Shen Yunche knew that Xiao Xi had been rescued, so he relieved himself and prepared to go back.

This Rongjiang country is destroyed, and the next thing is the Xidi country.

Ye Xi returned to Shiyuguan General Soldier's Mansion.

She took a hot bath and fell asleep on the bed, these days, she has not had a good sleep in the Wasu camp.

She slept until midnight and woke up, awakened by those terrible nightmares, and could not sleep again.

The overnight came so softly that she didn't feel sleepy anymore.

She stood under the eaves, looking at the dripping night rain, her mood could not hide her sadness, two steps behind her, standing Xuanzhu.

Xuanzhu watched her wake up from the nightmare again, looking at her with a sad face, he didn't know what to say, so he could only stand silently behind her, looking at her and accompanying her.

I only listened to her whispering, you came from your hometown. You should know about your hometown.

In front of the window in the coming day, the cold plum is not blooming?

After she finished chanting, she sighed softly, where is my hometown?

Xuanzhu looked at such a young lady, he was afraid, he couldn't help but worry, "Miss! ”​

Ye Xi smiled lightly at him, indicating that he was fine.

At this moment, Zuo Qiu Xuhe came and handed over a hand warmer to her.

Zuo Qiu Xuhe looked at Xiao Xi who was so worried, and he was also worried, "Xiao Xi, don't have this expression, if you have something, say it, or make a scene!" ”​

Ye Xi smiled, hooked his lips and smiled at him, and gave him the hand warmer.

She suddenly rushed into the rain, this time, it scared them, Zuoqiu Xu and Xuanzhu ran into the rain one after another, as well as Xiao Fengfeng and Xiao Xunying who followed.

Zuo Qiu Xuhe pulled her, "Xiaoxi, go back with me, so you will have gonorrhea." He anxiously persuaded.

Ye Xi took her hand away and looked at them, "You let me stay alone, okay?" Leave me alone, I'm so tired, so tired, so tired! She pleaded with them with a tired eye.

They looked at Xiaoxi like this, and they wanted to ask her, not to torture herself, and they would help her no matter what she wanted to do.

They knew her temper, and they couldn't persuade her, so they had to let her, but they didn't leave, but they just stood in the distance and accompanied her in the rain.

Ye Xi was drenched by the cool autumn rain, and her body couldn't help but tremble lightly, but she didn't care at all.

She looked up at the sky and asked God softly, "God, why did you let me come to this world, why did you let me marry Shen Yunche, and why did you let me know that he and I had a common enmity while falling in love with him unconsciously?"

God, if you want to play with me, you have played enough, but, but, why do you still refuse to let me go, don't you, do you have to look at me, so that between me and him, there will be death, and you can stop! ”

She has been worrying about whether she should take revenge in recent months, if she takes revenge, then she and Shen Yunche will definitely become mortal enemies, but what should she do with her child? They are innocent, and they should not be implicated in this parental war because of their hatred, and no matter who wins or loses in the end, they will lose one of their loved ones.

It was her child, her own flesh and blood, ten months pregnant, the child she gave birth to, how she let go, how she dealt with their biological father.

But if she doesn't take revenge, how should she face her biological parents under Jiuquan, as well as her adoptive parents and family, as well as her own brother, they are all because of herself, she will suffer death, let herself give up revenge, how can she give up? Every day and night, I am haunted by nightmares, and I never sleep.

God, I will never do what you want, if you want me to compromise, it will never be possible, even if I am injured and have no skin, I will definitely fight you to the end!

Her eyes were cold, ignoring the rain wetting her eyes, and stared straight at the sky, "I will never be at your mercy, my fate is in my hands, no one wants to control it!" ”

The big men behind her, listening to her accusations and her domineering words, suddenly understood that she had made a certain decision.

Ye Xi wiped the water from the corners of her eyes, I don't know if it was tears, or rain, walked back to her room, wrote a letter, and then she came out and looked at Xuanzhu, "Xuanzhu, send someone to give this letter to Jiang Wei, remember, find someone who can be trusted." Xuanzhu nodded.

Xuanzhu couldn't help but ask more, "Miss, what are you going to do?" Xuanzhu looked at her now as if there was nothing in her eyes, and he was even more frightened, panicking from the inside out.

In that way, it seems that everything in this world, everything, she doesn't care anymore, it's like she wants to leave this world.

Ye Xi chuckled, "Don't ask too much, you'll know later." ”

Zuo Qiu Xuhe said, "You guys leave first!" ”

Then Zuo Qiu Xuhe entered her room, closed the door, and saw her eyes that were more indifferent than before, like a pool of stagnant water at the moment, unable to stir up any turmoil, he sat beside her, with a worried face, "Xiaoxi, what decision did you make, why did you become so indifferent?"

Do you know that the way you are now, it's scary, you tell me, what decision did you make? ”

Ye Xi still spoke softly, and his expression became more and more indifferent, "Don't ask, you'll know later." ”

Zuo Qiu Xuhe looked at her face and understood that she would not tell herself, like he prides himself on being rare witty and intelligent in this world, but he has never guessed Xiao Xi's thoughts, other people's thoughts, he can figure it out thoroughly, but his mind is her mind, he has never guessed accurately, and he doesn't dare to guess, because she hates others to guess her mind.

He chose to abolish her position as queen, others thought that he was afraid of the pressure of the ministers of the court, but that was only one aspect, if he was unwilling, those ministers were helpless, after a long time, it was over, the reason why he abolished her, the most important thing was because of her, he knew that she did not want to be bound in this palace, watching her out of the palace, with those real smiles on her face, he felt that it was the best for her, so he endured the severe pain and entanglement in his heart, and ordered the abolition.

can see that she is now in the outside world, she is indeed free, but she still does not have the slightest joy and joy, he does not know whether his decision was right or wrong. If I didn't care about her wishes, regardless of her thoughts, and forcibly stayed by my side, wouldn't it be different?

At that time, the gossip and mess outside were just borne by herself, and she didn't need to worry about it, she sheltered her from the wind and rain, blocked the ups and downs outside, and let her stay by her side happily and not be disturbed by everything in the outside world, so that she would live a more comfortable and open mind, but unfortunately in this world, there is no if, only can and cannot.

Ye Xi looked at Zuo Qiu Xu and her eyes full of worries, she couldn't help but smile, "Don't worry! I'm fine, I'm really fine, you go back and rest! ”

She was sure that when she fell asleep and woke up, they must have told her subordinates to wake them up if they had any problems, no matter how big or small, so they ran to their courtyard in the middle of the night, when they should have been asleep.

Ye Xi looked at Zuoqiu Xuhe, she estimated that he was the most sorry in her life, she wanted to take revenge on a whim, so she chose to marry him, but after marrying him, she realized that he was too good to herself, so that she felt guilty, so guilty that she was so ashamed that she wanted to escape, escape from his side, and finally she got her wish, he abolished his position and returned his freedom.

She accused him at the beginning, afraid that the courtiers would talk about it, so she abolished herself, but it was her own angry words, because she didn't want to know that he would abolish himself for herself, so she put the responsibility on him, and he endured his own innocent accusations and resentments, and was still as good to himself as ever, so he was moved and guilty. Such Zuoqiu Xuhe, if she hadn't been moved by Shen Yunche first, and if she had love, she would really fall in love with him without hesitation, but unfortunately, she met Shen Yunche first So she and him can only be fated and inseparable.

Now I really hope that I have never met Shen Yunche, so that I will not be so painful, worried, hesitant, and desperate.

Zuoqiu Xuhe, I'm sorry, I have failed your deep affection in this life, I hope that in the next life, I can repay your deep love in this life, she stared at her and said silently in her heart.

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