There was a stinging pain from the tips of her fingers, and Sima Zhengqing and Zhuge Haochu took her hand and suddenly let go, and the figures of Xiao Chonglou, Jiang Wanyun, Yun Xiangyi and Hu Guyue became more and more blurred. The fire vanished, replaced by a bright light.

"Xin'er is awake." It was Xiao Duzhong's surprised voice.

Xiao Xinyi turned her head in confusion, where was this, where was she, and what dream did she have? What about Zhuge Qinghong, is it Taoyuan Village, the wedding, the child, it is all her dream, they are not married, and he has not left her.

"Brother." Xiao Xinyi opened his mouth with difficulty.

"It's me, it's me." Xiao Duzhong held her hand, his eyes mottled with tears.

"Ah Yin." When she asked this sentence, Xiao Xinyi wanted to hear Zhuge Qinghong's voice ringing in her ears, everything was a dream of hers.

Xiao Duzhong held her hand and trembled, and tears in Xiao Xinyi's eyes snaked down the corners of her eyes. All this is true, Zhuge Qinghong really doesn't want her, to be the prince, to marry the princess.

Now that she thinks about Zhuge Qinghong's changes this month, it is not her delusion, she thinks that he is just a new father and has not yet adapted, but in any case, she can't imagine that it is a precursor to his departure. Since the birth of the child, Zhuge Qinghong has been perfunctory to her, holding the child all day long and unwilling to let go, most of the time Leng Moyan is taking care of her. Sometimes he would sit quietly on the couch for a while, but only for a while, without even touching her hand, and his eyes were replaced by another emotion. The joy of becoming a mother for the first time diluted the doubts in Xiao Xinyi's heart, even if Zhuge Qinghong had changed too much, she did not have any doubts.

"Troubled times... Troubled times..."

"Xin'er, what are you talking about?" Xiao Duzhong grabbed Xiao Xinyi's hand and was cold and tingling, and at the same time saw Xiao Xinyi's dilated pupils because of fear.

"Troubled times... He's for the Luo family's bloodline... For troubled times... Gone are the troubled times... And Jiuxiao... He's for the Luo family's bloodline..."

"Zhong Daxia, take a look at Xin'er."

"Get out of the way."

Xiao Xinyi felt a huge pain in his chest, and a fishy sweetness rushed from his throat to his head, and he lost consciousness in a bright red.

"You've always been the only wife I've identified..."

"Xin'er, I will not live up to you in this life..."

"You are my only solace in the long night..."

"I want to grow old with you..."

"Our child's name is Kuo'er Chengyue, and his son is Chengyue..."

Every word was clear in her ears, and the noise made Xiao Xinyi have a splitting headache, she wanted to cover her ears and not listen to this annoying noise, the more she struggled, the clearer the sound.

"Go away and stay away from me." Xiao Xinyi roared with all her might, and these voices that flickered far and near really disappeared from her mind.

"Xin'er, what are you talking about... Zhong Daxia, Xin'er's lips moved just now..."

Xiao Xinyi opened his eyes and saw Xiao Duzhong with a haggard face and Zhong Yuan with a sweaty face.

"Senior brother, elder brother."

"I'm here, I'm here—" Xiao Duzhong cried with joy.

Zhong Yuan put a pill to Xiao Xinyi's lips: "Eat it." ”

The habit that Xiao Xinyi has developed over the years has made Xiao Xinyi unable to refuse Zhong Yuan's order, her lips that are as white as her face are slightly opened, and the pill slides into her mouth, Zhong Yuan doesn't know what rare medicinal materials she used, Xiao Xinyi only felt that all the limbs and bones were nourished by a warm current, and the soreness on her body was fading little by little.

"Is the cold poison under control?"

Xiao Xinyi had the strength to look at Zhong Yuan.

"Got it under control."

"I'm going back to Anye."

"Nope." Zhong Yuan did not answer, and Xiao Duzhong categorically refused.

"I'm going to ask if everything he does is for the Luo family blood in me."

"He doesn't know the secrets of the troubled times." Zhong Yuan said.

"He doesn't know, the emperor now knows."

"Xin'er, Ah Yin is not this kind of person, I believe that there is something else hidden in this matter, I will go to him to ask for clarification."

"Brother, I have to ask myself about this matter." She's all been dead once, so there's nothing else she can't see. "Senior brother, when can I leave?"

"Rest for two more days, I'll take care of you on the road."

"Senior Brother Xie, it's just that I am no longer a disciple of the Holy Sect of Medicine, and I can't be called Senior Brother in the future, you are my eldest brother, so I will be called a big brother in the future."

"Okay." There was finally a hint of fluctuation in Zhong Yuan's tone.

Xiao Duzhong sighed silently on the side, this is fine, at least it is better than lying here to die or live.

After Xiao Duzhong and Zhong Yuan left the room, Xiao Xinyi's straight back gradually collapsed, she buried her head between her knees, her body trembled uncontrollably, only by pretending to be strong in front of people could she have the courage to face all this.

Three days later, Xiao Xinyi, accompanied by Xiao Duzhong and Zhong Yuan, set off for Anye. Before leaving, Xiao Xinyi saw Feng Renzhi, Cangchen's surname was Feng, and the concubine who gave birth to the five princes for the royal family was surnamed Wei, Wei Renzhi was Feng Renzhi, the fifth prince of Cangchen.

Xiao Xinyi didn't ask anything, just thanked him for taking care of him in the past few years. Feng Renzhi didn't ask anything, just gave her a thumb-sized bamboo tube and told her that no matter when and where, as long as she crushed the bamboo tube, someone would come to help.

Ling Feng was close at hand, and Xiao Xinyi looked at the outline of the top of the mountain with a sense of timidity. It's no wonder that the hometown is timid.

The lake at the foot of Lingfeng Mountain is still sparkling and crystal clear. The surrounding vegetation was more dense than when she left. The willow tree in front of Hu Guyue's tomb was much thicker, and the hanging branches had already crossed the top of Xiao Xinyi's head. There was only a little dust on the tombstone engraved with her deceased husband, Hu Guyue, who had apparently been wiped not long ago.

The breeze blew Xiao Xinyi's sleeves back and forth, and in a trance, she seemed to see a handsome-looking man in white pulling her sleeves and said coquettishly: "Senior sister, I really miss you." ”

Xiao Xinyi squatted down and wiped off the layer of dust that had just fallen from the tombstone with his sleeve.

"Gu Yue, Senior Sister really misses you too."

The breeze blew across his cheeks, and there was silence in his ears.

When she climbed Ling Feng, the sunset had gradually set, and the brilliant golden yellow was dim in Xiao Xinyi's eyes, just like the golden yellow luxurious clothes she was once familiar with, which had never appeared in her life again.

As soon as he entered the mountain gate, two children of the same height and age laughed and rushed towards Zhong Yuan.

"Father... Father..."The immature children's voice is soft and soft, and it wants to warm people's hearts."

Zhong Yuan squatted down and picked up one in one hand, and asked as he walked, "Have you been obedient recently?" ”

"Yes, yes, Ling'er is very well-behaved, Ah Hai is disobedient, he broke Senior Sister Lingmo's vase."

"No, it's obviously my sister who broke it, not Ah Hai."

"It's you, it's you."

"Okay, okay, I'll ask your senior sister later." Zhong Yuan said helplessly, the smile on his face was as gentle as the spring breeze in March.

"Father, don't ask Senior Sister, it was Ah Hai who broke it."

"It's not..."

The two villains quarreled on their own, and they didn't see Xiao Xinyi with tears in their eyes on the side.

"Auntie, you're really back."

Xiao Xinyi wiped away her tears and turned her head to see Ling Mo walking towards her, she hadn't seen Ling Mo grow much taller for a few years, with a graceful figure, red lips and white teeth, and she was already slim.

"Yes, I'll come back to see you, I haven't seen you for a few years, you've grown up, senior sister." Xiao Xinyi looked at the emptiness behind Ling Mo.

Ling Mo's face changed suddenly, and he turned his head to look at Zhong Yuan.

"Take her to see Xian'er."

"Yes, Master."

Xiao Xinyi didn't care about the strangeness of his master and apprentice, he just wanted to see Su Yuexian as soon as possible.

Ling Mo is in front, and Xiao Xinyi is behind.

"'Sheung Shui Pavilion' is over here." Xiao Xinyi couldn't help but remind Ling Mo out loud.

"Shi Niang is in the back mountain." Ling Mo paused and replied softly.

"What is Senior Sister doing in the back mountain?" As soon as the words came out, Xiao Xinyi was stunned. After reacting, he lifted his skirt and walked towards the back mountain. Turning the bamboo forest, not far in front of Ji De's tombstone, there was a tomb that Xiao Xinyi had never seen before, she stumbled closer and finally saw the words engraved on it, the tomb of Su Yuexian, the beloved wife of the thirteenth generation disciple of the Holy Gate of Medicine.

“… Senior sister..."Xiao Xinyi knelt down in front of the tombstone: "You said you would wait for me to come back, but now that I'm back, where are you..."

The mournful cry startled the birds perched in the mountains, and they did not dare to fall for a long time.

"Senior Aunt, Senior Auntie is gone, you have to take care of your body." Ling Mo knelt beside her and supported her crumbling body.

"When did Senior Sister leave?"

"Not long after you came down the mountain."

"When the senior brother received the letter from the snow sculpture, he hurried back, and it was because of the senior sister."

"The master held back her last breath and waited until she saw the master before leaving." Ling Mo couldn't cry.

The drifting water flows, and the mist disperses with the wind. Su Yuexian has been trying to stay alive, but in the end, she still failed to grow old with Zhong Yuan.

Yun Xiangyi and Xiao Xinyi have known each other for eight years, and Ji De's room only has eight jars of wine, and when Zhong Yuan found Xiao Xinyi, she was drunk and unconscious. The fox fur cloak fell aside, Zhong Yuan picked up Xiao Xinyi, who was lying on the table and fell asleep, and picked her up sideways and walked out of Ji De's yard.

The courtyard was full of vines, and the rope was broken and could not be swung again. The toys that Xiao Xinyi was attracted to when he first went up the mountain are now unrecognizable.

"Ah Yin..."

Zhong Yuan only felt a slight movement in his chest, and Xiao Xinyi grabbed the placket of his clothes.

"Senior sister... Master..."Xiao Xinyi didn't know what he was dreaming, and his eyes were tightly closed, and tears flowed endlessly. Zhong Yuan's face remained unchanged, but he quickened his pace to carry her back to the 'Sheung Shui Pavilion'. Since Su Yuexian left, her yard has not been cleaned, and now it is dusty and can no longer be lived.

The tip of his nose smelled the light medicinal fragrance, and Xiao Xinyi opened his eyes quietly.

"Wake up, senior sister, aunt is awake." The immature children's voice sounded in her ears, it was Zhong Ziling.

Xiao Xinyi looked back and saw Zhong Ziling lying on the side of her couch and waving her chubby little hand to greet Ling Mo.

Ling Mo, who was washing Zhong Fanghai's hands, walked quickly to Xiao Xinyi's bed.

"Auntie, you're awake, don't you have a headache?"

Xiao Xinyi shook his head: "Where is this?" ”

"It's my room, you were drunk yesterday, and Master sent you to my room to take care of you."