The three people at the table didn't speak, Xiao Jinyu only looked at her coldly, Yun Yun felt guilty, and lowered her head fiercely, eager to lower her head under the table.

"What are you doing? Zhuang Yunyun! Xiao Jinyu called her by name, saw her emaciated and haggard appearance, and felt pity for her; But I was angry that she reached out for money, ate and drank nonsense, but didn't say a word.

Yun Yun shuddered, looked up at him, and lowered her head again.

"What the hell do you look like! How many days have you not eaten?! ”

"Jin Woo," Jin Ni reproached, "don't scare her. ”

"I don't know what you're doing, the money I gave you last time was enough for you to eat for a long time, but you don't eat for a few days, where does the money go?"

Yun Yun frowned deeply, she was scolded like this, but she was not angry.

"Have you ever looked in the mirror? Did you know that you lost weight? Do you look like a dead man? ”

"Don't ask!" Jin Ni stopped Xiao Jinyu and asked Yun Yun instead, "Tell us, what's wrong with you?" ”

She only squirmed her mouth, she didn't want others to know that she was poisoned.

"Your brother also sent me a letter, saying that you are not normal, I thought it was nothing, but I only found out when I saw it today, you are like a fool now!"

Yun Yun cares most about her relatives and her own appearance, Xiao Jinyu mentioned it, this is like a needle piercing her heart, and her heart hurts sharply.

After being silent for a long time, Yun Yun was entangled for a long time, her heart was bleeding, but she didn't want to live up to the love of so many people, and she didn't want everyone to know that the once beautiful "Yun Yun" smoked a lot, thus ruining herself to the point where she is now.

"Don't talk about it," Xiao Jinyu looked out the door and said, "I'll send you home." ”

Yun Yun sat still, with no one in the house, only a cluttered room and endless loneliness, and she was afraid that she would die in the night when her addiction set in.

"How much does it cost?" Xiao Jinyu asked.

She shook her head, and she didn't know where the smoke house was after taking the money.

"So what do you want to do? Live in our home? Xiao Jinyu sneered, deliberately stimulating, hoping that she could open her heart and confide her bitterness.

"Don't drive me away." She sobbed softly.

Her thin figure and begging tone made people feel pity, Jin Ni was helpless and asked, "Tell us, what's wrong with you, we want to help you." ”

Yun Yun's whole body trembled, her fingers rubbed the corners of her clothes vigorously, almost biting her lips, her teary eyes staring at the two of them, "I..." Pumping..."

Xiao Jinyu and Jin Ni looked at her with heavy faces.

"I... Smoked a lot. As soon as the words came out, her whole body suddenly relaxed, there was nothing, her mind was empty, and all emotions and cognitions were like a torrent bursting out with this sentence.

Xiao Jinyu and Jin Ni stared at her incredulously with four big eyes, and many thoughts came to their hearts.

"Big... Pot? Xiao Jinyu asked, "Opium?" ”

"Yes."

"Opium? Pot? Xiao Jinyu couldn't believe it, he couldn't connect Yun Yun with Da Yan no matter what, Da Yan represented depravity and destruction, and she was a bright, positive and cute fairy-like girl.

"Yes, I ruined myself." Yun Yun can reveal everything now, she said.

Xiao Jinyu was still not convinced, but when he re-examined her face, he began to accept that this emaciated, haggard, lifeless face was by no means what she used to be, this is what a person looks like when he smoked opium.

"You... How long has it been? Jin Ni asked.

"It's been almost two months." Yun Yun whispered softly.

"Are you crazy?" Xiao Jinyu looked straight at her and asked unusually calmly.

"I'm not crazy, it was Liu Wei who hurt me, he threw opium into my tea without my knowledge, I don't know, I drank it, and then I couldn't bear it, you haven't tried it, you don't know how uncomfortable it is when you are addicted, no one wants to try this pain a second time, so I can't control it... Brother Jin Yu, you have opened a big smoke shop and seen people who smoke big cigarettes, if this pain can be endured, then these people will not go bankrupt to smoke. ”

"It's been two months, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Because I'm uncomfortable, Chen Rundong is gone, my eldest brother and sister are also gone, I can't stand this coldness, this loneliness, I'm addicted, I want to escape..."Yun Yun took a breath and choked up, "I don't want you to know that I have become like this, I hope I will always be the same in your minds, I don't want you to think I'm a bad woman..."

"Yun Yun..." Jin Ni moved the stool to her side and hugged her, Yun Yun leaned on Jin Ni's shoulder and sobbed.

"Until I have no money, until that beast insults me today, I have no choice, in this Beiping City, there are Beiyan and Chen Qi'er, Sister Ying, Sister Yin Hong, as well as cousin and Yuan Ying, and you, but I want to come and go, I can only come to you, because I have known Brother Jin Yu for seven years, I know you, you will tolerate me, they will tolerate me, but only you will scold me, I need someone who can scold me, scold me."

Xiao Jinyu's anger was all gone, and all that was left was sadness and pity, "I won't scold you anymore." He moved his lips.

Jin Ni comforted and wiped her tears for her, she was always so fragile, she cried too many times today, and her eyes were swollen from crying.

"And what do you want to do now?" Xiao Jinyu asked.

Yun Yun had no idea, she shook her head helplessly.

"Quit it."

"It's really uncomfortable......" Yun Yun's voice trembled obviously.

"If you don't quit, you will die slowly, you have been like this, life is better than death, now the time is not very long, everyone still doesn't know, after a long time, your whole person will change, have you seen people who have smoked for a year or two - Zheng Gongming seven years ago, remember? You're going to be like that, imagine how your brother would feel when he saw it. Xiao Jinyu described vividly, "After a year or two, two or three years, we are still the same as we are now, but you are a skinny little old woman, how do you see everyone?" ”

Although Yun Yun felt exaggerated, she was still creepy, she deeply remembered Zheng Gongming's appearance back then, she was a ghost!

"Don't tell anyone, let alone my brother or sister." Yun Yun couldn't imagine their reaction when they knew what they looked like.

"As long as you promise to quit, I won't tell anyone, and this matter will be over," Xiao Jinyu said, "and when you get back to normal, I'll keep my mouth shut." ”

Yun Yun nodded.

That night, Yun Yun slept all night at Xiao Jinyu's house.