092, why bother
As soon as Bo Mu'er's words "If I want Jin Wu, you don't give it", everyone had a five-thunderous expression, and Shan Jian rarely took the initiative to say anything, and at this time he couldn't help but say coldly: "The beauty of a gentleman as an adult, and the villain takes the favor of others." You saved your wife's life, it was a kindness, but if you use it to blackmail the prince, it is no different from a bandit, could it be that the head of the Busha clan is a shameless villain who likes to beat mandarin ducks and steal people's favors? ”
Bomur also sneered back: "Whatever, anyway, in your eyes, I'm a despicable villain, and I'm not afraid to admit it." ”
People are afraid of faceless ghosts, and their poisonous tongues are like mountains, and they don't even know what to say.
Cui Yi sat on the throne, the silence was terrifying, and he had the intention to break the siege, and he must not open his mouth at this time, otherwise what will the strategists and generals in the Yanzhou camp think of him Cui Yi in the future? It's not terrible to eat a woman's soft rice, it's terrible to eat a woman's soft rice forever.
"Zhongxing," after pondering for a long time, Cui Yi slowly spoke, "Go and bring the golden crow." ”
Cao Qian suddenly jumped up: "Lord Wang! This kind of person cares what he does, he saved his wife's life, and his tail is pouting into the sky, he really thinks he is a character! ”
Cui Yi repeated: "Go, bring Jin Crow." ”
Xu Cheng couldn't hold it back, got up and said, "Lord Wang, you can't give it, it's hard to find a sweat and blood......
Cui Yi shouted angrily: "Shut up!" ”
The hall suddenly fell silent, and everyone had a regretful expression on their faces, knowing that in this case, giving up the Golden Crow was the only choice, unless they killed Bomur and Sanduo and buried this matter, there was no other way out.
Cui Yi turned the white porcelain wine glass in his left hand, his eyes were also fixed on his fingertips, and his tone was indifferent: "Don't let this king say it a third time." ”
Cao Qian's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth and got up to receive the order, and he didn't forget to glare at Bomur fiercely when he went out.
Jin Crow was led to the door of the banquet hall, Cao Qian handed the reins to Bo Mu'er with a look of hatred, the latter took it expressionlessly, and reached out to caress Jin Crow's mane, Jin Crow immediately raised his head in disgust and took a few steps back, and called out a few warnings to him to take his hand away.
Sang Duo was simply miserable, Bo Mu'er did this, and even took her to become the target of public criticism, and it was not good to demolish her brother's platform in public, so she was so anxious.
"Sanduo, go and inform everyone to go." Bomur held the reins firmly, and despite the hostile rejection of the golden crow, he tugged and pulled.
Sang Duo went with sorrow, thinking that he had to make up some excuse to dig everyone up from the bed in the middle of the night and hurry?
Although he had a peerless horse, Bomur still didn't feel the slightest bit happy, his eyes went over the back of the golden crow, and looked at Zhiying who was sitting in the depths of the banquet hall, as if he wanted to say something.
But Zhiying refused to communicate with unprecedented coldness: "You can go." ”
That look was exactly the same as the look in Cheng Fengyi's eyes when he looked at Huerhana that he peeked outside the tent of the Beidi people, full of hatred, contempt and contempt.
Very good, in this way, you should be able to cut your heart in two. Thinking to herself, Bomur turned around and walked out of the yard without looking back.
Jin Wu's angry hiss faded away, and the porcelain cup in Cui Yi's hand finally fell on the desk with a bang, holding it in one hand and a half, and he was stunned.
Seeing this, everyone got up silently and left, and Lang Yue silently instructed the maids to remove the cups, plates and bowls, and then also withdrew from the door.
In the huge banquet hall, only Zhiying was left to accompany him, he didn't speak, and Zhiying didn't speak.
The Busha people went out of the customs overnight, and no one went to see them off, and the heavy city gate was slammed shut, as if it also cut off the last trace of friendship between them and the Han people.
In the next nearly a month, Cui Yi hardly spoke, let alone laughed, went to the camp to train, and his temper was twice as fierce as before.
Xu Cheng also went home to serve his father, and he was in a low mood, so he took a dustpan and went to the courtyard next door to the palace to listen to Bailizan's lectures, and by the way, he mixed the ground bran and weeds evenly, and fed the pigs and chickens.
The sound of reading came from the hall, and Zhiying sat in the yard, in a daze while feeding the chickens.
There are hundreds of school-age children in Yanzhou Mansion, Bailizan has arranged several classes for them according to their age and literacy, and they go to class at dawn every morning, first teach the younger ones to read, and then let them practice calligraphy on the ground with wooden sticks dipped in water, and then teach the older ones to memorize poems.
At the beginning, there were a few naughty children, those who collided with each other, those who were lazy behind their backs, and those who did not repent after being disciplined, all of them were thrown out of the door, and then the father and mother led them to apologize, and Bailizan did not talk about any feelings, according to Zhiying's instructions, and asked them to come again next year. After that, no one squandered this rare learning opportunity.
Xiao Qiu hugged Xiao Cui Xian around the yard, pointing to things to teach her to recognize, Xiao Cui Xian has gradually been able to say many commonly used words, and will pounce on Zhiying's legs to hug with a milky voice, but she doesn't dare to be coquettish to her father.
"Madame, don't sit here as a wind, the weather is getting colder, beware of catching a cold." During the lunch break, the children ate sweet potatoes, steamed buns and other things to satisfy their hunger, Bailizan walked out of the door, and saw Zhiying sitting in the yard with a dustpan in her arms, with a circle of roosters and hens at her feet, cooing to eat, but she didn't hear it at all, so she stepped forward and said.
Zhiying came back to her senses, grabbed a handful of chicken food and spilled it on the ground, and the chickens immediately pounced.
Bailizan asked, "Still worried about the prince's affairs?" ”
Zhiying looked depressed and nodded silently, and Bailizan sat down on the stool opposite the stone table and said, "Madame, is she thinking that if she is not so persistent in repaying her kindness, I hope that if they shake hands and make peace, the prince will not be so depressed now?" ”
He guessed everything in his heart, and Zhiying did not deny it, and said weakly: "This is all my fault, knowing that Bomur is such a person, and thinking about me indifferently, I should have sent people away as soon as possible, and never met again, it is all my fault to be like this." ”
"You can't say that," Bailizan said with a smile, "In the matter of Jinwu, no one is absolutely right, Bomur is at fault, he shouldn't be delusional about something that shouldn't belong to him, Madame is also at fault, the attitude towards this matter is not resolute at first, and it has only come to this point." ”
Zhiying sighed "sighing", almost wanting to bury her face in the dustpan.
"But the prince is also at fault."
Zhiying was stunned for a moment, turned his head and looked at him puzzled: "What's wrong with the prince?" ”
Bailizan smiled and asked, "Madam thinks the prince is right?" ”
Zhiying thought for a while, but couldn't think of anything wrong with Cui Yi, so he shook his head: "I don't think the prince is wrong, from the beginning, it was Bomur who took the initiative to provoke, the prince endured and endured, let and let again, but he didn't know what to do, he was aggressive, and finally took Jin Wu away, and the prince didn't embarrass him, to this extent, how could Mr. still think that the prince was wrong?" ”
Bailizan stroked his beard, and his smile was full of wisdom: "What Madame said is the prince's attitude towards outsiders, indeed, they are all tolerant and generous, and they will repay their kindness, which is understandable, and can even be said to be remarkable, but how did the prince treat you, Madame?" ”
Zhiying's expression was visibly dulled, as if he was in a state of confusion. Bailizan continued: "The golden crow was promised to be given by the prince, the situation at that time was not absolutely no way back, and the matter of asking for the golden crow itself is very ridiculous, even if you don't give it, it's not a big deal, but since the prince gave it, he is proving to Bomur that only Madame you are inseparable, and nothing can replace and surpass, so why is it that in the past two months, the prince has always been silent and ugly in front of you?" Could it be that the cession of the Golden Crow was just to gag Bomur's mouth, just for outsiders to see? ”
"If you care about a person, you don't need to prove it to anyone, but you should cherish and love each other from the bits and pieces around you, the prince endured the pain in front of outsiders, and turned around and was cold to his wife, forgive me for saying something that I don't like, it's worse than not giving Jin Crow that day."
After hearing his words, Zhiying let out a painful groan and held her head with both hands.
"But this incident is all because of me, Bo Mu'er will save me, the Xie family will expel me, and even the prince will plot against the prince, all because of me!" Zhiying closed her eyes forcefully and said bitterly, "If it weren't for me, none of these troubles would have arisen." ”
Bailizan said: "The contradiction between the prince and the emperor has been a long time, whether there is a lady or not, the process may change, but the ending is still the same, there is no need for the lady to take all the blame on herself, why don't you want to think about it, if there is no you, the prince's situation may be even worse than now, the Yanzhou army can't eat, Xie Yuchan is powerful in the palace, and in the end, everyone is scattered, and the imperial army goes north, destroying all of us." ”
Zhiying covered her face and took a deep breath and said, "I ......"
Bailizan asked, "Madam, do you regret marrying the prince?" ”
Zhiying let go of her fingers, revealing reddish eyes, her lips moved a few times, and she whispered, "No regrets." ”
"Then everything after that, there is no need to blame yourself, happiness and suffering are always accompanied by happiness, jade hidden in the stone, it is destined to go through a grind, a few years later you will thank God, has let you share the joys and sorrows, instead of a lifetime buried in the gold and jade silk, unconsciously, even the heart is lost."
Zhiying sat in a daze, and the maid came to deliver the food box, so Bailizan didn't disturb her thinking, and went into the house to eat.
Xiaoqiu leaned over and asked cautiously, "Madam, let's go back for lunch too, the prince should come back." ”
Zhiying Muran nodded, put down the dustpan, walked out a few steps in a trance, and couldn't help but turn his head and ask, "What does that gentleman think I should do now?" ”
Bailizan's smiling voice came from the room: "I watched the sky last night, and I had a hunch that General Yang would go to the prince to talk to the prince today, so Madame only needs to go back to eat now." ”
Zhiying couldn't cry or laugh, said goodbye to him, and went back to eat.