On the day when Jixiang left, Nalan Jinxiu still went to send it, she handed a bag of silver to Jixiang, but Jixiang refused to accept it.

"Take it, it's not like it's in the house, you can't do it without money. Nalan Jinxiu put the money bag into her palm, and there was some sadness in her heart, after all, the master and servant are always in love.

Jixiang is a steady character, and he has been doing the work of serving people for so many years, and he has not calculated his future. She has all her monthly money, and when she reaches a certain amount, she will exchange it for silver tickets, and although she is not rich now, she is not short of money.

The bag of silver in her hand made her heart extremely heavy. She thought that it would be the greatest mercy for Madame to let her go after knowing what she had done, and she would not want to give her the money. She knew that she had missed the best destination in her life, and she had failed the people who were good to her.

"Madam, do you still refuse to see me?" she was leaving, and she really wanted Ruyi to send her away, after all, they grew up together since childhood.

"Her legs were inconvenient and she couldn't come. ”

Ji Xiang looked at Mo Yan and Mo Yu who were guarding behind Nalan Jinxiu, and looked worried: "Madam, is the third master going to put you under house arrest in the mansion?"

Nalan Jinxiu's eyes were hazy for a moment, as if they were covered by a light veil, making it impossible to see what was inside, but soon regained clarity. She smiled and said, "I can't go out like this now." ”

Jixiang's eyes went down and saw her lower abdomen, more than four months pregnant, the pregnant belly was already obvious, especially when she was born slender, her belly became more and more big.

She thought of what she had done for Aunt Luo, if she really succeeded, she was afraid that Madame's situation would be even more difficult. She hadn't cried since she was threatened by Aunt Luo, and no matter how scared she was, she gritted her teeth and endured it. At this moment, she couldn't help it.

"Madam, Ruyi's legs are not good yet, the two maids beside you are the third master's people, you have to cherish it!" Jixiang knelt on the ground with tears on his face, and solemnly kowtowed: "Slave and maid bid farewell to Mrs. ”

After Nalan Jinxiu knew the truth, there was a period of time when he hated auspiciousness, that is, the kind of hatred that iron does not become steel. Now that they are really going to separate, she can only think of the good things in the auspicious past, and she also thinks that her future life will not be easy.

Although Aunt Luo's people have released her younger brother, she is a girl who has not been out of the cabinet, with a stupid person, how to live is always a problem. Nalan Jinxiu stretched out her hand to help her up and asked, "What are your plans?"

"I've figured it out, my brother is an idiot but he has good hands and feet, and he can do some rough work. I won't care about other people's eyes anymore and leave him alone. ”

Nalan Jinxiu smiled, she felt that after this turmoil, Jixiang could honestly accept that she had such a younger brother from her heart, and it could be regarded as a gain. She thought that the auspicious future should be better and better.

"Madam, it's been long enough, the sun is big and the sun is hot in my heart, go back!" Mo Yan said to Nalan Jinxiu.

Jixiang is already smart, where would he not know that Mrs. is subject to others. She has always felt that her wife is not an ordinary woman, she can cure diseases and save people, and many women are not decisive. At this time, looking at Nalan Jinxiu, I found that her eyebrows and eyes were still very calm, but the original Enron had become silent.

"Go ahead! Nalan Jinxiu found that she didn't dare to face Jixiang's eyes, she was afraid that the mercy there would completely shatter her superficial strength, so she could only flee.

This night, Nalan Jinxiu was caught in a nightmare.

In the dream, he was no longer the person who knelt on the ground in the Taifu Mansion, and Zong Xuanyi's indifferent face became the scene of the third brother and her, and it became the scene of their quarrel that day.

In the dream, his fingers slowly went up, caressing her eyebrows carefully, his movements were gentle and cherishing, but his eyes were changing rapidly, and he was terrifyingly clear.

With the movement of his hand, his somewhat hoarse voice sounded: "After entering the inner cabinet, I have done a lot of things that have no conscience, maybe you are the retribution that God gave me." ”

Nalan Jinxiu was like being struck by lightning, and her body was so stiff that she couldn't move. She watched him turn around, watched him go to the door, and said to the people outside the door, "Madame is pregnant, and she must take care of herself, and she cannot leave this room without my order from now on, and no one can come and disturb her." ”

She listened to his emotionless words, and her eyes were filled with water. She wiped her eyes with her sleeve and saw him standing in the doorway, and the light of the day was shining in the room from behind him, so bright that she was dizzy.

She's in the house, he's outside, one side is bright, the other is dark.

Nalan Jinxiu felt that the sun was shining where he was standing, but it couldn't shine into her heart. She felt her heart cold, and even the room she loved the most seemed to have become an infernal hell.

She watched him leave, watching the door slammed shut. She looked around blankly, and sat down on the ground as if all her strength had been drained away in an instant......

Nalan Jinxiu, who was not sleeping steadily, suddenly woke up, and recalled the scene in the dream over and over again in his mind, and tears couldn't help but fall. Very good, he really imprisoned her here for ten whole days, and even to send auspiciousness, Mo Yan Moyu begged for her.

She was suddenly extremely tired of all this, and once she thought that the third brother would be her home. Actually, it's just wishful thinking on her part. He only knew that she refused to be honest, so how could he know her embarrassment?

If she tells the truth and the truth, I am afraid that they will never be able to turn back. What's the use of not turning back? She was disappointed in him, yes! Very disappointed, very disappointed.

She couldn't sleep, she sat up against the bed, looking at her bulging lower abdomen. By this month, the child seemed to be growing very fast, and she felt that her belly was much bigger now than before.

She put her hand on it, and the little thing inside moved very slightly, as if it were telepathically connected to her. She was suddenly touched in her heart, couldn't help laughing, and said softly: "I'm actually not lonely, because I have you by my side." ”

Nalan Jinxiu didn't give up on herself because her freedom was restricted, she ate on time and did embroidery work in her spare time. The cloak for Ji Hongye was ready, and now it is autumn and can be used, but she didn't let Mo Yan and Mo Yu send it, but locked it in the cabinet.

She also made a lot of things for children, such as belly pockets, hats, clothes and shoes. When she looks at those little things, she will feel very satisfied, and her life will not be difficult.

Since she couldn't go out, she wandered around the house. For an adult, no matter how big the room is, it won't take long. She repeated the path she had walked over and over again, and she knew that pregnant people should not be too lazy, otherwise the child would not be born in the future.

She didn't have much thought about it now, she just wanted to give birth to this child safely. After two lives, she finally had her own children and was a complete woman.

In this way, another half a month passed, and in May of pregnancy, her body began to feel uncomfortable. She would wake up several times a night, sometimes because of poor breathing, sometimes because of cramps. She would often sit on the bed with her knees folded and stay up all night.

She had been waiting for Ji Hongye, she wanted to come back when he was angry, but the result was not as optimistic as she thought. Her heart grew cold little by little in the endless waiting, and she thought, when the child is born, when it grows up, she can take it away.

Maybe it's going to be rainy outside, but it's better than being stuck in this house. It's a cage with all the items here, but it's a cage after all. She wouldn't let her child grow up in such an environment, she would take it away.

When she got up in the morning to make up, Nalan Jinxiu found that Mo Yan and Mo Yu seemed to be arguing silently. She looked back and asked, "What's wrong?"

Mo Yu put his hand behind his back, and his expression was a little unnatural: "It's okay, I just want to comb my wife's hair in a good bun." ”

"What are you hiding?"

"Nope. Mo Yu obviously took a few steps back, lacking confidence.

Nalan Jinxiu got up, walked up to her, stretched out his hand to her, and said lightly, "Give it to me." ”

Mo Yu couldn't hold on, so he had to stretch out his hand. In the palm of her hand was a comb, which was covered with green silk. Nalan Jinxiu frowned, she used her hand as a comb, gently brushed her long hair that was scattered, and then fell all over her hands.

"How could this be?" she finally realized that she was wrong, even if she was pregnant, she couldn't do this. She reached for her pulse, and there was a faint beating pulse missing.

She felt a little dark in front of her, and seemed to stumble under her feet, but was supported by Mo Yan and Mo Yu, and the two of them asked her very anxiously what was wrong. She took a deep breath to keep her voice from trembling too much: "Go and ask a doctor who is good at gynecology." ”

Mo Yan didn't dare to delay, she trotted out. Mo Yu stayed by Nalan Jinxiu's side, and when she saw that her master's face was ugly, she helped her sit on the bed and asked in a low voice, "Madam, what's wrong with you?"

Nalan Jinxiu put her hand on her bulging belly, and she found that there was no movement inside. She felt that the things that had kept her up and endured these days seemed to be gone.

Repeating the same thing every day, living a life that does not see the light of day, the child has become the only reason for her to persevere. She didn't even take care of it. She buried her face in the palm of her hand and began to cry silently, which gradually turned into a howling cry, and finally only a low sob.

Mo Yu had never seen her like this, she opened the door in a panic, and said loudly to the person at the door: "Quickly send someone to the palace to invite the third master, tell him that his wife is not in a good situation, and ask him to bring the doctor quickly." ”

Everyone was still a little hesitant, didn't Mo Yan just go to ask for a doctor? But Mo Yu's tone of voice had changed, and something must have happened to her.

The third master didn't let his wife go out, but he also told them to take care of it and not go wrong. At this time, no one dared to delay, so they hurriedly chose the person with the fastest foot in the house to enter the palace......