Chapter 75 Heaven and earth are the evidence, and the sun and the moon are the evidence

After Zhao Yan sent Lu Jue away, he thought about it alone for a long time, and after thinking about it, he took the things he left behind and then came to Zhou's house. When he arrived at Huaixian Water Pavilion, he didn't show too much tactfulness when he saw Zhou Ruoshui, so he directly told Zhou Ruoshui about the conversation between Lu Jue and himself.

In the morning, my mother had already talked to herself, although she was somewhat prepared in her heart, but when she really knew Lu Jue's true thoughts, Zhou Ruoshui's heart still seemed to have been cut by someone with tens of millions of knives, and that feeling was painful!

Looking at Zhou Ruoshui, who was crying bitterly, Zhao Yan was distressed, and he didn't regret his decision. He gently walked to Zhou Ruoshui and sat down next to her, and comforted: "Don't be like this, I think the last thing he wants to see is that you are sad and sad." I can see from his expression that he can't give up, it's just that the world is unpredictable, he just doesn't want you to accompany him to death. ”

After hearing this, Zhou Ruoshui wiped away her tears and complained slightly: "A daughter doesn't serve a second husband, how can he look down on Shui'er so much, how does he know that I don't want to accompany him to Huangquan together?" ”

The pear blossoms bring rain, and the beauty is very moving even when she cries. Zhao Yan raised his hand to appease her, but when he thought about it, his hand froze there. He clenched his fist slightly to his lips and coughed, changed his position, leaned his arm on the table, and said softly: "You blame him, because he knows that I won't let you have anything to do no matter what." Leaning forward slightly, he continued: "Xiao Ruo, maybe only escaping will make him ruthless." I know you hate him for being ruthless and unjust, but what you don't know is how much pain he has to endure during this time, and you don't know how bad it feels to be than letting him die! ”

A series of sudden abnormal performances made Zhou Ruoshui know that there must be something related to life and death, and Lu Jue had no choice but to do it. But she was his wife, and she couldn't tell herself clearly, so she asked a little angrily, "Did Rokuro tell you something?" ”

Zhao Yan lowered his head and shook it gently, and said with a miserable smile: "Don't you know his temper?" He didn't want me to add to my troubles, so he didn't say a word to me, I just felt the same way. He's a good person, Xiao Ruo, don't be like a big brother, he doesn't dare to pursue it because he is afraid of losing! Don't let yourself regret it for life, you have a deep relationship with him, as long as you strive for it, it will not necessarily backfire. ”

"I know what to do." couldn't give up this emotion, and after listening to Zhao Yan's advice, Zhou Ruoshui insisted even more, and she gave up her woman's reserved will and resolutely decided to hit this south wall.

"That's good, then I can feel a lot more at ease." Zhao Yan let out a long breath, and his heart felt more relaxed than ever, as if he had unloaded a burden that he had borne for many years. It seems that sometimes when you confess everything in your heart, although you can't get the result you want in your heart, you will get unprecedented relief!

He put the brocade box that Lu Jue handed over to him on the table, pushed it in front of Zhou Ruoshui and said with a calm smile: "A gentleman loves money and takes it in a good way, thank you for my kindness!" Zhao Yan can't afford this money, and then tell him a word, let go of the burden on his shoulders, not to lose the responsibility, but to let go of the burden, others will not understand what I mean! After that, he looked at Zhou Ruoshui affectionately, as if this glance was a lifetime. After a long time, he smiled softly and said, "Okay, it's time, it's time for me to go too!" ”

This sentence made Zhou Ruoshui hear something else, realized what this meant by leaving, and grabbed Zhao Yan's arm in a hurry, and said: "Brother Yan, why embarrass yourself, I don't think Liulang will want you to go." ”

Looking at the slender jade hand pulled in the crook of his arm, Zhao Yan sighed, held it tightly, and said with a sad smile: "Don't think nonsense, I haven't been home for three years, I received a letter from my father a few days ago, they have settled down, I don't know where they are without their news before, now I should go back and see." You can rest assured that Brother Yan will never miss your wedding day! ‘

"Brother Xie Yan."

Since Lu Jue came out of Zhao Yan's mansion, he did not go back to Zhou's house, but lived in Deyue Tower on the grounds of official business without telling everyone.

It was almost dusk, he came to the second floor alone, approached the door of the room where Zhou Ruoshui used to live, and couldn't help but be surprised to see the lights on in the house, and for a moment he couldn't help but have a little more expectation in his heart! When he pushed open the door, Zhou Ruoshui, who was sitting at the table, also came into view, and his eyes were instantly dyed with tenderness and inseparable.

At the same time, he was also thinking about how she was here, she had to face it in the end, it was time to explain everything, the pain was better for a while than for her to be miserable for a lifetime, and although the absence of her own company would make her have a short period of pain, she would have a better future. It's better to do your best and give her a clear world! After thinking about it, he was just about to speak, Zhou Ruoshui got up first and walked to his side, and while undressing his coat for him, he gently instructed: "It's getting colder and colder outside, try to change into warm clothes when you come back, so as not to catch a cold and get sick again." I've prepared my comfortable coat, I'll go ......" Before he could take a step, Lu Jue stopped him.

"No need, Shui'er, I have something to say, you 、、、、、、 first" He thought that the long pain was better than the short pain, but before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Shui'er.

"I know." Zhou Ruoshui turned around, looked at him a little flustered, covered his ears with his hands and didn't want to listen anymore, and said to himself: "I know that you have a lot of things to worry about recently, Shui'er doesn't want to know everything, just ask you to keep Shui'er by your side." As soon as the words came out, tears flowed down his cheeks

It was the hardest to refuse her tenderness, and the most unbearable to see her sad and crying, Lu Jue swallowed back the words that had reached her mouth, walked to her side, wrapped her trembling shoulders, and comforted softly: "Don't think about it, I'm very good at nothing, I've been busy with business in recent days, everything is complicated, and I have to be busy until midnight every day, and I live here for fear of disturbing your rest." Before he finished speaking, he began to hate his sentimentality, and just a tender word made him forget his original intention.

She knew that this might be the last time she was so close to him, Zhou Ruoshui snuggled tightly to his chest, wrapped his arms tightly around his waist, tears burst out of his eyes uncontrollably, wetting his chest, and choked up: "It's okay, if you want to go, just rest assured, Shui'er will not resent, as long as you remember that there is always a person who is willing to wait for you without regrets, not afraid to wait for another three years and three years, even if there is no result, Shui'er is willing to wait without regrets." ”

This sentence is sad to hear, people always have to choose between giving up and reluctance, missing is a lifelong regret, but there are a few people who are right. He rubbed Zhou Ruoshui tightly into his arms, tried to make himself remember this unforgettable tenderness, struggled for a long time and said: "Shui'er, I know you have a lot of questions to ask me, but I have a thousand words and I don't know where to start, I can only say thank you for the beauty you once gave me, I will keep it in my heart." You and I have no chance to stay together in this life, so let's end up with this! Brother Yan is a good person, he is more suitable for you than me, you ......" Lu Jue didn't know what he was talking about next, he could only feel that his heartache was about to break, and that feeling made him almost suffocate.

Zhou Ruoshui didn't know how she listened to him, she couldn't suppress her grief anymore, broke away from his embrace, held the table and supported her crumbling body, still crying.

Lu Jue saw the pain in his eyes, and he didn't know how hard he had to suppress the idea of comforting her. He clenched his fists tightly, turned his head away from glancing at her, and took a few steps to the door, opening his numb hands just about to open the door.

Zhou Ruoshui's crying voice came from behind him, "Brother Yan, he's gone, he doesn't want you to regret it afterwards, and he doesn't want me to be embarrassed, so he chose to leave." ”

It seems that Zhou Ruoshui must have known about his affection, but why bother to explain, it's wrong, let her be disappointed in herself, let her stay away from herself, and stay away from harm, which is the best. Lu Jue clutched the door bolt tightly until his fingers ached, and then he controlled his desire to stay, and couldn't help but say: "I don't understand what you're talking about, he can't leave, and he has nothing to do with me, but it's a pity that you will lose a wishful husband." ”

"It seems that whether you have Brother Yan or not, you have decided to withdraw from me, haven't you?"

"Yes, I thought that letters alone would sustain affection; I thought that time would not wear out the original intention, but now I know that today is different from the past, you and I ......"

"So what Rokuro did to Shui'er in the past was all hypocritical?"

He didn't need to look at Lu Jue to imagine Zhou Ruoshui's heartbroken appearance, but he couldn't muster the courage to turn back, he didn't dare to look at Zhou Ruoshui, even if he was misunderstood, he didn't plan to explain, gritted his teeth and said, "Yes!" At the beginning, what Brother Yan said was true, he was an official for several years, and the capital was as beautiful as a cloud, I couldn't help but be tempted, at this time, I don't know how many warblers and warblers around me were gorgeous, and how could I ever care about that piece of marriage contract, there was no reason for it, and there was no emotion. So ......"

"So, let's start here and end here, right?" He kissed himself cautiously, with youth, if it was really a beautiful woman, how could it be. How could Zhou Ruoshui easily listen to the above and make up his mind to stick to his own infatuation. Zhou Ruoshui interrupted his words, picked up the brocade box on the table and walked to his side, his eyes were no longer sad, but he said stubbornly, "No matter whether you are sincere to Shui'er, or pretending to be perfunctory, the oath you said is unforgettable, a daughter does not serve the second husband, Shui'er is willing to keep this oath until he is old." He put the brocade box in his hand and said, "Brother Yan asked me to return it to you, he thanked you for your kindness, the gentleman loves money and takes it in a good way, and he does not accept your charity." ”

It is impossible for Lu Jue not to hear this, self-defeating This result is the last thing he wants to see, he moved a few steps to Zhou Ruoshui to distance himself, and held the brocade box tightly in his hand, not wanting her to see his own inseparable, although he lowered his head and did not see the sad and reluctant eyes, the almost trembling voice all showed the nostalgia in his heart, "Don't worry, I will do whatever it takes to find Brother Yan in order to express my apologies." ”

Zhou Ruoshui walked to the window, pushed the window open, looked at the courtyard of the past, and fell into memories, there was sadness, joy, and sweetness here, and the experience was unforgettable, and said with a sad smile: "Since the adults insist on this, Shui'er is not ignorant of current affairs, you and I have nothing to do with each other from today onwards, whether I am lonely all my life, whether my children and grandchildren are full, I have nothing to do with adults." ”

Hearing this, Lu Jue was shocked in his heart, raised his head, looked at Zhou Ruoshui in a daze, and said, "You don't have to be like this"

"A concubine is like a rock." Taking a step forward, leaning against the window, the soft moonlight shining on her body, making her beauty undesecrated. She turned her head and still looked at Lu Jue standing behind her with tenderness, leaving him with a tender smile, because she wanted him to remember the good. A little moonlight shone on her fair and smooth face, and also saw the crystal tears flowing down, although there was no trace of sadness, but it made people look heartbroken.

Opposite her eyes, Lu Jue's gaze was difficult to shift, he had insisted for a long time that it was best for her, but it seemed so stupid and ridiculous at this moment.

Isn't doing your best to fight for another chance to live? Isn't it also to fight for the opportunity to stay with her for the rest of your life? Is it because it is difficult to step through that she should be heartbroken, and she should be asked to bear it alone! He still couldn't overcome that powerful idea, and decided to advance and retreat with her, and go to Huangquan together if it was a big deal, so why bother to leave regrets!

Lu Jue lowered his head and laughed at himself, and resolutely walked to her side and took her hand and walked to the courtyard. Looking up at the sky, the half-moon swept away the haze of the past few days, which made people feel refreshed, and it seemed to be welcoming an important moment!

"This is the place where we first met, and it means a lot to you and me, and I am here today to witness my sincerity." After that, he didn't hesitate at all, knelt down, raised his head and looked at Zhou Ruoshui with tenderness, and motioned for her to do the same with himself. After she knelt down, Lu Jue pointed to the sky and swore an oath: "Heaven and earth are the basis, the sun and the moon are the evidence, today I Lu Jue and Zhou Ruoshui are married here, and I will never abandon her in my lifetime, she is the only one, if one day violates the oath, Lu Jue is willing to suffer from burning." ”

There were surprises and stunned, everything happened too suddenly, Zhou Ruoshui was still in a dream, and after a moment of stunned, he asked in a panic, "Why did Liulang do this?"

Lu Jue looked at her with sincere eyes, and said earnestly, "I will retreat before the coffin is covered, no matter how high-sounding the reason is, all of this shows that I am cowardly!" Now that I figured it out, I didn't want to reminisce about it afterwards, because it was more painful than death. He tightly grabbed Zhou Ruoshui's watch, "Shui'er promised to marry me, okay!" Don't be bound by that marriage contract, I hope it is your sincerity and willingness! ”

"Why does Rokuro ask like this, so far, does Rokuro still think that Shui'er has other intentions?"

"No, I'm just asking you, do you want to agree to marry me, my future is bleak, life and death are unknown, so dangerous, do you want to advance and retreat with me, but are you willing to be my survivor after I die?"

She clenched Lu Jue's backhand: "This is what Shui'er dreamed of, but Liulang is not ......"

"Forget those words, as Brother Yan said, why do you have to surrender first if the future is uncertain. As long as you are willing to wait for me, I promise you that even if I have one breath left, I will crawl back to you! He put her hand on his chest and made her feel her sincerity and sincerity

The hearts of his subordinates were beating, and he was sincere in front of him, Zhou Ruoshui no longer hesitated; "Shui'er has never changed, you are sincere to me, Shui'er will follow you in life and death"

Everything is in silence, and the two of them will no longer say anything, facing the sun and the moon must be for life, worship heaven and earth, heaven and earth as evidence, a lifetime, a couple; The second worship the sun and the moon, the sun and the moon are relied on, the sun and the moon are not old, and the truth is unswerving; Husband and wife worship each other, and from now on, agree with one heart!