightly, held the iron door, and said after a while: "I'm leaving." ”

"Let's go? Where to go? ”

"Hunan, go back to my hometown."

"Do you have to go? Why now? ”

"Gotta go, that place needs me." Chen Rundong's eyes were deep, and he said with difficulty, "I wanted to say it for a long time, but I didn't want to affect her mood for review, I knew that she had feelings for me...... And, I want to see her get her acceptance letter with my own eyes. ”

"Y-why?" Fluttershy is speechless.

Chen Rundong's eyes are like torches, staring at her, and from this gaze, Fluttershy once again sees the eyes of the whole world, and in his eyes, there are all beings, not just Yunyun.

"This broken mountain and river needs us, and I will go wherever I am needed." Chen Run said slowly.

"I see." Fluttershy understands that he is a man of the world, and no one can stop him.

At this time, she turned her head and saw a group of energetic students not far away.

"They are all my classmates and friends, we are all going south, then you are the place where everyone's dream began, and now, we have to go back and fight for it, just for a better world and a slightly better life."

Fluttershy stares at them, "This must be a group of people who can change history." She thought, and her mood swelled up.

"Rundong, let's goβ€”" his classmate shouted from a distance.

Chen Rundong was afraid that Yun Yun would also hear it, so in order to avoid the reluctance to see each other, he hurriedly said goodbye and left only a letter, "To Xiao Yun." He turned around as soon as he finished speaking.

Fluttershy took it slowly, her brow untied, and she watched Chen Rundong stride away without saying a word.