43. Confused

To be honest, the sudden visit of Princess Hexiao made Ruohua feel helpless, she didn't prepare anything, and she didn't know how to entertain Princess Hexiao and her forehead, so it was not rude.

"By the way, this is what Murbezitoben Palace brought to you." After chatting with Princess Xiao and Feng Shen Yin for a while, she suddenly remembered the food box that Fang Xianchun handed her with Princess Xiao, so she hurriedly took it out.

Ruohua was a little surprised, she didn't expect Xianchun to bring something for herself, so she took it at the moment, and opened it curiously to take a look.

It's very simple, just a few simple dishes, and the dishes look like the signature of Wanyun Pavilion, but they don't have such an attractive taste. Such an ordinary but very good-looking dish, she couldn't figure out Xianchun's intentions, but fortunately, she still remembered to attach a letter, Ruohua opened it and took a look.

Princess Hexiao watched her finish all this from the sidelines, but her face did not change at all like a nobody. She couldn't help but wonder, "When did you get on such good terms with this Murbezi?" ”

"The imperial brother is familiar with him, and Ruohua and he have met a few times, and he is also there in the sunset water, and he has taken care of Ruohua these days, and he is familiar with it after coming and going." Ruohua told the truth, she knew that she didn't have the capital to lie now, and the people in front of her were afraid that they would be able to find out whether what they said was true in minutes.

When Princess Hexiao saw what she said, she didn't ask any more questions, even if she was still confused in her heart, she just pretended to be casual, "That's okay, it's not easy outside, and you can rest assured that there is Murbezi to help you in the palace." ”

"When Emperor Ama asked Ruohua to choose a mansion, he also considered this place, thinking that it would be convenient for Murbezi to help Ruohua more." Ruohua didn't think there was anything about it, but said it calmly.

Princess Hexiao raised her eyebrows, "You should also be on guard, your Emperor Ama's temperament is understood by the palace, maybe you also want to take this opportunity to win over this Muerbeizi, not afraid of 10,000, just in case, you have to be on guard against whatever you say." ”

"Ruohua knows." Ruohua could still hear the concern in Princess Xiao's words. I haven't seen it for a few days, and I feel that Princess Hexiao's whole person has undergone a lot of vicissitudes, and there are more wrinkles on her face, not only that, but her eyes are not as heroic as before.

Ruohua still remembers the day when he talked to Princess Xiao with him alone, and his tone was particularly harsh, but at the moment he sighed with a lot of weather.

Ruohua didn't know how to persuade her, Feng Shen Yinde on the side couldn't help it, and spoke, "These days, Princess Xiao is not in a very good mood, which makes Princess Gulun smile." ”

"The relationship between Efu and the princess is really enviable." Ruohua just smiled, she didn't know what her path was, she really didn't feel anything at the moment except for confusion.

Then I accompanied Princess Hexiao and Feng Shen Yinde to continue to chat about meaningless topics, and the time of the morning was so wasted.

Princess Hexiao didn't mean to stay, so Ruohua sent the two out, and then returned to Yijingxuan alone.

She began to sit alone in front of the window and began to think about what she wanted, what she could get in the end, where she wanted to go in the future, she didn't know anything, it was like a blank sheet of paper that had never been drawn, clean and not even a simple draft.

She had to find something to do for herself, and she didn't plan to use it for lunch, so she took a pen and paper, and began to write down what she had promised Mo Xu. She writes very slowly, she didn't study finance, but she understands it purely because her brother had to carry the family business alone in modern times.

She writes about the plan, but her thoughts in the bottom of her heart can't be concentrated here. When she heard the word "purpose" today, she didn't know why, but she was extremely sensitive and began to think.

She had no idea what she was trying to do, and she was scared like the walking dead. She couldn't remember what she was pursuing when she was in the modern era, and she couldn't remember what she cared about when she first arrived here.

This sense of confusion and helplessness is very familiar, but she can't remember when it happened, what happened, maybe this is the saddest part.

Beijing.

"When can you stop being so stubborn, my son doesn't have time to continue to spend with you." The man stood on the opposite side of the slender line, a little helpless, "You don't really think that your princess won't come, and your family will give up on yourself." ”

"I don't have an appetite, I don't want to eat." Xian Yu raised his head and stared at the man, there was no emotion in his eyes, he was empty like a puppet.

She was pale, her hair was tied up high, and she was dressed in expensive clothes, but she seemed to be dismissive. Slim is like one at the moment

Having lost the shell of her soul, no one knows what happened to her.

Even she didn't know. She wanted to figure out why she was struggling to support herself, she was not like a human now, a ghost was not like a ghost, and she was embarrassed.

She was a little confused, what the hell should she do?

The person in front of her, she definitely doesn't like it, but because she can't call it hatred. She clearly knew that the person in front of her was using herself to lure out Ruohua, she wanted Ruohua to save her, but also hoped that Ruohua would never come.

She was helpless, and she couldn't find any hope for life at all. To her, it was like ruins, and she didn't want to stay any longer.

"It's really strange that you haven't eaten well for so many days, and now you still look like nothing, should this son say that you are stupid, or ......" The man sighed and looked at Xian Yuan.

She didn't even look at him.

"Heh, you just rely on my son to like you, thinking that my son doesn't dare to do it?" The man sighed, and had to force her to eat something.

Hearing this, Xian Yi was stunned for a moment, and then her mouth was blocked, and a strong smell of rice flowed into her throat, and after she swallowed it, she choked and coughed.

"You...... cough cough ......" It took a long time for the slender to react, and the cough became more and more serious, and his face was ugly.

"No way, I didn't have this plan, you forced my son." The man laughed self-deprecatingly, "What do you think? Why doesn't Ben Gongzi hurt you these days, just lock you up, and give you the best that can be given to you, don't you feel the slightest feeling? Scold...... I forgot, you're a person who doesn't have a heart anymore. ”

"Feelings?" In the face of such straightforward words, even if he is sluggish, he understands, at the beginning, this person was mainly to take himself away, and it was secondary to say that he wanted to find Ruohua or something.

She looked down and thought for a moment, and the man stared straight at her. After a while, he said, "You brought me without my consent, do you know if I am willing, do you know that I am confused?" If you just do it and don't measure the consequences, how can I feel anything good. Don't worry, I'll treat your words as if I didn't hear them, so let's go. ”

"What do you mean by that?" The man was angry, stepped forward and broke his slender face back, staring at her, in addition to anger, there was also a little sadness in his eyes.

Xian Yu was stunned, at this moment she had iron cuffs on her hands and feet, she knew that she couldn't escape from his palm, but she didn't think that the man in front of her was really emotional.

"How can I believe you, besides, I have been in the deep palace before, and the people and things I have seen are all that, how can I be sure of your statement." There was still a heavy vigilance in his eyes.

"That's what you want to hear? Then I'll tell you about it. The man was also stunned, and then said, "That was under the pear blossom tree back then......

A few years ago.

She stood under the pear blossom tree and swept the fallen flowers and leaves, talking to herself, but she never noticed that a guard behind her noticed her.

He happened to be arranged by the master to enter the palace, and he was on an errand here just to find out the truth of a piece of news. He had to see a lot of people every day, and she was the youngest palace maid he had ever seen.

During that time, he found someone to change his shift in the afternoon every day, just to be able to see the fiber. Later, he learned his name, and the girl gradually entered his heart.

After a few months, it was time for him to leave the palace, and although he was going to leave here, he still remembered the girl. He only hoped that one day, he would marry this girl.

"The little guard standing in the corner of the pear blossom tree back then was Ben Gongzi back then, Ben Gongzi still remembers that you greeted Ben Gongzi back then." The man sighed, and then looked at the slender man, not daring to continue to talk about the recollection, for fear that he would be uncomfortable.

"That man...... It's you? "I just feel that my brain is very messy. I didn't feel anything before, but now I suddenly realized that in fact, this story made her feel like she was caught in the net laid by this person, even if it was extraordinarily gentle.

The man laughed self-deprecatingly, "Or else? ”

"You're wearing a mask, how do I know if it's you." The slender voice couldn't help but tremble a little, maybe she was thinking too much, or maybe she was thinking too simply.

The man didn't speak, turned his head and sighed, "It's not time yet, when I can show you, I'll naturally show you." ”

The man didn't say anything, got up and prepared to leave, and left a sentence before leaving, "You let Ben Gongzi stay here, do you hear?" ”

"Huh...... Maybe. She only felt that her brain was about to explode now, and her current sneer seemed weak.

When the man heard this, he paused, and then continued to walk forward on his own, as if the person who had just been stunned was never him.

She was completely confused, what exactly did she want to do, how high could her expectations go, where could she go, and what should she do? ……

Maybe life is like a play, no one knows what God is thinking, but you can clearly know what you are thinking.

Confused, confused, may it be just a fog that cannot be removed temporarily.