Since Su Miaojing found out that she was pregnant, she didn't go to the hospital and stayed in the palace for a few days. Although she has always lived in Jingmu Pavilion, and every day Shen Yunche will come to talk and chat with her, Su Miaojing is still reluctant to say a word to him.

In the afternoon, she finished lunch and rested in her room.

Su Miaojing saw Ziyan helping her tidy up the dresser, she looked at Ziyan in a calm voice, "Ziyan, you come and sit, let's chat, talk about hearts, I haven't talked to anyone for a long time." ”

When Ziyan heard this, she also happened to have something to ask Miss, she actually didn't understand, with Miss's temper, if she really didn't want to marry His Royal Highness, even if she forced her, she wouldn't marry, but she still married, maybe Miss was for the Su family, but even if it was for the Su family, according to Miss's temperament, she would never accept her fate to marry someone she didn't want to marry.

Ziyan came, and Su Miaojing pulled her to sit beside her.

Ziyan looked at Su Miaojing, with a hint of doubt on her face, "Miss, Ziyan has never understood, with Miss's temperament, even if you were willing to marry His Royal Highness for the sake of the Su family, but if Miss has no feelings for His Highness, even if it is for the sake of the Su family, Miss will never marry, but Miss still married Ziyan doesn't understand." ”

Su Miaojing smiled, she didn't expect that it would be Ziyan who knew herself so well.

Su Miaojing replied softly, "Ziyan, I didn't expect that it was you who knew me best."

Yes, if I don't want to marry, no one can force me, the biggest reason why I was willing to marry into the palace was for the Su family, but there was a small part of the reason why I really had a little bit of a heart for Shen Yunche, so I chose to marry into the palace. ”

She paused for a moment, then said, "Ziyan, you know what? I swore that one day, when I fell in love with someone here, I would never choose to love again.

Because it's so tiring and tiring to love someone deeply, I can't afford to love anymore. ”

At this moment, Shen Yunche finished handling official business and came to see her, Xuanzhu, who was standing outside the door, was about to kneel down to greet him, but was stopped by him, shook his head, and beckoned him to silence.

He stood outside the door and heard what Su Miaojing was thinking and saying inside, his heart was very entangled, and he couldn't feel at ease.

Ziyan saw that her young lady was full of worries, and her heart was uneasy, "Miss, you're okay." ”

Su Miaojing didn't answer her words, but said to herself, "Ziyan, I used to love someone very much, and I loved it to the point of humbleness, when he left me for the sake of others, I went to him and begged him, don't leave me, but he still left me desperately."

Although he had no choice but to leave in order to save his own sister, he finally betrayed the relationship between us.

Because of his departure, I was wounded and completely wounded, and since then, I swear, I will never fall in love with anyone again, even if one day, I have my heart for someone, and I will never love him again.

Purple smoke, you remember, there are some wounds, even if it has scabbed, even if it has passed hundreds of millions of years, it will never dissipate, because the past may not be able to cloud smoke.

Because it has taken root in your heart and grown into a towering tree, even if you can uproot it, it will only hurt yourself and hurt your body! ”

Ziyan listened to these words of her young lady, she seemed to understand, but she didn't seem to understand.

She had no choice but to ask, "Miss, what are you going to do with Your Highness and the child in your womb?" ”

Su Miaojing sighed lightly, but with a hint of determination, "Child, I can't want it, I want to beat it, as for Shen Yunche, he keeps saying that he loves me, but regardless of my resistance, he forced himself, I will never forgive him, if he forces me, then don't blame me for dying with the child in my belly." ”

Shen Yunche listened to the firm words in her mouth, and suddenly came in, with various expressions on his face, grief, resentment, and resentment.

When Su Miaojing saw Shen Yunche, the calm expression on her face immediately turned cold, she understood that he should have heard everything she had just said, so it was okay, so as not to talk to him too much, she didn't say a word.

Ziyan immediately knelt down and saluted, "Slave maid to meet Your Highness!" ”

Shen Yunche didn't say anything to get her up, just stared at Su Miaojing sadly.

Shen Yunche didn't know what to say? In order to save her, he had no choice but to say hurtful words that hurt others and hurt himself, "Su Miaojing, this king warns you, if you dare to hurt yourself, or if you still have a child in your belly, this king will let this palace bury you and your child up and down, and this king will do what he says." With that, he turned around in a sad voice and hurried out of the room.

He was afraid that if he didn't leave quickly, he would regret it, and he shouldn't have said something that hurt her so much.

Because he understands that what Jing'er is most afraid of is that she will harm the people around her because of herself.

Su Miaojing listened to his threatening words, not angry or smiling, still with an indifferent expression.

Shen Yunche, you are so ruthless, you actually threaten me with other people's lives, knowing that I don't want others to be endangered because of yourself, it's good, it's just great! She laughed angrily.

Su Miaojing couldn't help laughing, Ziyan saw this, and shouted with a worried face, "Miss, don't scare me, Miss, don't laugh, you look like this, Ziyan is so scared." Ziyan pulled Su Miaojing and begged her not to laugh

Su Miaojing didn't want to hear it, she only cared about herself, laughing almost madly, but in her eyes was the sadness of her fate.

She laughed at herself, even if she was not free, she could still control her own destiny, fulfill her ideals, cure diseases and save people, and live her own wonderful life.

But I was wrong, and I was outrageously wrong, people live for a lifetime, that can be what they think, live freely, live wonderfully, and control their own destiny, all this is just thinking!

Xuanzhu, who was standing outside, was also worried, he came in desperately, ran to Su Miaojing's side, and persuaded anxiously, "Princess, don't laugh, if you laugh like this, you will hurt yourself." ”

But she still laughed desperately, but she didn't say a word.

Xuanzhu saw that she was still laughing again, and in desperation, he stretched out his right hand and clicked on her sleeping hole, and she immediately fell asleep.

Xuanzhu caught her, picked her up, and carried her to the bed next to her.

Xuanzhu glanced at Ziyan, "Ziyan, the princess is estimated to sleep for three hours, you take a good look at her, if there is anything, call me." Ziyan nodded.

After three hours, Su Miaojing woke up, Ziyan had already made bird's nest porridge and served it to her, she ate a small bowl, and then fell asleep again.

At this moment, the court was surging, and Shen Yunche's forces began to secretly suppress the queen's family.

Shen Yunche ordered someone to secretly investigate, and found that the queen's own brother, who was the uncle of the dynasty, secretly embezzled and accepted bribes, which is secondary, and what is even more unforgivable is that he actually minted gold and silver privately in his fiefdom, which is a big crime of rebellion.

Shen Yunche sent his own person, Du Qi, the head of the household department, to participate in the uncle of the country in the court.