Shuzhen, after taking the bowl of pulled noodles that had just come out of the pot, put them in front of Ma Zhanquan, and felt a feeling of nausea in her heart. Hurriedly covered his mouth and ran out of the house. Standing in the corner of the wall retching, he didn't vomit anything.

Bao Suzhen rushed over when she heard the sound, looked at Shuzhen with some nervous and puzzled eyes, and asked, "What's going on?" You didn't eat anything raw, did you? ”

Shuzhen wiped her mouth shyly, and said thoughtfully: "I haven't eaten anything, I don't know why, these days, I feel disgusted when I smell the smell of oil smoke." ”

Bao Suzhen, with a somewhat frightened face, grabbed Shuzhen's arm and whispered, "These days, have you seen any redness in your body?" ”

Shuzhen looked at Bao Suzhen with stunned eyes, and shook her head for a long time.

Bao Suzhen suddenly slapped her thigh in frustration and whispered, "Bad, bad." I'm afraid that there is a grin in my stomach. ”

When Shuzhen heard this, she couldn't help but be surprised. His body went limp, and he leaned against the wall.

Bao Suzhen looked embarrassed, lowered her voice and said, "Don't make a noise about this matter first, I'll think about it with your uncle." ”

Shuzhen stayed awake all night, and the sudden changes in her body caught her off guard. In the panic, mixed with a trace of inexplicable joy. Regardless of whether this little life should come or not, and whether it is time or not, after all, it is her and Xiangzi's child. It is the continuation and sustenance of her love, and everything is arranged by the Lord. Perhaps, it was the Lord who forgave his sins. And let a new life accompany their loneliness.

Therefore, no matter what, she has to keep and give birth to this child. This is also the meaning of the Lord. I made up my mind, and my body and mind became lighter.

She got up on time and made "Nai Mazi", so she went to the room to make breakfast as usual. When Ma Zhanquan came back from the temple, the three of them had breakfast around the kang table. Ma Zhanquan didn't go out to the field to wander around the horse circle as usual. Shuzhen knew that the old man had something to say. So, he cleaned up the table quickly and made a bowl of tea for Ma Zhanquan.

Ma Zhanquan glanced at Shuzhen with concern, waved his hand, and said, "You can also sit on the kang." ”

After Shuzhen sat down nervously, Ma Zhanquan said earnestly: "Originally, your aunt and I were thinking about it, giving you a life that can live, and recruiting a son-in-law." In the future, let's live a lively life together. A few days ago, your aunt also spoke to people in and out of the village. I don't think so, you're ......."

After a pause, Ma Zhanquan said with a sad face: "This belly doesn't wait for anyone, if you don't marry, you will have a baby, but you will lose a lot of money." ”

Seeing Shuzhen hanging her head, she was silent. Ma Zhanquan sighed lightly, and then said: "The important thing at the moment is to quickly settle the baby in the belly (Dad)." The hard thing is that when you are busy, where to get the right person. Hi! It's really sad. ”

Shuzhen still hung her head and was silent, and after Bao Suzhen squeezed her eyebrows at Ma Zhanquan for a while, Ma Zhanquan coughed dryly twice, and then said, "Otherwise." My nephew, Sherba, you've seen it. Although the year before last, when I went to the charcoal kiln to carry charcoal, I was crushed and bruised, and I fell into a problem of irregular walking. But the baby is honest and diligent, and we are small and we pull the big one, and we know the roots. If you don't feel wronged and panicked, you will live with him.

The baby is honest, and he doesn't say anything superfluous to him, thinking that the baby in his belly is his. In this way, it is too crooked to stop the mouths of others. ”

A wisp of hot and humid stuff swirled in a slippery circle in Shuzhen's eyes, and it was sucked back by a forbearant force.

She slowly raised her head, smiled sadly at Ma Zhanquan, and said, "Just let my uncle decide." ”

As he spoke, he turned his head stiffly.

Shuzhen returned to her room with heavy steps. A surging sourness made her unable to suppress the tears in her eyes any longer. She stumbled and threw herself on the kang, pulled the quilt over her head, and began to cry with convulsions.

For a while, the grief of the tragic death of his parents, the helplessness of his own loneliness, and the cone pain of not being able to be with the person he loved. and the sadness and helplessness of a man who is about to marry and can't even walk straight. Like an overturned basket of miscellaneous beans, it rushed towards her.

After a heart-rending cry, Shuzhen felt that her body and mind were relaxed. She dragged her lazy body and washed her face, and began the evening service. She asked Allah for help, remembered Allah's kindness, and believed that the Lord is the only Lord and that everything is the Lord's arrangement.

Shuzhen didn't have a family member, so she gave Ma Zhan a lot of money for all kinds of etiquette in the province. He hastily cleaned up a new house for Sherba, and set a date. The wedding was not too public, so I invited relatives and neighbors in the vicinity to eat and drink lively.

Sherba has no parents and loves lively people, so he grabbed Ma Zhanquan and his family and slapped him with a frolicking face. In addition to laughing, it is inevitable to look at the bride who is like a flower and jade, and the groom who is crooked around his neck and walks in one fell swoop, and sighs secretly.

Red quilt, red kang sheet, a pair of red candles flickering with tender yellow flames. The humble new house is filled with a quiet and festive soft light.

Shuzhen wore a red hijab and sat quietly on the edge of the kang in a daze. But Sherba, like a child who had made a mistake, stumbled on a stool in the corner, not even daring to lift his head.

The chickens crowed all over again, and the little ones who came to listen to the root of the window also dispersed boringly. The moonlit village was so quiet that there was no dog barking.

Seeing that Sherba didn't move, Shuzhen didn't pay attention to him, so she reached out and tore off her hijab, took off her shoes and fell asleep on the kang. When I woke up and squinted, Sherba was still there. I couldn't bear it in my heart, so I whispered lukewarmly: "Why don't you sleep on the kang?" It's dawning. ”

Sherba's body moved, her neck stretched, but she didn't speak. Shuzhen shouted impatiently: "Come and sleep on the kang!" Let people know, and I'll give you a treat. ”

Sherba hesitated, then slowly moved around, lifted the corners of the quilt, and slept on Shuzhen's feet with his clothes.

The rooster crowed three times, Shuzhen rubbed her sour eyes, turned over and got off the kang. Seeing Sherba, he tilted his head and slept soundly. He washed his face lightly, knelt on the kang, and began the first worship of the day.

Waiting for Shuzhen to pack up, she changed into her usual clothes and came to the room. Auntie, no! Now it's time to follow Sherba's name to Auntie, who is already busy working there. Seeing Shuzhen coming, she hurriedly came over, smiled and reproached: "Just got married, and I didn't sleep for a while." ”

Seeing Shuzhen smiling softly, she asked in a tentative whisper, "Last night, did you sleep well?" ”

Shuzhen whispered with a shy face, "Well, it's okay." ”

When Bao Suzhen heard this, she immediately said with joy on her face: "The two of them live together, is that it." After a long time, there is a taste. Sherba is good at everything, and she looks good. It's just that the little problem falls, and the legs and feet are not very neat. You just want to be honest, don't make you angry, and slowly he will know that it hurts. ”

Shuzhen nodded and smiled at her, still silent, doing the work in her hands.

By the night of the second day, Sherba was still grinding and not being able to get on the kang. Shuzhen ignored him, blowing out the lamp and undressing and got into the quilt by herself. After a while, there was no movement from Sherpa. Shuzhen endured the unhappiness in her heart, turned over and lit the oil lamp.

Wrapped in a quilt, he sat in the kang and said with a cold face, "What the hell are you?" Do you dislike me, or don't you look down on me at all? ”

With a sad face, Sherba waved his hands and said, "No! No. ”

Shuzhen looked at him suspiciously and said, "Then why don't you sleep on the kang?" Are you afraid that I will eat it? ”

Sherba, looking embarrassed, muttered a few words, unable to make out what he was saying. Shuzhen said a little irritably: "Since we are married, it is approved by Hu Da, what are you awkward?" ”

Sherpa bent on her waist and slowly grinded to the edge of the kang. He said with a depressed expression: "I'll tell you the truth, since I was crushed in the waist, that thing will become an idle thing." I can't do men's things. ”

As he spoke, he slammed his head on the edge of the kang, trembling and sobbing.

An indescribable feeling suddenly swept over Shuzhen's heart. Is it hi? Is it sad? Or both.

After being silent for a long time, Shuzhen sighed lightly and said in a calm tone: "Since you handed over the bottom, then I won't hide it from you." I've had men, and I've had a baby in my belly. If you don't dislike it, let's live together. If you dislike it, I'll move out tomorrow. ”

Sherpa was stunned for a moment, then stood up and said with some excitement: "I don't dislike it! As long as you don't dislike it, I will guard you to live. From now on, I will be the baby's parent."

When Shuzhen heard this, her heart was hot. He lifted half of the quilt and whispered, "Come up and sleep." ”