Chapter 218: If you can be a maid, you will never be a lady

That kind of questioning, as Jiang Ruoning described before, every word was dug out from the heart, with bloody warmth.

Luo Yunyao, I could only look at the Oiran lady impotently, stroking her face suspiciously, and muttering, "Why?" ”。 There is a big one, and you must ask yourself to cry out of the posture.

The eldest princess felt extremely depressed, and especially wanted to let go of her voice like the wind running in the window, like a ghost crying wolf. But she couldn't do it, and she couldn't do it. She also had to comfort Jiang Ruoning, and she also had to pull the Oiran lady back: "Probably because of ...... She believed that Miss Ruoning would be able to go home. ”

…… When she reacted, Luo Yunyao wanted to slap herself hard, what do you think you are talking about? Changing the subject can die, right?

The Oiran lady automatically brushed past Her Royal Highness the eldest princess's few words of comfort, and sighed in a pale and empty voice: "Sure enough, this matter has been suppressed in my heart for too long, so I can't find emotion when I want to cry." ”

Watching the Oiran Lady's lake turn into a pool of stagnant water, without the slightest bit of clarity, the gray may be the same as the sky covered by the curtain outside the window now, always breathless, and the heart is breathless.

How Luo Yunyao hopes that Jiang Ruoning can cry now, how much she hopes that Jiang Ruoning is still the four-year-old little girl who always has snot and tears. It's a pity that in the end it is hope.

To be able to cry out is to really let go.

The current Jiang Ruoning is silent with great sorrow.

I can't cry and suppress it all in my heart, obviously I have opened my heart, but the grief is still useless.

Luo Yunyao consciously told herself that this part of the past between the Oiran lady and the girl in Tsing Yi would haunt Jiang Ruoning for the rest of her life, and she would never be able to let go, and Jiang Ruoning would live forever in the shadow of this past, like a nightmare that could not be shaken off, like a ghost that would not go away.

"Hahaha." Abrupt laughter, without any emotion, empty and illusory, but Jiang Ruoning laughed out of tears, she reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "I'm talking about a dream." She's just a random child, who knows that I'm in a position where she doesn't want to sit now, and who knows that the nightmare that still haunts me every night is that she asked me with a bloody face why I didn't save her at that time......"

Luo Yunyao was shocked, and the exit interrupted: "I didn't expect that the girl in Tsing Yi was also the first Oiran of the Drunken Red Mansion?" ”

Also...... Jiang Ruoning said before that the bustard didn't dare to do anything to her, after all, the identity of the girl in Tsing Yi was there.

Such an obvious hint.

Jiang Ruoning kept the smile on the corner of her lips and shook her head: "No, she doesn't want to sit in this position." ”

Luo Yunyao was worried that she hastily interrupted the monologue of the Oiran lady at this time, it was a pity that such an important content was missed, but it didn't seem to be able to go back to the topic just now - I can't say, Miss Ruoning, you continue, it's strange that the Oiran didn't beat her from "Why didn't you save her at that time" The eldest princess resolutely refused to make such a stupid mistake again, and immediately looked at the Oiran Lady quietly, and motioned to the Oiran Lady to continue.

Jiang Ruoning really no longer surprised herself at what should be a wonderful monologue, but continued to carry out her own story.

When she woke up the next day, the four-year-old girl didn't wake up on her own.

After all, after a day of crying and tossing yesterday, and on such a comfortable big bed, it was normal for Jiang Ruoning to not wake up.

Countless times later, Jiang Ruoning felt that she should have fallen asleep at that time.

The little girl was awakened by a knock on the door.

"Bang bang." A very polite three times, followed by the maid's crisp voice, "Miss, are you awake?" The face wash is ready. ”

Jiang Ruoning heard that this voice was the voice of the young lady in Tsing Yi who ordered her to prepare pastries for her yesterday - this is still a paragraph.

When the maid was instructed, she glanced at Jiang Ruoning with great disgust, and immediately withdrew her gaze.

In my heart, I can't calm down for a long time.

"This kid is so dirty, his face is full of snot and tears, where are he still holding on to his hands? It's not that I'm staining our young lady's slender fingers, and I'll have to stay away from her, or my new dress will be stained by the little boy. ”

I don't know if it's because I'm used to seeing well-dressed people and beasts in the Qinglou, but I can't get used to seeing real people in tattered clothes.

Although Jiang Ruoning is still very young and has a very small heart, she is born with an arrogant backbone, and she cares most about the colored eyes of others, so she is also very disgusted with this maid - without natural arrogance, where did she come from to be the first Oiran of Western Qin, who will be famous all over the world in the future?

The maid thought in her heart again, she would definitely not look at Jiang Ruoning in her eyes, so as not to spicy her eyes, and naturally she still needed to persuade her own young lady: "Miss, what are you doing this for?" Miss has been your big day lately, so don't be angry with your mother for something like this. Okay, can't you? ”

Jiang Ruoning looked up at the young lady in Tsing Yi, very worried that the young lady would not stand on her side, and the little girl listened to the young lady in Tsing Yi with great satisfaction and scolded the maid who looked down on people: "What a big day?" Don't you think I'm annoyed enough lately? Why do you want to make me angry like this? ”

The maid was still about to retort to the girl in Tsing Yi, but she heard the girl in Tsing Yi glaring at him and said, "Are you a young lady or am I a young lady?!" You're still going to interfere here and there, but you want me to tell my mother? ”

Jiang Ruoning couldn't figure out why this "mother" was so terrible, as soon as the maid heard the name, her face stiffened, and she quickly nodded and obeyed: "It's the slave who has crossed the rules, Miss, please don't be angry, and don't tell your mother, the slave will go to the kitchen to get snacks now." ”

The four-year-old girl watched the bully-like maid being beaten away by her own young lady in Tsing Yi with two or three words, and was immediately very happy, and hurriedly cheered: "The young lady is so powerful, Ruoning will also be a young lady like the little sister in the future!" ”

The originally gloomy face of the girl in Tsing Yi smiled because of Jiang Ruoning's emotion that the child didn't know anything, reached out and rubbed her head and said, "Silly boy, being a young lady is actually not as good as you think, in fact, I want to be a maid more." If Ruo Ning can be a maid, she must promise the young lady to be a maid, and don't covet the benefits of these young ladies' actions, you know? ”

Jiang Ruoning's eyes widened, her thick eyelashes fluttered, and she didn't say anything.

The girl in Tsing Yi knew that Jiang Ruoning didn't understand the meaning of her words, this child was still too young. It's so small that the world is full of clean white paper.

So she shook the picture with a smile and sighed: "I forgot that I forgot that Ruo Ning is going home, and she will not become a young lady, nor will she become a maid." ”

This is just a joke, but Jiang Ruoning is just that.

After all, the people who came in the drunken Red Mansion, the girl in Tsing Yi really hasn't seen a few women who can go back alive so far.

Besides, the girl in Tsing Yi actually knew that what she had just instructed was useless, after all, whether to become a "young lady" or a "maid" in the end was not something that Jiang Ruoning could decide by herself, and the right to speak was all on the bustard.

Moreover, according to the observation of the girl in Tsing Yi, Jiang Ruoning, the embryo of a little beauty, must have been seen by the bustard. Otherwise, Jiang Ruoning was so distressed before, and if she changed others, she would have been slapped to death by the old bustard a long time ago, and she could still wait for the girl in Tsing Yi to come out and feed her a small snack?

Jiang Ruoning cheered the little fool because of the girl in Tsing Yi's deception to him: "En, Ruoning is going home, and the young lady will send me back when the time comes." ”

The girl in Tsing Yi couldn't bear to break the child's good wishes, so she just rubbed her little head very gently with her hands.

Now Jiang Ruoning is of course very unhappy to hear the voice of the maid of this force again, and it is this annoying person who disturbs her sleep!

Turn over, turn your back on him, and ignore him.

"The door is unlocked, you can come in." Jiang Ruoning thought to herself, when did the young lady get up, why didn't she know? But the young lady must have gotten up early, she is really a diligent young lady, and if her mother is here, she will definitely praise the young lady. Yes...... I'm so sleepy. Jiang Ruoning buried her little head deeper in the warm quilt.

With a "squeak", it was the maid who opened the door.

It may be that the young lady in Tsing Yi who was sitting in front of the dresser over there turned her head to look at the maid.

But that maid is really annoying.

"Ahh......h

Then there was the sound of the brass basin in the maid's hand knocking over the ground, and the "bang-bang-bang-" that jumped a few times on the ground was particularly piercing, cutting through the sky.

Jiang Ruoning turned over irritably, hollowed out her little head, and was about to use the words she felt were the ugliest.

The young lady in Tsing Yi and the maid over there were standing facing each other, the long green silk was scattered on her shoulders and back, reflecting the white single clothes, Jiang Ruoning couldn't see the expression or even the face of the young lady in Tsing Yi clearly. But the maid over there didn't know what she was frightened by, and she collapsed on the ground, her legs were still hurting, trying to get farther away from the young lady in Tsing Yi.

The maid's face was pale, and it seemed to be cold beads on it, and her eyes were even bigger, as if her nose could no longer breathe, and she still had a long mouth to help breathe.