vs 28 Regret

The pink flowers are smiling beautifully in the early morning sun, and a few dew drops hang from the edges of the flower bones. And looking through the dew drops towards the petals, the slender stems and leaves become thicker in vain, forming a layer of contrast with the delicate scene on the side, but also has a unique flavor. On the side of these begonia flowers, there are several rape flowers, and the yellow flowers are connected together, like a pagoda, setting off the pink flowers on the side more and more charming.

This is just the most common rape flower in the ordinary field, it is really not a rare thing, but at the moment these most ordinary flowers are not inferior to the precious flowers. Even because of the embellishment and foil of these ordinary flowers, the pink flowers are even more beautiful.

The fresh air has a faint fragrance of flowers, close your eyes and take a slow breath, and the whole person will feel relaxed and happy. On Niushou Mountain in the distance, the crisp birdsong echoes with the cheerful singing of birds nearby, making people feel like living in a paradise without the slightest pressure of life.

As the rising sun began to shed its first rays of morning light, the industrious bees were already in action, and the intoxicating fragrance attracted them, and they were busy in all directions.

Shen Tong sat in the gazebo, poured a cup of tea casually, savored it carefully, his eyes moved with the flying bees, and he enjoyed this calm and simple life quite comfortably. In the restaurant in the distance, Wang Ying was helping Wu's mother clean up the house, looking up at the gazebo from time to time, with a satisfied smile on her face, obviously after a false alarm, her husband had no big problems, so he couldn't help but be very happy.

"Mom, Dad, is there nothing wrong?" Shen Tao on the side had already finished his breakfast, was packing his schoolbag, and soon he was going to school. However, when he thought of his father's sudden "illness" a few nights ago, he still had some lingering palpitations.

"The doctor said that it would be good to rest for a few more days, and it would be fine. You can go to class with peace of mind, just don't let your dad worry about you. Wang Ying instructed while wiping the table.

Shen Tao nodded and said, "Don't worry, Mom, when did I disappoint you!" After speaking, he picked up his schoolbag and came to the door, shouting at his father who was drinking tea: "Dad, I'm going to school!"

Shen Tong turned his head, and said with a smile on his face: "You kid has to settle down at school recently, my body doesn't have the strength to report to the teacher's office for the time being, if your teacher invites your mother to go, you know the end." ”

Shen Tao couldn't help but look towards the restaurant, and saw the smile on his mother's face from a distance, and couldn't help but feel a lot bolder. Then he turned around and grimaced at his father, and ran briskly towards the waiting car outside. Fifteen or sixteen years old is the age when a person is most detached and active, and the previous emergencies were obviously quickly left behind by him as his father's physical condition improved.

Looking back at his wife, who was paying attention to him, Shen Tong couldn't help but smile, and then put his eyes back on the flying bees, but at this moment his mood was far from being as calm as it seemed on the surface, and even a little stormy.

That night, he and Li Ping's Divine Consciousness scuffled and attacked each other, and in the end, with the experience he gained from absorbing countless black mists, he completely absorbed Li Ping's Divine Consciousness into his own Divine Consciousness Sea in a terrifying way. It was a crazy and terrible way, but Shen Tong's situation at that time was obviously not related to reason, thinking of his miserable experience, thinking that that hateful guy actually occupied his body and enjoyed the happy life he should have enjoyed, he couldn't care about anything.

His soul element was consumed a lot when he forcibly devoured Li Ping's divine consciousness, but fortunately, Li Ping's soul element had been consumed by nearly half in the past few years in the human world, which allowed him to complete the devouring with nearly double the powerful divine consciousness and fuse the divine consciousness of the two people together.

Immediately, he found that his head seemed to be stuffed with a lot of things, and Li Ping's joys, sorrows, and life experiences over the years.

This is a feeling that cannot be described in words, as if he became Li Ping, from birth to growth, from a happy childhood to the death of both parents, and finally became an orphan, living alone in another world boring and lonely. There, he also tasted the hardships of life, and tasted the helplessness of being bullied and insulted. Although Shen Tong's own experience was tragic enough, when he experienced it again as Li Ping, he still couldn't control his emotions, and even couldn't help but want to let out a long howl to vent the depression in his heart.

It was only at this time that he understood why Li Ping was willing to hide in that secret room and did not want to go out, and he could understand why there was such a series of things that followed.

At this time, there was a trace of bitterness on his face, although he successfully devoured Li Ping's soul and successfully regained his body, but when he understood the ins and outs of the matter and knew the whole thing, he couldn't help but feel deep guilt in his heart for Li Ping, a person who was connected to his fate. In fact, it was not Li Ping who occupied his body and enjoyed his original happiness.

It was this spiritual monk who saved his family, which was about to fall apart, and took care of his wife and children for him.

After these days of integration, he and Li Ping have become one person, which naturally means that he knows more mysterious things, but the more he knows, the more his mood cannot be calm, and the inner uneasiness becomes more and more intense.

In fact, he actually died of illness 15 years ago. That night, he suddenly fell ill and died in his sleep, and his soul was naturally attracted by the suction of the underworld and slowly drifted to the underworld. For this family, his death will bring a heavy blow to his family, although he has worked hard all these years and he has a small family, but his daughter is only eleven years old, and his son has not yet been born, and it is really a difficult thing to rely on his wife to pull them to grow up. Not to mention that she will encounter countless difficulties and hardships on the long road of life in the future.

And the child who grew up in such a family that lost his father is destined to repeat the hard road he walked back then, and when he grows up, he is afraid that he will have to bear more pressure and difficulties, not to mention some extreme personalities that may be caused by this.

In such a situation, Li Ping directly gave up the life of the spiritual world, came to the human world in an out-of-body way, and "resurrected" him who was originally dead.

Such a benefactor who has the "grace of recreation" to his family and his relatives was actually devoured by his soul with such cruel and drastic means. Such a person who was willing to give up his life in the spiritual world for more than 150 years, just to live a stable life for decades, was so fused into his divine consciousness in such a rough way, when he thought of this, Shen Tong couldn't wait to slap himself a few times.

He wished he was still in that secret room, that he would never be able to get out.

If it weren't for Li Ping's existence, what kind of difficult life would his wife and children have had at this moment? If it weren't for Li Ping, his soul would have gone to the underworld a long time ago, and where could he return here to compete with him for any body! Speaking of which, he is the one who really deserves to die, and the one who is really superfluous is himself! Shen Tong couldn't help but look up to the sky and sigh, and he could only use this to vent the bitterness in his heart. But no one can share this feeling with him, and the guilt from the heart has never diminished at all.

Picked up the teacup and took a sip, a bitter taste came into his mouth, and then the bitter taste disappeared as the tea entered his stomach, and there was a sweet and refreshing feeling in his mouth, which made his bitter mood seem to have changed slightly.

A piece of clothing was draped over his shoulders, and an elegant fragrance of camellia came, which lifted Shen Tong's spirits.

A pair of white and tender hands were hugged on his chest, and Wang Ying bent down to his ear and asked, "Ah Tong, have you had anything on your mind lately?"

Shen Tong pondered for a moment, not knowing how to answer his wife. For a long time, there have been no secrets between their husband and wife, and they have faced everything calmly and shared it together, and this frankness has naturally been exchanged for more and more trust in each other. It's just that what Shen Tong experienced this time is too unbelievable and illusory, if you really want to talk about it, I'm afraid it will really make my wife worry about whether she has mental problems.

Reaching out to hold those soft hands, Shen Tong said bitterly: "Sakura, I don't know how to think of my uncle these days." ”

Wang Ying's heart couldn't help but soften when she heard this, she naturally knew the relationship between Shen Tong and his uncle, and then thought of Shen Tong's tragic childhood, she couldn't help but sigh and sigh and said with relief: "If you don't wait for Yanyan to come back this weekend, let's go and burn some paper money for your uncle in advance! Don't be too sad, although the uncle suffered a lot for you when he was young, he finally enjoyed some light blessings when he was old, and he saw Tao Tao and Yanyan's grandchildren grow up, and they have no regrets in their hearts." You also have to take care of your own body, after being busy for so many years, the children are gradually getting older, it doesn't matter how much money you have, the key is that the family should be safe and sound. ”

Shen Tong nodded and said softly: "I know, just let me adjust it by myself." ”

Wang Ying nodded, kissed him lightly on the cheek, and then refilled his cup with hot water, then turned around and walked towards the living room.

Looking at the back of his wife leaving, looking at the white hair on her sideburns, Shen Tong couldn't help but sigh.