Chapter 633: Out of the Palace
Imperial Physician Hou's words pierced Su Wangge's heart like a sharp knife, she only felt that her face was hot, her whole body was feverish, and for a while she was ashamed to find a crack in the ground to get into.
"Okay, I'll take care of Your Majesty, and you won't have to worry about this matter."
Imperial Physician Hou saw the trick that Su Wangge wanted to play, so naturally he couldn't let him serve in front of the emperor anymore, otherwise he was afraid that if this continued, there would really be problems.
Since losing her memory, An Xia Bai has become more and more glassy. In the past, he would not be bothered by someone in the palace who said something about him.
But recently, there are always some people in the palace chewing their tongues behind their backs and saying some gossip, which makes An Xiabai very depressed after hearing it.
He didn't expect that he would be a bad woman in the eyes of others, so he was so unbearable, so he didn't know how to get along with everyone in the palace for a while.
"Why did things get to the point where they are today? I didn't do anything, why would they say such vicious things? ”
An Xiabai stood alone in front of the door, he didn't dare to go out now, for fear of hearing others gossip about him, he was afraid that he would not be able to help but cause trouble.
But he understands that this is not a long-term solution, but he is really uneasy now, and his heart is very depressed.
He always hides in his room alone, and he is reluctant to go out, no matter what others say.
His brow was always furrowed, and the handkerchief he was holding in his hand refused to let go. It was as if the handkerchief was like a life-saving straw, firmly grasping his life.
"Mother, you can't always stay in the room and not go out, you'll get sick after a long time."
A maid saw that An Xiabai was always sullen, so she wanted to persuade her to go out for a stroll, after all, she knew that if the queen mother was sick, the emperor would not spare them.
"There's a lot of bad stuff out there, do you want me to go out and listen to them gossip?"
An Xiabai felt that he hadn't told the truth to anyone for a long time, even if he had always been straightforward, but in a place like the palace, the truth was not something that anyone could tell.
"The reason they say that is because they don't think they can compare to you. Since ancient times, it has been said that the winner is the king and the loser is Kou, you see how can those who win have the leisure to say such nonsense? ”
An Xiabai didn't realize that the maids around him were so literary and persuaded people to come one by one.
"Forget it, I don't want to make myself unhappy."
Although An Xiabai thought that what her maid said was very reasonable, she still didn't have the courage to go out. Even if he doesn't admit that you are a bad woman in other people's mouths, after all, gossip can kill people.
He was afraid that if he heard those words, he would be more serious and really do something incredible, and then maybe he would really become a bad woman in everyone's mouth.
"How is Niangniang feeling lately?"
I heard that An Xiabai has been depressed a lot recently, and Sheng Rujing naturally wants to go to the palace often to accompany her.
As soon as he came to An Xia Bai's room, he found that the door was closed, and he immediately frowned, feeling puzzled.
The palace maid next to her shook her head, saying that An Xiabai has often stayed alone in the room recently, not letting others serve or talking to others, and her mood seems to be very bad.
Sheng Rujing probably guessed that she was depressed because of something, so she pushed the door directly and went in without letting anyone report it.
"Why do you close the door so tightly in this blue sky? The room should be ventilated for a long time, otherwise you will get sick for a long time if the air is not well ventilated. ”
Sheng Rujing pretended to be no different from usual, pretending not to know anything, and talked to An Xiabai, still with a smile on her face.
He put the things he brought from outside the palace on An Xiabai's table, and talked to An Xiabai casually as he opened them.
"You don't know how lively it has been outside lately, but the flowers in the Imperial Garden are so beautiful. A lot of palace maids and eunuchs are looking at the flowers over there, so I'll go out with you to have a look in a while. ”
Sheng Rujing knew that if he hadn't encountered anything particularly embarrassing, An Xiabai would definitely not be so depressed, because he had always been willing to bury things in his heart, even if something very sad happened, he didn't want others to worry about him.
"I don't really want to go out, you can go and see the flowers yourself."
Sheng Rujing said a lot of women bitterly, and the lord refused him with a word. I can't say how embarrassing it is, it's just that Sheng Rujing is afraid that if An Xiabai continues like this, there will be problems with her body.
"I happened to bring you something particularly delicious from outside, how about we take it to the Imperial Garden and enjoy the flowers while enjoying it?" You're always alone in your room, and you're getting moldy, do you want to get a stinch? ”
Sheng Rujing looked at An Xiabai with blank eyes, and put the pastries she brought next to An Xiabai's mouth, wanting to tempt him with this, but the other party did not move.
"I really don't want to go out, the people in the palace are all the same, mainly when they see me, they are all smiling on the surface, but no one knows what is going on in their hearts, so I might as well stay in the room alone, quietly, isn't it good?"
An Xiabai looked dejected, as if he was disgusted with the world, but he looked unwilling.
"You haven't done anything wrong, why are you afraid that they will talk about you? Besides, no matter what they think in their hearts, when they see you, shouldn't they still kneel down and kowtow? You just have to enjoy this feeling that they can't get used to you and can't kill you, otherwise it would be a pity for you to have this status. ”
Sheng Rujing coaxed An Xia Bai in a different way, and then pulled him out of the room.
The two of them stopped and went, and An Xiabai didn't say a word along the way, only Sheng Rujing kept talking. Even he himself felt like a magpie, chirping and annoying. But for the sake of An Xiabai, even if he felt that he was annoying, he had to go on like this.
The two of them soon came to the Imperial Garden, and the flowers in the Imperial Garden were blooming, purple and red, and a hundred flowers were blooming, which looked like a beautiful one.
But An Xiabai had no intention of appreciating the flowers, he always lowered his head, there was no light in his eyes, and he even sighed from time to time.
"Niangniang, you are always like this, your body will really have problems, I didn't scare you. I once heard a doctor say that a person's mood can affect his physical health. If you're always in a bad mood, sooner or later, your body will collapse. ”
"Do you think I want to do that?"
An Xiabai's voice was very small, and he sounded weak.
"But the people in this palace are too difficult for me to deal with, if only I could get out of this palace and go out for a few days."
An Xiabai misses the days when he has not yet entered the palace, although he may not have eaten and slept as well as in the palace during that time, but he is always free outside, he doesn't have to contact so many people, and he doesn't have to experience the warmth and coldness of people.
The most important thing is that he can do whatever he wants, and he doesn't have to be afraid of what people say, and he doesn't have to be afraid that a little thing he does will be exaggerated by everyone.
At the mention of life outside the palace, An Xiabai's eyes were full of light and yearning, he folded his hands, and even began to fantasize about his life outside the palace.
"But the palace doesn't say that you can go out, if you don't get the emperor's permission, we go out of the palace without permission and are caught, it is a big crime."
Sheng Rujing knew An Xiabai's dislike of the palace now, but he really couldn't take An Xiabai out of the palace casually.
"Otherwise, let's go out secretly and come back after only a few days of play, okay? It's also kind of to let me relax, aren't you always afraid that something will go wrong with my body? When I go out to relax, my mood is naturally much better, and I don't think about it so much. Naturally, there will be no problems with the body, okay? ”
An Xiabai kept persuading Sheng Rujing, the other party could see the light in his eyes, and he was very excited when he saw him talking about life outside the palace, and he nodded for a while.
"Then you have to promise me that as long as you leave the palace, you will listen to me, and you must follow me firmly, the two of us can't be separated, in case I lose you, the emperor will have to kill me."
Sheng Rujing naturally had nothing to leave the palace alone, but with the queen mother, he was a little more worried.
"Don't worry, I'm out of the palace to relax, and I'm not here to make trouble for you, and I don't want to have any problems with myself, right?"
An Xiabai had an excited smile on the corner of her mouth, and the light in her eyes became brighter and brighter. Sheng Rujing thought to herself, as long as she could make An Xiabai happy, even if the emperor blamed her, she would blame her. After all, there is never a perfect life and things in this world, as long as she can satisfy one, she will be satisfied.
He asked An Xiabai to pack his bags, wear a man's clothes and wait for him in the room, and then when it was about time, he came to pick up An Xiabai, and the two of them went out together.
The two of them sneakily came to the gate of the city, Sheng Rujing showed the guards guarding the gate his waist card, and finally brought An Xiabai outside the city.
An Xiabai was terrified all the way, and his heart was hanging in his throat all the time. He was afraid that if the people along the way recognized the emperor he had told, then his plan to go out of the palace this time would fail.
Fortunately, Sheng Rujing has always been a relatively clever master, and he protects him very well, so the road to the palace for the two of them is also smooth.
Sheng Rujing found an inn outside the city in advance, after all, the time for the two of them to work was in the middle of the night, and they couldn't walk at night, it was too unsafe.
"Just in case, the two of us live in the same room, if you go out, you must let me know, otherwise I will definitely worry about you."
Although Sheng Rujing was very happy to see An Xiabai with a smile on her face, he was always worried about what problems An Xiabai would encounter when she came out with him this time. The emperor blames him or not, he doesn't care, but if he hurts An Xiabai, he is afraid that he will blame himself for a long time.